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 Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 1:31 am
=====☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠===== ☀═══☀Happy☀═══☀Funny☀═══☀Loving☀═══☀Sweet☀═══☀Protective☀═══☀ ☠═══☠Violent☠═══☠Mean☠═══☠Hardheaded☠═══☠ ╔════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗ ☀Șɒѷɐπαӈ☠ ╚════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╝ ✌ஐ ☪ Savanah stirred, hearing a musical ring. She yahned, still half asleep, and looked around. No alarm clocks. She frowned, and looked at Mama's machine's. No beeping from there. What was that ringing? Her upper thigh registured the vibration's from her phone then. She snorted at her own self stupidity, and answered the call, quiet because Mama was still asleep. "Hello?" Then, she remembered the caller ID, and grinned. "Aw, you miss me too much and want me to come back, don'tcha, bro? Or did the house burn down? Did you get Carter high again?" She laughed softly, only partly joking. Then, she remembered something. Quickly, she explained that they could move down here, and how great it would be for everyone, and how Mama could help everyone so much, because Mama is Mama. "She's sick, kind of like you Jorden. She could help you, and she could help Kaidne, and Jet, and Carter, and Julia, and everyone...and she'll love you, because I love you guys." Savanah paused for the breifest of seconds, then said hurridly, "You don't have to, and I'd understand if you didn't, because that's your home, and it wouldn't be right to take you away from that..." She trailed off, half hopeful, half braced.
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 1:55 am
❝It's raining today
The blinds are shut, it's always the same
I tried all the games that they play
But they made me insane ❞  ╔══════════════╗
✦⊷ Ɉorȡҿn ⊶✦
╚══════════════╝ Lone Alpha ⊱⋠ ☪ ⋡⊰ ✦⊷ ⊱═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══⊰⊶✦
♥═══♥ Protective ♥═══♥ Caring ♥═══♥ Ill ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ Fragile ♥═══♥ ☣═══☣ Weak ☣═══☣ Cruel ☣═══☣ Stressed ☣═══☣ {OOC}: ❝ I'm ready to fall
I'm ready to crawl on my knees to know it all
I'm ready to heal, I'm ready to feel ❞ ✦⊷⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰⊶✦ "No." I said simply. I didn't want to be mean, but I could leave. "This isn't just a house Savanah. It isn't just a home. Turst me, theres alot more to it then just a place I don't want to leave. I have been fighting for 13 year to get what I have now. And I'm not about to leave that." I sighed. I really didn't like being this blunt with Savanah. I decided to change the subject. "Any way, how are things going down there. Adrian's not answering his phone. And you sound pretty hush, hush. And where is that boy you where telling me about. You said some guy would be come here, saying her was a wolf to be. Is he real or was that just a sick joke that caused a sh*t load of hell?" I asked, a slight hint of anger in my voice. Had I broke down and cried blood over a joke? To hell I hope not. ✦⊷⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰⊶✦ ❝ They're telling me it's beautiful
I believe them, but will I ever know
The world behind my wall
The sun will shine like never before
One day I will be ready to go
See the world behind my wall ❞   
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Song in my head
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World behind my wall
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 2:04 am
((Will add more of the house when I find the right pics))
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 3:28 pm
❝Hey mom look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up acroding to plan
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along ❞  ╔══════════════╗
☣ Ⱥdɍiᾀn ☣
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✡ ⊱═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══⊰✡
♥═══♥ Loyal ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ Protective ♥═══♥ Fatherly ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ ☣═══☣ Cold ☣═══☣ Fearful ☣═══☣ Cut Throat ☣═══☣ {OOC}: ❝ Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand ❞ ✡⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰✡ I had cought a glimce of Savanah as she left. She seemed distrought. I have failed again.
I bit my lip as I picked my glasses up off the floor and slipped them back on. I looked once more over at Julia, who was sleeping so soundly. A sudden rush of anger flowed through me. Not at her, nor any one esle, but at my self. I had let this happen. Even after I promised to keep her happy.
"Damnit." I snarled as I hit the wall. I had broken the one promise I was so determant to keep. I hurt Savanah. I didn't just let her get hurt, I was the one to do it. I wanted to go find her and apoligize but there where several reason why I couldn't. I didn't know where she was, and I had no way of getting any where. I couldn't just shift and run off. I couldn't leave Julia, and I would mess it up and do some thing wrong. And my dad had raised me t telling me, never drive another person's car unless they are there with you or handed you the keys personally.
