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 Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 9:29 pm
(an entire year...wow thats how long they have been together...)
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 9:36 pm
Lydia froze, the blood in her veins turning to ice as he spoke. She knew he was upset, but he was not taking her children from her. She stood and appeared in front of him, her voice quivering. "Rak, I love you, and want you to be happy without me, but you're not taking them away from me." Her heart was aching with every beat. Her eyes were wide with tears in them, she was shaking a bit. She stepped up to him, not breaking eye contact as she took them into her arms again. They fit perfectly into the crook of her arms, though they were getting a little big. "You don't have that right, nor that choice. You know I care about you still, but they're not separating from me now. I haven't left them for more than a day their entire lives and I'm not about to start now. I want you in their lives, and you can come see them whenever you want, but you're not taking them." If he took them from her, or tried, she would never forgive him.
(( I know, it's sad...and Figs, really? Trying to take kids from their mother?))
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 9:45 pm
(lol i knew it wouldnt work but i thought i could do something to seem like dun dun duuun sorta moment oh well)
Rak sighed softly as he handed her Bella, "I am not going to be father...did i ever tell you the story of my parents...well my parents were happily married but my mother had an affair with many men and was a whore and her excus when my dad confronted her was....I just wanted more...so i stayed with my mom because she believed that she could keep them even though she was the reason for breaking up my family then when she died i stayed with my father not used to being with him because i raerly saw them...I am not going to let that happen to my kids.....fine you can have Bella...." he walked closer to her and handed her Bella. His voice steady and calm even though his eyes were filled with such sadness. He stared deep into her eyes "I will at least one of them with me....I am not going to lose both of my children because you wanted to be with other people..and break up this family." he smiled at his son and looked at his daughter he was going to see her but he was going to keep his son. "Aiden will at least know who his real father is....I doubt Bella will..but I am going to check up on her..." Rak walked past her leaving her crying there still carying his son.
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 9:50 pm
[[Not sure if i'm still wanted in here.]]
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 9:51 pm
(just post ill rp with you soon as soon as this lydia/rak stuff comes to an conclusion)
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 9:52 pm
((uh ya you are but if your in such a bad state you should go to bed!))
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Sweetest Sacrifice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 10:00 pm
Lydia heard his words and shook her head, he didn't know what he was doing to her. Her heart was ripping to shreds as she cried. His tortured gaze only made tears form in her eyes. She was not giving this up. not walking away from them. "Rak...you're not understanding this. I'm not your mother, and there's no way in hell I'm being absent from either of my children's lives. And I'm not allowing you to be absent from Bella's. Just because we...didn't work out as a couple Rak...doesn't mean we can't both be in the children's lives." She reached with her free hand and grabbed Aiden's wrist, he was not walking away from her again without leeaving him behind with her. "You're not going to lose either of your children Rak. I care about you, and them, too much to let that happen." She was crying now too, wishing everything would just go away and go back to normal. If it meant being with both of her children she would stay with him forever, her eyes still blurry with tears, and her hand still holding onto Aiden.
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 10:03 pm
The guy overheard some of the things that was happening.He hid behind a tree setting quietly closing his eyes as he heard.He slowly stood up to his feet as he heard he was gonna take her kids.Lydia in a sad state made him feel un easy.He knew that the kids would be best of with her,though Rak wanting to have one.Aiden.He heard Rak tell her about his childhood and his mom being the type of woman she was.He appeared infront of Rak as he held Aiden."You are sort of trying to compare your Lydia with your mother?I doubt she had seen other men.She isn't a whore and don't you ever think or say that word to her."His face expression showed anger behind his cloak."She has offered you to see your children anytime you want,she's the best parent for Aiden and you know that.Don't put it as a excuse that they won't know you.Like she had said....you get to see them every single day.."
He looked at Lydia seeing her in tears and grabbing on to Aidens wrist.Seeing her in tears saden him.He looked at Rak hoping...
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 10:09 pm
Rak shook his head,"Lydia don't lie to me...you stopped carrying about me the day you chose some guy over your family...." he didn't mean that but he was hurting bad and he wanted to share some of his agony. "you will be in his life and I will be in Bella's life doesn't matter what happens.....but I can't let you have both of them I am not going to be some single father visiting my children on the weeknds and thats only if the mother lets me...I am not gonna be like that...i swore i would never be like that....so Lydia I am trying to comprimise you shall have Bella and you can visit Aiden when ever you like.." he said almost in a whisper. Rak looked at the man and listined to his words, "do you really think I care what you think what gives you the impression i Give a s**t about your opnion..." He raised his hand ready to attack him but saw Lydia crying he lowered his hand not going to fight him when there was children envolved. he sighed softly shaking his head gripping onto his son tighter.
