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 Posted: Thu May 17, 2007 9:34 pm
"Lucia is well," Lucius said without missing a beat. He felt that she had said what she needed to say and he respected that, and for now he would allow her to operate as she felt fit, evne if he wouldn't mind her being a little bit more... active... Regardless he nodded his head.
"Nothing much has happened lately," He'd gotten a bit more mature, but he'd leave that be for now...
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Posted: Thu May 17, 2007 9:42 pm
Nodding Kethara glance up at the mountain before back at him "I honestly thought I would never leave my home again. I sealed myself because I didn't trust myself Luc. I was scared that I was getting out of control, the last night I saw you. I was..." pausing she looks back down at the ground "What I'm trying to say is, I still like you. I want to be in your life, but I'm not going to push this. Not anymore." looking up she shrugs alittle.
"I fear I was causing more damage by pushing myself at you. It wasn'tt fair because you weren't ready even though I was. I won't lie, love isn't a new thing to me. I understand it, never been truely in love though..." she didn't continue what she was saying. She just look back down at the ground.
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Posted: Thu May 17, 2007 10:27 pm
Lucius could only nod, there was no way he could respond to that without sounding like a hypocrite, which he refused to do. He would not totrue her by letting her know that he was more amiable to the idea that she remembered him being, since in reality he still needed a good bit of time to decide what he was finally going to do.
Though the fact that he was willing not to hurt her sould be something to the indication of his feelings.
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Posted: Thu May 17, 2007 11:11 pm
Kethara remains quiet before she stands looking over at him "Your so quiet, it makes me wonder what your thinking. You know you can speak your mind even it is bad." looking back down at the ground she sighs "Sometimes I wonder why I am a pae'il. I hate it most of the time. The only thing I like about it is you.."
Turning away she looks back up at the stars, she didn't want to become sad again. She refused to allow it, looking over at her shoulder she smiles "I'm glad you life seems to be well though."
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 12:40 am
Lucius cleared the distance between them in a few steps laying his hand on her shoulder. "I don't quite understand why you don't want to be what you are... but I accept that, and I wish you didn't feel that way, but I can't control your feelings..."
Removing his hand to stepped away again, shaking his head. "My life is my life, I just don't know what I'm going to do with it..."
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 8:43 pm
Kethara chuckles before she turns looking at him "Lucius, one day when I can I will tell you. But until then I will just have to be who I am. Anyways enough of the sad stuff, afterall were meant to be happy right?" placing her hand in his she chuckles "Think I can get you to sit with me, just for alittle bit?"
Deep down even though she knew she should leave Lucius alone, they were still friends. So she wanted to alwasy make sure he was happy, or at least smiling.
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 9:00 pm
Lucius chuckled. "I always have time to sit wiht you Kethara, why wouldn't I?" She's acting weird... Like bad weird... I hope everything is okay, and even if it isn't... I hope she get's better soon...
Sitting down next to Kethara he chuckled, waiting for her to join him.
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 9:11 pm
Instead of normally taking a seat in his lap like she would, she took a seat next to him. Leaning back she rested on her elbows just looking up at the stars once more "I don't know, I figured you found another girl to draw your attention." smirking she looks over at the forest falling quiet again.
A small shiver ran down her spine before she looks away from the forest "So how your father? He must have been thrilled that I vanied for awhile..."
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 9:19 pm
"Yeah I found this hot little number down by the lake... damn, she was just all over me..." Lucius joked, his tone conveying the fact that he was lying his a** off and he knew it. "No, in all seriousness... I never told him you went missing, so he didn't know... I haven't been telling him a lot as of late... But you know what... I'm growing, so I should be allowed to make my own choices, even if they turn out wrong, it is my own mistake, and something I should live with... Not saying you're a mistake, but you know what I mean..."
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 9:58 pm
Chuckling Kethara shook her head "I wouldn't be surprised, after all you are hott." looking away she knew he be able to tell she was joking herself. Looking down at the ground she nods alittle "Life we all make mistake, but if were held back we will never grow. But I can understand your father now, he fears you'll get hurt." looking back at him she takes his hand squeezing it.
"And I know I wasn't a mistake, if I was you wouldn't have dealt with all the bull I put you through." blushing slightly she looks back down at her lap.
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 10:03 pm
"Heh," Lucius started, looking up at the sky for a moment. "You know, I'm supposed to be the philosophical deep one, so you're totally scewing the dynamic..." He smirked and shook his head. "Regardless of THAT, I think in the long run, meeting you has helped me grow as a person... For better or for worse who can say?"
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 10:15 pm
Kethara chuckles as she shakes her head "You be surprised what sealing yourself away from others can do to you. And your right, I think us meeting has helped us both out in the long run." falling quiet she glances at him from the corner of her eye.
Leaning over she press a simple kiss to his cheek before she stood stepping a few feet away from the boulder. Lifting her hands above her head she arche her back "I'm surprised I haven't had to return home yet."
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 11:25 pm
Lucius chuckled. "Why expecting your boyfriend to come and get you?" He was of course joking, and even if what he said was true, well, meh, he'd had his chance and missed out. Smirking a bit he leaned against the rock.
"Or are you just that zen now..."
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 11:31 pm
Looking back at him she shakes her head "I have no boyfriend, I'm waiting for someone." she said this like it wasn't anything to worry about. Turning she looks at him chuckling "Yes I am that zen, but actually its because of Freya. I'm surprsied the little one hasn't woken up yet."
"What about you? You seem very zen youself." she wasn't going to point out that she just kissed his cheek. Not that she had to, she knew he would knwo what she is talking about.
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Posted: Sat May 19, 2007 12:20 am
"You mellow out as you get older," Lucius chuckled, watching Kethara for awhile before looking up at the sky. "Freya huh? Girlfriend then," He chuckled shaking his head. "Didn't know you were that way Keth, if I had I would have asked to watch," He stuck out his tongue at her, before closing his eyes.
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