I sighed. I was trapped her until she came back. Then I could try and make this better. I placed a hand on the crib railing and looked down at Julia. "Damn. I am a bad boyfriend." I said truthgully. Julia stirred, as if to agree with the. I just hope I'm a better father.
I sighed and shook my head clear. I rumaged through the room until I found one of those baby moniter things. I set it up, placing one next to Julia and taking the other. I looked one last time at my baby girl then turned and left the room. There was one place I could check. I headed down stairs and out the door.
I walked through the beautiful garden in awe. I hadn't really taken in the beauty before. But I was here for a perpose. I eventually found the rabbit hole Savanah had taken me in earlier. I looked inside, biting my lip and hoping she would be here. But, she was not. Savanah was gone. She had gone some where in town. And I couldn't go find her. I sighed and sat down next to the hole enterence. I placed the baby monitar in my lap and sighed, looking around the beautiful garden. I pulled out the contents of my pocket. Which was a cell phone, half a pack of cigerettes, and a lighter. I checked my phone and noticed one missed call from... Jorden. Damn. Not the person you want to miss a call from. But I didn't dare call him back. I stuffed the phone back in my pocket. I held a cigerette between my teeth as I brought the flame from the lighter up to it. once it was lit, i carefully put the lighter away. With the cigerette now in my hand, I exhailed and the smoke slipped numbly past my lips. I just sat there and waited, eyes on the sky. ✡⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰✡ ❝ 'Cuz we lost it all...
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect❞   
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Song in my Head ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄ Perfect
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 1:42 am
=====☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠===== ☀═══☀Happy☀═══☀Funny☀═══☀Loving☀═══☀Sweet☀═══☀Protective☀═══☀ ☠═══☠Violent☠═══☠Mean☠═══☠Hardheaded☠═══☠ ╔════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗ ☀Șɒѷɐπαӈ☠ ╚════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╝ ✌ஐ ☪ Savanah sighed, but didn't feel dissapointed. She'd figured this. "Oh, you mean Kyle? He's on his way. His flight left 30 minute's ago, and he should be there...in another half hour. Be nice, okay? He's a sweetheart, and he need's a dad. Your good at that kind of stuff." She stood up carefully, so not to disturb her mother, and walked over to the side of the room. "I'm being quiet because I'm visiting my Mama. She's asleep right now. You should come down to meet her sometime. She'd love you. But...she might try to pick out your wardrobe...." She laughed. Then, she remembered why she had come here in the first place. "Oh shi- Jorden? I gotta go. I love ya!" She ended the call, gave her mom's forehead a quick kiss, and sprinted out of the hospital, and shifted on the fly. She got back not five minutes after, what should have been a thirty minute drive. She callasped on the front lawn, panting heavily. Then, not bothering to shift back, she loped up to the front door, and leaped inside the window she'd left open to get rid of the cleaning smell. She bounded up the stairs, and went into her nursery. Julia, no Adrian. She sniffed. He'd left not too long ago. She saw the baby moniter. Ah hah. She went over to it, and shifted. She picked it up, and said. "Houston? We have a problem. The baby look's like she's about to go to a Rave." She sat it back down, and flicked off the power. She scouped up Julia, and cradled her in her arms, smiling softly. "I'll never hurt you. I promise." Then, she set her face into a happy one. If Adrian tried to apologise to her, she'd rip him a new hole.
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 1:49 am
((I apologize ahead of time. I'm on my mom's phone and it takes a while to reply. Hard to type fast.))
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 1:58 am
❝It's raining today
The blinds are shut, it's always the same
I tried all the games that they play
But they made me insane ❞ ╔══════════════╗
✦⊷ Ɉorȡҿn ⊶✦
╚══════════════╝ Lone Alpha ⊱⋠ ☪ ⋡⊰ ✦⊷ ⊱═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══⊰⊶✦
♥═══♥ Protective ♥═══♥ Caring ♥═══♥ Ill ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ Fragile ♥═══♥ ☣═══☣ Weak ☣═══☣ Cruel ☣═══☣ Stressed ☣═══☣ {OOC}: ❝ I'm ready to fall
I'm ready to crawl on my knees to know it all
I'm ready to heal, I'm ready to feel ❞ ✦⊷⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰⊶✦ I sighed when Savannah hing up on me. I didn't even get to offer her my idea. I stood up and slipped on better cloths. Black skinny jeans with studded suspender, knee high converse, and a simple black body hugging turtle neck. (Like the one I have, dat makes me look like a ninja. smile ) I ran a simple product through my hair, just to make sure it dried right. Who knows what that paint did. I grabbed a jacket and headed down stairs.