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 10:23 pm
Lydia shook her head, she could stop. "I-I'm not lying...I couldn't choose some guy over my family and you know that. You know I still care about you. Please Rak..." She looked to Aiden, watching him look over to her and start blubbering as he noticed her crying. She tried to smile his way to cheer him up. "Aiden it's okay baby...don't cry" He brushed his hair away from his eyes, looking into his with her tear-stained ones. She listened as Rak spoke and nodded. "You're not going to be a single parent who only visits on weekends." She shook her head, that wasn't what she wanted either. But Aiden...Aiden was angelic, more so than he was demonic. The very fact that he saw her upset and started crying showed so. Bella diddn't have a clue what was going on, just latching herself to her weeping mother. Aiden still wasn't alright so she wiped her eyes and kissed his forehead, trying to get him to stop crying. "C'mon kiddo, show me a smile." She smiled for him, he was still shaking with tears, knowing how she felt on the inside. She didn't focus on the two men, just on her crying child, wanting to get him to stop more than anything. In fact, she masked all her emotions until he smiled. She beamed back and kissed his forehead again, her hand still enclosed around his.
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 10:32 pm
A tear rolled down his face for having to do this, "...he is more your specialty...he is an angel just like his mother...sometimes I wonder if they are evn my kids...I doubt they are..but I care for them...Bella is more demonic she will be easier to train but...I don't think I can raise a girl..." he was begining to doubt taking either of the kids but he was still hurting. His heart was no more, no matter how many fights and battle he had been in none of them hurt as much as the pain he was getting right now. He stared at Bella who didn't have that bond with her mother like Aiden did. Rak had that bond with Bella they were both demonic. He smiled as the children switched now Bella with Rak and Aiden with Lydia. "there...you and.." he looked over at the man not glaring not filled with anger but calm like he felt he was making the right choice. "you two can have a happy angel family...and me and Bella will be..in hell where we belong.." he said softly stroking his daughter's hair who seemed to smile at her father holding ontop him tightly. She wasn't crying like Aiden was she always loved it when her father was carrying her.
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 10:43 pm
HauntedTwilight Shei smiled and clung tightly until she started smelling the familiar smells, tears welling in her eyes. She looked around to the surprised people, all stopping what they were doing. "Shei...?" She looked around until she spotted the man that had said her name. She rushed forward, throwing her arms around him and pulling him into a tight hug. "Oh I'm so happy to see you, you dirty hippie!" He laughed and moved his arms around her waist. "What's with the guy and the scene, Shei-la?" She rolled her eyes and pulled from his arms. Opening her mouth to answer that she told her fiancé to make a big entrance, she was interrupted by being tackled to the ground.
"Shei damn you! You were supposed to visit! Or at least call...oh, right. No phone on this end." She laughed as the woman kissed her cheeks and jawline. "I still missed you, you horrible person." She pushed her off before the girl could get much further into the kissing. "Primrose! Please! I come back and you all act psycho. God, you all are nuts." She stood and brushed her pants off, someone looked over at her with raised eyebrows.
"What's with the pants girly? Normally it's dresses with you." She shrugged. "I've changed. Notice how I haven't set anything on fire yet?" One of the guys, Singing Hawk (*giggle* I have fun) rolled his eyes her way. "That's a bit funny, because your boy toy here almost set the forest on fire." Shei rolled her eyes. "Awe don't be jealous, cutie." She patted his forehead gently before walking back to Nathaniel. "Okay, gather 'round guys and give me the damn talkie stick if you all freaking still do that." She was handed the decorated branch and spoke. "I'm getting married, to this 'boy toy' as you called him." Their mouths hung open, probably all shocked from the fact that their fickle faerie had found someone. ((i missed a lot and im not reading it. if theres something that included me give me the page number and i'll find it))
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 10:52 pm
She was incredibly offended by his comment. She'd never been with anyone else, he'd impregnated her on their honeymoon. Of course they were his. "Of course they're yours." She glared at him slightly, but now wasn't the time to be offended. "I'll be there for all the girl things Rak, you don't have to worry about that. You're an amazing father." Tears were rolling down her cheeks as she started speaking again. Lydia wiped her eyes as Rak traded, hanging her head in defeat and sighing. She took Bella from him for a moment and hugged her tightly, loving both her children equally. There was no way this was going to be easy for her, even if she had them both, it would still break her heart to not have their father in their lives if that's what Rak chose. "Honey, I'll see you tomorrow Bella, okay?" She kissed the girl's forehead and looked into her eyes, then looked to Rak. "If...if she cries tonight because it's the first night she'll sleep without Aiden in the room...she..." Lydia couldn't finish her sentence, her eyes spilling over with tears as she held onto both children before handing Bella back to Rak, not ready to say goodbye yet so she held on with a desolate expression on her face.
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