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 Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2007 5:33 pm
I'm still too much like James to fully appreciate Snape.... sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2007 7:29 pm
...I met someone today...now I'm so damn pissed...and my stomach is all cold...
I wish I hated my father...but he stole that ability from ******** b*****d...you know...I want to hate him!!! After all he did to me, I can't hate him...it's so ******** messed up!!! Stupid b*****d!!! He took so ******** much from me, and yet I'm learning that he's still taking things from me! <******** b*****d...he stole my childhood, he's stealing my peace, he's taking my tears, and he took my hate. Because there's no hate in me, there's not really any love, so he took that too. He took my emotions and my true attachments. I can't cry if my family died, and I can't cry if I'm physically harmed. It's his fault too...dammit, he took my ability to feel sad about death, and to feel sad about saying good-byes. My father was and still is, even after death, a thief. I hope he's happy wherever he is, and how he screwed me over.
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 9:40 am
 MAD for a seraph<<Oh my goodness. gonk I'm sorry to hear what you're going through. *hugs*
I've been silent for a couple of days because I haven't been feeling like myself.
I'm kinda recovering from a bit of a nervous breakdown. My mom pushed me too far... stare
And she's even making me feel bad for it. Guh. >>Caught in her DELUSIONS
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 12:19 pm
Usually, I'd try to say something cheerful or optimistic here- but that seems really stupid now.... sweatdrop
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 1:06 pm
Azura...I'm sorry to hear that, really I am...there's no way a parent won't tarnish their child in some way, whether it be intentional or not...so...I hope this doesn't end up tarnishing you in the end.
And Tabby, don't worry about it seeming stupid. Cheerfulness is a wonderful way to get out any negative thoughts. You know, it's hard to stay sad when something funny is going on.
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 2:03 pm
Wow....that was...inspiring eclesti-chan! heart Thanks.
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Posted: Thu Jul 26, 2007 4:06 pm
MAD for a seraph<< I just hate that she always tries to justify herself in order to escape guilt.
Even when I'm at the edge of mental collapse.
Can't the woman admit for once when she's wrong?! scream
The "I'm always right" attitude really gets on my nerves.
But thanks. You do say such inspiring things. smile >>Caught in her DELUSIONS
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Posted: Thu Jul 26, 2007 4:59 pm
Psshh! When she drives ya nuts, we're here to make sure yuh don't completely go off the deep end. Yah can count on all of us...all 9 of us.  Especially... *looks at your sig and giggles* Whom you should go molest right now. wink
We love you, 'Zura-chan.  Yes, even Scar, and we mean it. rofl
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Posted: Thu Jul 26, 2007 5:03 pm
MAD for a seraph<<*snerk* 
That makes me feel so much better. rofl *hugs Chartreuse* >>Caught in her DELUSIONS
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Posted: Thu Jul 26, 2007 5:17 pm
 *pulls Chartreuse's ear* The edge of mental collapse and all you can think about is se---
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Posted: Thu Jul 26, 2007 5:17 pm
*covered his mouth with her hand*
Oh look. She's got that gleam in her eye again. *points* mrgreen
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Posted: Thu Jul 26, 2007 5:19 pm
MAD for a seraph<<Come here honey...  *makes with the gropey fingers* >>Caught in her DELUSIONS
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Posted: Thu Jul 26, 2007 5:25 pm
And that marks the return to normalcy. o_o
...Well, sure is better than when she was acting like a silent, broken doll.
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Posted: Thu Jul 26, 2007 5:26 pm
F'real. That was creepy. gonk
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Posted: Thu Jul 26, 2007 5:35 pm
Well...good to know you're happy again!
And the things about a child being tarnished by our parents? I learned it from The Five People You Meet in Heaven...aack, Mitch Albom makes me cry...his books are awesome...
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