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 Posted: Tue Aug 16, 2005 1:26 am
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Posted: Tue Aug 23, 2005 7:40 pm
Shy and Sahmo I loved your poetry.. crying crying
Here's another of mine...PLease! Temm meh what yay think...
Why?
You walk through an alley with a knife in your hand,
Slowly moving it towards your throat like quicksand,
Waiting for the finale for you to finally die,
But beyond your mind, your soul says "why?"
"Is that how you want to end you life?
Of never becoming a husband or a wife?
All the terrible things that went wrong,
Have caused you to not want to live long.
Because your precious love-of-your-life abandoned you,
And your bestest friends they did too,
And so your parents they wronged you and lied,
But why do this and committ suicide?"
You slit your throat and slowly die,
But still inside your soul asks "Why?"
As your blood in a puddle moves with a flow,
Your life is gone and your soul stops its glow.
Well?
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Posted: Tue Aug 23, 2005 7:49 pm
stop looking at me with you're sad little eyes
Make you're own damn sandwich
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Posted: Tue Aug 23, 2005 10:58 pm
Love First Broken Heart
Thoughts of you keep running through my head.
I keep thinking of what I should of said
But its too late now you see,
your no longer mind to hold and keep
You spend your nights in someone else's arms.
While I lay here in the dark,
thoughts of what I should have said running' through my head
Should had held my tongue and waited,
before I said those three little words.
drying them out before I knew what they truly meant
Was too blind and couldn’t see,
what you truly meant to me.
Going mad with jealousy,
living' in pain of love's first broken heart
Cant claim love at first sight,
had to look a few more times.
Cant claim love at first sight, had to look a few more times. Past the banter and the flirting to fall so in love, even though now I'm hurting.
But I never had a chance,
leaving me wondering if it was all a dream.
Was I just a fling,
you fell out of love so fast it seems.
So here I am, laying alone in the dark.
Your face, a vision; dancing in my mind,
words spilling out on paper to bear my soul,
to no one in this empty room
Love's first broken heart,
bitter sweet and painful memories.
Love's first broken heart,
and my first taste of hate and jealousy
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Posted: Tue Aug 23, 2005 11:00 pm
Words misplaced and missaid,
line over used, and spots between misread.
Wondering souls lost and mislead
by things better left unsaid.
And timeless sorrow a dance of heart,
that lead the creaters astray then tore them apart.
Emotions of dread and heart felt joy,
of bitter sweet tears and anger untold.
Leave these blood and crystal rivers and streams alone,
to flow across peach skin fields and porcelain face stone
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Posted: Tue Aug 23, 2005 11:02 pm
My words are my rhythm, my thoughts and my mind.
Like streams to rivers they flow with out time.
From heart to mind from mind to mouth,
my soul seems to always come out.
Be it in a saying, be it in a poem.
Rather on paper, out loud or alone.
My words are my blood, my soul and my life.
Take them away and watch my world fall apart
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Posted: Tue Aug 23, 2005 11:06 pm
A bleeding soul dose quiver,
its life seeping from open wounds.
Though blood red and thick on peach tan fields,
will heal and fade but leave scares
on the shattered hearts of those love damned
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 10:12 pm
Another of mine...
Nothing
What do I think?
How do I feel?
What's in my head?
Is it even for real?
I do not think
Or wish to feel
And nothing resides in my head
so it cannot be real
Why you ponder
Because of emotion
I don't want to cry or smile
or laugh of the notion
I don't want pain
to rule over thee
or loss to happen
so I'll just be me
No emotions wih tears
nothing at all
so I shall just be hollow
because then i can't fall.
