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 Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 10:28 am
Naeril chemical_solutions Naeril chemical_solutions he sighed, " i didnt really mean it when i offered myself ya know . i was trying to get him close range because my fighting style is defense not offense and i dont know what his fighting style is so to go in swinging blindly is suicide" "death..."he played with the bandages in his wrist as his gaze fell to the floor. "no i crave to know what complete peace is. a haven so wonderful that i could wish for nothing else. suffering has cradeled me and i just want the pain to be gone. you sit there and you tell me that i could have died if hiroshi had swung that knife at me. Do you know this for fact? you dont know the extent of my abilities. how i fight. knowing that i am weak consumes me with the suffering of knowing that i cannot protect the people that i care about. if complete peace comes from death then yes on some level i do crave death but i also wish to find other ways first. cutting my wrist was just a way to relieve some anxiety. im sorry if i had you freaked for i minute or two and maybe i had considered dying as well as wanting to release some pain but... im just a reckless person."
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 10:39 am
chemical_solutions "no i crave to know what complete peace is. a haven so wonderful that i could wish for nothing else. suffering has cradeled me and i just want the pain to be gone. you sit there and you tell me that i could have died if hiroshi had swung that knife at me. Do you know this for fact? you dont know the extent of my abilities. how i fight. knowing that i am weak consumes me with the suffering of knowing that i cannot protect the people that i care about. if complete peace comes from death then yes on some level i do crave death but i also wish to find other ways first. cutting my wrist was just a way to relieve some anxiety. im sorry if i had you freaked for i minute or two and maybe i had considered dying as well as wanting to release some pain but... im just a reckless person."
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 10:43 am
Naeril chemical_solutions "no i crave to know what complete peace is. a haven so wonderful that i could wish for nothing else. suffering has cradeled me and i just want the pain to be gone. you sit there and you tell me that i could have died if hiroshi had swung that knife at me. Do you know this for fact? you dont know the extent of my abilities. how i fight. knowing that i am weak consumes me with the suffering of knowing that i cannot protect the people that i care about. if complete peace comes from death then yes on some level i do crave death but i also wish to find other ways first. cutting my wrist was just a way to relieve some anxiety. im sorry if i had you freaked for i minute or two and maybe i had considered dying as well as wanting to release some pain but... im just a reckless person." kaji quickly finished up the small salad and stayed silent looking at the groung not even bothering to come up with a retort to what kyu had said.
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 10:49 am
chemical_solutions kaji quickly finished up the small salad and stayed silent looking at the groung not even bothering to come up with a retort to what kyu had said.
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 10:51 am
Naeril chemical_solutions kaji quickly finished up the small salad and stayed silent looking at the groung not even bothering to come up with a retort to what kyu had said. nodding he stood up pushing the chair behind him as he followed kyu,"okay."
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 10:59 am
chemical_solutions Naeril chemical_solutions kaji quickly finished up the small salad and stayed silent looking at the groung not even bothering to come up with a retort to what kyu had said. nodding he stood up pushing the chair behind him as he followed kyu,"okay."
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 11:06 am
Naeril chemical_solutions Naeril chemical_solutions kaji quickly finished up the small salad and stayed silent looking at the groung not even bothering to come up with a retort to what kyu had said. nodding he stood up pushing the chair behind him as he followed kyu,"okay." kaji followed in silence as they walked to wherever it was they were going. he softly whispered to himself so that kyu wouldnt here."i know that losing blood wont help. i know that im just....reckless.... you mighjt even be better off without me...." he smiled weakly.
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 11:12 am
chemical_solutions Naeril chemical_solutions Naeril chemical_solutions kaji quickly finished up the small salad and stayed silent looking at the groung not even bothering to come up with a retort to what kyu had said. nodding he stood up pushing the chair behind him as he followed kyu,"okay." kaji followed in silence as they walked to wherever it was they were going. he softly whispered to himself so that kyu wouldnt here."i know that losing blood wont help. i know that im just....reckless.... you mighjt even be better off without me...." he smiled weakly.
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 11:15 am
Naeril chemical_solutions Naeril chemical_solutions Naeril chemical_solutions kaji quickly finished up the small salad and stayed silent looking at the groung not even bothering to come up with a retort to what kyu had said. nodding he stood up pushing the chair behind him as he followed kyu,"okay." kaji followed in silence as they walked to wherever it was they were going. he softly whispered to himself so that kyu wouldnt here."i know that losing blood wont help. i know that im just....reckless.... you mighjt even be better off without me...." he smiled weakly. "hm? i do want to but do you want me tagging along?"
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 11:23 am
chemical_solutions "hm? i do want to but do you want me tagging along?"
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 11:26 am
Naeril chemical_solutions "hm? i do want to but do you want me tagging along?" " no its okay ill just go hang out in my room if you insist on 'keeping your eye on me' " he said as he turned around and started to go back to his room.
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 11:31 am
chemical_solutions Naeril chemical_solutions "hm? i do want to but do you want me tagging along?" " no its okay ill just go hang out in my room if you insist on 'keeping your eye on me' " he said as he turned around and started to go back to his room.
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 4:44 pm
kaji went back to his room and pulled the sheets off of his bed and grabbed all his clothes as well as the towels put them into a ditry laundry basket and went to go do his laundry, shutting the door behind him he locked it as well.
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 4:58 pm
Kyu got himself a new lock and solid black drapes. With that he ran out of most of his money. "Great I'll never get my computer back..." then laughed at that thought "Yeah... Where I'm going I won't need one anyways..." he started coughing. "The pills are wearing out..." He looked at the school gate. and picked up the paste wanting to get another dose before the cough got any worse.
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 5:03 pm
Naeril Kyu got himself a new lock and solid black drapes. With that he ran out of most of his money. "Great I'll never get my computer back..." then laughed at that thought "Yeah... Where I'm going I won't need one anyways..." he started coughing. "The pills are wearing out..." He looked at the school gate. and picked up the paste wanting to get another dose before the cough got any worse. putting the stuff into the wash he went back upstairs for a couple of minutes to grab his ipod then continue his wait back downstairs, but as he was going to his room he ran into kyu."oh sorry...."he looked up, "sorry kyuzou."
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