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 Posted: Tue May 29, 2007 2:57 pm
Lucius chuckled. "I've been there a few time, my family doesn't live all that far from there..." Scratching the back of his head. "I haven't been there recently, so it might be nice to go there again," He laughed slightly.
Honestly, the clearing made him feel... Funny...
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Posted: Tue May 29, 2007 7:14 pm
Kethara smiles allowing her hand to slip away from him as she walked ahead. Looking back she chuckles "It will only be for a bit. I don't want to leave Freya alone for a long time. Plus I need rest.." pausing she looks back at the forest.
Her eyes fell close as her wings move slowly, even know she could feel the clearing calling to her. She had always felt at peace there, it was really the only place she knew would do that to her.
Opening her eyes she chuckles looking back at him "Come on Luc." lifting slightly from the ground her lower body dematerized into the air.
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Posted: Tue May 29, 2007 7:34 pm
Lucius took to the air after her, not knowing where exactly she had gone, but allowing himself the time 'alone' to gather his thoughts. As he neared the clearing he felt his mind start to clear a littl bit more, his thoughts getting more focused and sharp. Shaking his head he landed, and he rolled his shoulder.
He felt calm, almost to the point of apathy.
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Posted: Tue May 29, 2007 7:49 pm
Appearing just a few inches to the side near Lucius, Kethara took a seat on the ground smiling. Looking up at the sky she lays on the ground folding her arms behind her head "I never get bored of this place. No matter what is going on this place always calms me down." glancing over at Lucius she smirks.
Looking away from him she closed her eyes again just listening to the soft hymm.
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Posted: Tue May 29, 2007 8:00 pm
Lucius chuckled and shook his head. "It is a nice place, I'll give it that..." Looking around and taking a few steps he took a few turns to get a full view. He wasn't much of a listener right now, his mind was racing now that it was so clear, so sharp.
Thoughts were flowing into his mind, things that were hard to grasp before, were now so simple!
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Posted: Tue May 29, 2007 8:27 pm
Remaining quiet she hums along for a moment before she opens her eyes looking up at Lucius. Tiling her head she smiles before she stands walking over to him.
Placing her hands up in front of her she chuckles "Take my hands, I wanna show you something." biting her bottom lip she watches him hoping he would. She knew the place could sometimes be overpowering.
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Posted: Tue May 29, 2007 10:20 pm
Lucius walked over, and took her hands. "What are you going to show me?" He asked, not really knowing what she was going to do, but figured, since she'd behaved herself so far, that he could trust her to keep doing so.
Of course, part of him didn't really care one way or the other weather or not she kept to that behavior, but it was quieted now, seeming to be cowed by the sudden expansion of his awareness in this place.
This would not be a bad place to study...
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Posted: Tue May 29, 2007 11:29 pm
Kethara smiles giving his hands a squeeze "Don't think, just listen. I find by just allowing the magic from this place to flow through me. I'm able to find peace when I need it." slowly her body dematerized becoming one with the wind. Chuckling she let go of his hands, so she can move with the wind around him.
Wind brush lightly against his cheek before she pulled away from him again. Landing she slowly materized until she was there but still partly win. She was see through as she smiles at him. With the light from the moon, she almost look like she was glowing. Smiling she kept her hands behind her just watching him.
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Posted: Tue May 29, 2007 11:45 pm
Lucius closed his eyes and just listened, like she'd said to, he ignored everything but the music that was pulsing in the background, just barely beyond his reach.
He recognized the tune, it was a tune his mother hummed often, and it was warm and inviting. It did infact, bring peace to him.
However, it didn't really still any of the questions he had, so he opened his eyes and nodded his head slowly.
"It's a nice song,"
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Posted: Wed May 30, 2007 12:01 am
Kethara smiles as she steps up to him. With a nod she lift her hand to brush his hair from his face. "Yes it is." making herself soild again she looks up at him tilting her head "Lucius why do you seem so lost? And by lost, I mean in thought." she was hoping she could get him to feel at peace.