After talking to Micheal and getting a replacement wolf for him, a close friend who lived nearby, we headed out. ✦⊷⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰⊶✦ ❝ They're telling me it's beautiful
I believe them, but will I ever know
The world behind my wall
The sun will shine like never before
One day I will be ready to go
See the world behind my wall ❞
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Song in my head
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World behind my wall
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 2:06 am
(('so kay. And you...a ninja? You can't even beat me at ninja assasin!! You needed Sophers' help!! xd ))
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 2:11 am
❝Hey mom look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up acroding to plan
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along ❞ ╔══════════════╗
☣ Ⱥdɍiᾀn ☣
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✡ ⊱═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══⊰✡
♥═══♥ Loyal ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ Protective ♥═══♥ Fatherly ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ ☣═══☣ Cold ☣═══☣ Fearful ☣═══☣ Cut Throat ☣═══☣ {OOC}: ❝ Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand ❞ ✡⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰✡ I just sat there staring up at the sky, killing my lungs, when I heard the strangest thing on the baby monitor. I gasped in fear just as I inhaled a puff of smoke. I coughed, not really liking how it went down. I shot to my feet and hurried into the house.
I ran up stairs into the nursery. I stopped just in front of Savannah, who was holding Julia. I breathed a great sigh of relief. I bent over at the waist. "Ahhh..." I groaned. "Ever heard of heart attack?" I straightened up and ran a hand through my hair, pushing it out of my face. I crossed my arms over my chest, half a cigarette in my hand. "You are mean." I said with a playful glare. ✡⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰✡ ❝ 'Cuz we lost it all...
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect❞
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Song in my Head ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄ Perfect
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 2:13 am
halloweenbat (('so kay. And you...a ninja? You can't even beat me at ninja assasin!! You needed Sophers' help!! xd )) ((I said it made me look like one. I never said it made me one. *pouts*))
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 2:19 am
XxiAm_Fallen_AngelxX halloweenbat (('so kay. And you...a ninja? You can't even beat me at ninja assasin!! You needed Sophers' help!! xd )) ((I said it made me look like one. I never said it made me one. *pouts*)) haha, just making sure you knew.
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 2:25 am
XxiAm_Fallen_AngelxX halloweenbat (('so kay. And you...a ninja? You can't even beat me at ninja assasin!! You needed Sophers' help!! xd )) ((I said it made me look like one. I never said it made me one. *pouts*)) ((Athena beat me!!! crying ))
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 2:49 am
=====☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠===== ☀═══☀Happy☀═══☀Funny☀═══☀Loving☀═══☀Sweet☀═══☀Protective☀═══☀ ☠═══☠Violent☠═══☠Mean☠═══☠Hardheaded☠═══☠ ╔════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗ ☀Șɒѷɐπαӈ☠ ╚════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╝ ✌ஐ ☪ Savanah shrugged. "I didn't dress her like this." She settled Julia back down, and flipped the moniter back on, sweeping out of the room. She crashed on the floor just outside the nursery. "We're going home tomarow. I can't afford the ticket for the next few day's. This one's the cheepest. I'm gonna spend the day with Mama, okay? If you wanna come, Mama would love it." She stood up, and went upstairs into her mother's and father's room. She borrowed clothes from Mama, the closet she could get to her style. A simple white dress. She coupled that with white pumps, a white hat, and white dangle earrings. Once she looked in the mirror, she automatically felt like her Mama when she was twenty. Not Savanah. She shrugged. If she was going to be in Georgia, she should at least act like it. She clicked out of the house, and went to the Chevy Eagle. She tossed key's invitingly on the counter for Adrian, for the much more newer Saleen S7 Twin Turbo. Her family had a thing for blue cars. This one, however, was solely Mama's. She loved to race. While Savanah, with her purple Hummer, loved style. This car had both. When Savanah was half way in the Eagle, she stopped. This car was much safer for Adrian to drive, then the Saleen. She was afraid he might kill himself with it. She went back inside, and hurridly switched out car keys, and drove the Saleen to the hospital. Once there, she found Ray walking towards the parking lot. She pulled sharply into the space beside a small black SUV and got out. Ray looked at her, then to the car, then back. "Nice. And you changed. does this mean your answer changed too?" Savanah curled her lip. "I wouldn't hold your breath, if I were you. I'm here to see Mama, thank you very much. And I have a boyfriend. A very good boyfriend. And a very powerful car. And don't you remember that I slaughtered my whole family, save two people?" She sneered, in an attempt to scare him off. He didn't blink. "I've seen worse. My dad's been through many case's, Anna."She paused. He called her Anna. He took her stunned silence, and rolled with it. Stepping closer, he smiled softly, then bent down. Savanah put one finger on his forehead. "Go find a Girl Scout." She smiled, and clipped her heels into the hospital, and into Mama's room. She was still asleep, so she sat down in one of the chairs, and flipped through a 17 magazine Mama had laying around.
