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 Posted: Sat Sep 08, 2007 8:44 am
Thalassa knew what Ness meant when she said that she wasn’t sure the other one was totally aware. Not that she dind’t think Akuji knew, it just wasn’t relly all the easy to tell somone clearly how you feel. Usually her tongue got all tied up and she ended up spending most of the time blushing and feeling like she had said something what would come off as stupid.
The finger-nail thing amused Thalassa and she smiled and nodded carefully, “Yes, I like to meet new people and the more I do the more and more simple it becomes.. but getting really close to friends is so much more difficult.” Boy, did she hope that her talking made at least some sense.
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Posted: Mon Sep 10, 2007 10:12 pm
"I would have to agree with that. I grew up without many friends, but the more numas I met as a grown up. I found that I am actually very good at making friends, and others like me a lot. In some cases, the things that made me unlikeable as a kid.. Those are the very things that make people like me... "
Ness sat indian style, rocking ever so gently back and forth. "Yeah.. and I like me. I guess that's what is really important. It's just.. I dunno.. There is someone who is special to me. But, I guess I just feel afraid. If I let myself feel for someone. How do I know I won't get hurt? And.. would I tie myself down? I like being carefree..."
Ness found she liked talking with Thalassa a lot. She felt like she was almost talking with herself. She found it comforting in a weird sort of way. She started to hope maybe Thal would be one of her lifelong friends.
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Posted: Tue Sep 11, 2007 1:22 pm
At least Ness had had some friends. Not that Thal was at all in a self-pitying mood. She herself didn’t really remember anything about her childhood save for her mother and father and just the names of her siblings. That was the hardest to get over, not having true family memories to keep with her.
Thal untucked her legs and retucked them under herself in the opposite manner because sitting on ice cream even with a nice fluffy fur coat could be a bit too cold for too long on one side. Switching back and forth was nice though. “How do you know you aren’t already hurting.. If you won’t try?”
Her words were spoken softly and of course, quietly and Thal smiled up at Ness as brightly as she ever did. “Akujii was going to leave.. And it was hurting for some reason so I asked him to stay.”
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Posted: Sat Sep 15, 2007 10:46 pm
Ness watched her with softened eyes. She listened to what she said. It was pushing that tug of war inside herself. "Perhaps... I mean... I think it feels like it's been a while since I've seen Twilight.. I suppose it hurts a little. But.. I think if someone were my mate. and then I still didn't see them for a long time. Maybe it would be worse. I guess I'm just scared..."
Then, Ness almost startled herself. She hated admitting fears.. or showing her flaws and weaknesses to others. She just wanted to showcase the side of herself that wanted to be a heroine and fearless. She sighed with slight embarrassment feeling ashamed... thinking Thalassa might think her such a little girl to feel scared of feelings for other numas.
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