But she also knew, to find peace, you had to find it yourself. She understood that now. Looking down at the ground she closes her eyes for a moment.
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Posted: Wed May 30, 2007 12:07 am
"Because I am... This place is a wonderful place to think, my mind is so much sharper here, so much more focused, it's like I'm actually able to see how things work in my head now, not like before, where sometimes things were fuzzy or hazy... Everything is sharp now..."
Lucius shook his head and laughed. "Now I'm starting to sound crazy..."
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Posted: Wed May 30, 2007 12:16 am
Shaking her head Kethara chuckles "No your not, you sound like someone who was looking to figure out his mind and heart. You just needed the right place." lifting her hand she takes his back into her hand "Lucius, I hope you can find your answer soon." letting his hand free she stepped back again.
Looking away from him she looks over the clearing placing her hands behind her back. Looking over her shoulder she smiles making a face at him.
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Posted: Wed May 30, 2007 12:27 am
"You know, if you do that it'll get stuck like that forever," Lucius mockingly chided Kethara, before closing his eyes and letting his head tilt up to the sky. Ironically, her statement was more than a little true, he did have a lot to sort out, and right now he was in a perfect balance. His rational mind, knowing he wasn't ready for a relationship, was holding him back from pursuing Kethara as anything more than a friend, their prior attempt at getting close had proved that, he'd felt no great feeling for her, save the desire to not cause her harm, physical or emotive.
His heart, being a creature of complete illogic, wanted to pursue Kethara and see how deep in fact, the rabbit hole went. It wanted to experiance what it felt like to throw caution to the wind, and just see what would happen. However, there was also a part of his heart that was slightly bitter, for having what small innocence there had been in him taken by Kethara. It was small, and it was dying... But it gave his rational mind more than a little edge.
That wasn't to say that he didn't have feelings for Kethara, in fact he did, many, many conflicting feelings, which kept his heart in chaos, thus allowing his rational mind to keep tight rein on the ship. He was greatful for that, because his rational mind knew that if he did this too quickly, all he'd end up with would be angry feelings at himself and Kethara, and that woudl be unfair to her.
He said not a word, as to the nature of his dilema to her. Frankly, if he was to be honest with himself, she would never have to know, it would sort itself out and she need not be privy to his feelings, if only because of the possible harm some of his more negative feelings could do to her, and with her being his only real friend out there in the world, something he knew he should be fixing post haste, he really didn't want to run the risk of chasing her off just because part of him was pitching an internal hissy fit.
Besides, this was all stuff he could muck with later, right now, he was too busy trying to keep his mind from over ananlyzing his own feelings, knowing that too, would only lead to disaster.
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Posted: Wed May 30, 2007 5:33 pm
Kethara chuckles making a face at him once more. Turning she moves so she is right in front of him once more. Taking his hand she looks down at it running her fingers lightly over the palm. She was just studying things she never seen before now.
Being locked away she learned alot about herself, and in the process accepted something. She knew that she had to become Lucuis's friend first, so that is what she would be. The guardians had a plan for her, she knew this and understood this now. Even if she hated them making her a pae'il, she knew it was for a reason.
In her heart she knew she would always feel for Lucius, but something also told her that right now. It just wasn't meant to happen, at first she couldn't handle that. If was why she had tried so hard, but now she understood. She had to back away and give him the space he needed. If they ended together so be it. If not, she at least had him as her friend.
Shaking her head a smile forms across her face as she looks back up at him "I'm glad I am able to see you again Lucius."
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Posted: Wed May 30, 2007 5:50 pm
"It's good to be able to see you again too, Kethara," Lucius chuckled. "So..." He said, his free hand making one of those, 'what now' motions. He himself probably should be heading home, but he was enjoying himself, and his father seemed to be a bit lax in his paranoia lately...
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