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 3:17 pm
❝It's raining today
The blinds are shut, it's always the same
I tried all the games that they play
But they made me insane ❞ ╔══════════════╗
✦⊷ Ɉorȡҿn ⊶✦
╚══════════════╝ Lone Alpha ⊱⋠ ☪ ⋡⊰ ✦⊷ ⊱═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══⊰⊶✦
♥═══♥ Protective ♥═══♥ Caring ♥═══♥ Ill ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ Fragile ♥═══♥ ☣═══☣ Weak ☣═══☣ Cruel ☣═══☣ Stressed ☣═══☣ {OOC}: Do you think Jorden could meet up with Savanah's "friends"? That might be fun. ❝ I'm ready to fall
I'm ready to crawl on my knees to know it all
I'm ready to heal, I'm ready to feel ❞ ✦⊷⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰⊶✦ I sighed and looked out the window of the car. I didn't know why I was doing this. A phone call would have worked fine. But I guess that just wouldn't do. I just had to be a good person. Stupid dad. Why'd you have to teach me that. I could have just said screw it, but no...
I pulled my knees up to my chest and bit my lip. I never liked going out of state. I didn't like long car rides... in fact, I didn't like travaling in general. It was always stressful and I always ended up sick. Plus this also ment meeting people. I hated people. I always got strange looks from every one. Weither they thought I was crazy, or they where scared of me. Plus, I am a paranoid werewolf always imagening the worst case sanarios. But, that has only happened once.
I looked over at Micheal, who was driving. He had been dead silent the whole trip. His dark blue eyes unreadable. Ever since the drug issue with Kaidne started, Micheal had been greatly stressed. Maybe it's just with every one around in general. And the more stressed he gets, the closer he gets to losing control. And that's what I am afraid of. If he falls back on drugs again, first off, his marrige is over. No doubt, but I believe every thing will fall apart. And I don't want my friend going through that. But that was for a different time.
I looked back out the window and noticed we where on a bridge spanning a large rough river. I tensed instently and looked down at my lap. I hated water. I hated it to high hell. I rested my head on my knees and stayed like that for a while.
*****
We pulled into the beautiful town, or city. It was huge. Compared to my little town, any thing was huge. I looked around as Micheal pulled the car into the hospital parking lot. He stopped the engine and sighed. "I'm going to go get every thing all set up. Last time I checked in, she was sleeping. So you have time to kill. Get some fresh air. It's will do you good." Micheal's voice almost shocked me. He sounded different. More professional. Maybe it's just because I haven't heard him talk in hours. But before I could do any more thinking, Micheal got out of the car and closed the door. I watched as he walked up to the front doors.
I leaned back in my seat. "Fresh air. Hmph." I crossed my arms over my chest. "I'd reither not." But.. my ceriousity got the better of me. I guess I just wanted to know what a normal city looked like.
I sighed as I opened my door and stepped out. I was alittle shaky on my feet, but that's just from sitting for so long. I closed the door behind me and started walking around.
I looked around. Atlanta was a beautiful place. But I avoided the main city. For obvious reasons. I walked along neighberhoods and street corners. I guess Micheal was right. The fresh air did feel nice. I had no idea where to go or what to do, but Micheal would call me when she was awake. I wonder if savanah would be mad that I stalked her here? ✦⊷⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰⊶✦ ❝ They're telling me it's beautiful
I believe them, but will I ever know
The world behind my wall
The sun will shine like never before
One day I will be ready to go
See the world behind my wall ❞
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Song in my head
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World behind my wall
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