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 12:43 pm
Mask by me!{i wrote this after a nasty break up}
Here i lay
batterd, bruised,bloody,
the ground in which i lay upon is as cold as your heart
and the place in which i lay upon is as empty as your once shinning eyes
all you do is lie
your trickery is endless
and your love is all but a mask
a mask to lure me
a mask to love me
a mask to trick me
a mask to hurt me
a mask to end the life that you illuminated with your false love
well now it's over
the deed is done
i am dead
and you have won
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2005 4:23 pm
Geisha
She'll beat me down within an ounce of my life
Then craddle me with lies and slurs
"Life isn't meant to be happy
That's why dying is all we look forward to"
Her motto you could say
Words she seems to cling to
Words I come crawling back to hear
A velvet monotone voice
Whispering such things in my ear
My wounds will heal
If they don't rip again
My mind will heal
If she doesn't come again
Forever haunting my subconcious
I know she'll never be gone
That's why my happiest moments
Are when I can't think at all
Without thoughts I can't feel
The pain and the torment she unleashes in her angst
The fustration at how time goes by
Anything upsets her
Nothing can contain her
Yet...
That's why I can do nothing but
Go crawling back for more
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Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2005 3:12 am
Lovers
Lovers lost, lovers found
Lovers spread all over the ground
Lovers here, lovers there
So many lovers, everywhere
Some have one, some have more
Some have lovers, out the door
Lovers to commit adultery with
Lovers who really don't give a s**t
All kinds of lovers, around the world
Lovers beaten, lovers bruised
Lovers mistreated, lovers abused
Lovers never happy, lovers never sad
Lovers who are glad, lovers who are mad
Not everyone has a lover
Although they may want one
Because sometimes lovers
Comes with daughters and sons
Are you a lover's guy or girl?
Can you make your lover's toes curls?
I don't know about you, but,
I really don't give a s**t
Lovers are people too
So get over it and don't spit
Because what you do to a lover,
Another might just do to you.
Don't ask. I'm cramping and it's 5:12 in the morning. So basically, that's off the top of my head. sweatdrop
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Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2005 7:03 am
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Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 8:53 pm
Pretend.. By me...
I stand and smile as you pass
I know that your friends have been talking trash
But I continue to laugh and smile
Let's play pretend for awhile
Pressured by who I want to be
Attacked by those who surround me
Brokenhearted but still joyful
Ripped apart yet still playful
Let's play pretend
Even if it's just for a bit
Let's play pretend
While we lose our grip
Knowing that lies are have become truth
What am I suppose to do?
Consumed by all that I once feared
My higher purpose is unclear
Let's play pretend
Even if it's just for a bit
Let's play pretend
While we lose our grip....
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Posted: Tue Nov 22, 2005 4:24 pm
HALO OF REFUGE
Footsteps...
My footsteps...
Running in the dark...
Running... forever..
Forever,
And not stopping
For anyone...
Not even you.
I constantly pass you,
While running in circles,
In this eternal darkness,
That you seem to embrace.
And yet, at the same time,
You are immune to its influencing sorrow
And emit a faint glow - a warmth,
From the overwhelming cold.
At the corner of my eye,
I gaze at you intently,
As my feet urge me to continue,
Betraying my feeling of longing.
Periodically,
Your isolating aura grows,
Catching the attention,
Of my hopeful eyes.
In hopes that I may, finally,
Brake free from deception,
And run to you and into your arms-
Into your strong and comforting embrace.
To be by you side...
To be there for you,
And you for me...
Hand in hand, forevermore.
I pray that soon, My Love,
I may be with you,
In your halo of light and purity,
And under your unwavering love and protection.
~ Love, Eternity
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Posted: Fri Dec 09, 2005 1:46 pm
Fields of Gold
When I walked in sunny fields
Often did I wonder why I did not stop
And be at peace with the rising
Soaring above, rising above the silence
For years I live in silence
Like the night in which he
Walks in beauty of hallow sight
Not through fields of golden light
And all that lowered upon
Was the echoing sadness of imending
Doom of our fragile love
Our love was wrought from that silence
The wind blows among gusty trees
Much time is spent standing still among tress
Wondering if he comes for me
For years, I've waiting in silence
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