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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 10:50 pm
Envi looked at Kiara in a short second when she said his name. She also winced at it like it was some acid. In her head she was still considering even telling her. Envi didn't want to upset Kiara or tell Fang's secret though it effected them all. "Nothing." She muttered, arguing in her mind. "Being here is uncomfortable. T-too many lycans around here." Envi said suddenly, changing subjects. Avoiding anything about Fang as best as she could. "Why would you even take me here? No offense Kiara, but sometime you just don't think." Envi said shaking her head, jokingly. But her tone sounded hollow and dead.
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Posted: Sat Jun 28, 2008 8:15 am
Kiara's eyes became a little wider as she looked even more worried than ever. She placed her hand on the back of Envi's head like she was taking her tempature. "Envi...there's no lycans here...aside from me. This is my home." She said slowly, not trying to mock Envi, but just confused on why she would say such a thing. She removed her hand from her head, though she didn't have a fever, she was still off. "Do you need anything?" She asked. Kiara didn't say anything else about Fang, noticing how she winced on the name. She didn't want to pry if it was personal, but she really wished Envi wouldn't hold it in if she could help. First, she had to focus on making her sane.
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Posted: Sat Jun 28, 2008 9:35 am
"Oh yeah so close to lycanthrope territory wouldn't have any lycans." Envi muttered. She pulled the tie out from her hair and let it fall down. Envi lowered her head into her hands, letting her hair fall over her face. "Three wolves there yet none did the damage." Envi told herself. Her words came out muffled and it was difficult to understand. "Wolves keep coming." Envi whispered, now only talking to herself. Nothing really making sense. Almost forgetting Kiara was there. Kiara's question startled her as she remembered her being there. "What?" Envi lifted her head barely. "I'm alive, I'm breathing, what else could I possibly need?" Lowering her head down again she continued. "Xagetta said Edward got in a fight. Maybe you should find him. See if he is okay?"
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Posted: Sat Jun 28, 2008 1:51 pm
Kiara tilted her head at her sister. "Ah...maybe..." She had no idea what she was talking about. "No, he's fine. I can tell. Besides, your my sister and something's wrong. And I told myself before that I'd always be there from now on since when I left you before..." She suddenly seemed to register what she said. When she had left cause of her turning 'dog' and Faith's death she didn't know much about what had happened, but had learned more since then. "Envi...are, are you talking about....Faith?" She asked, barely able to say Faith's name.
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Posted: Sat Jun 28, 2008 1:57 pm
Envi lifted her head and stared at Kiara. "...yes."
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Posted: Sat Jun 28, 2008 2:52 pm
Kiara put her hand on Envi's back gently and caring. "What about it?"
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Posted: Sat Jun 28, 2008 3:09 pm
She flinched back from Kiara's touch. "D-don't want to say." Envi answered, scootching away from Kiara, till she was at the edge of the couch. "See, if I say then it's going to hurt. Hurt all. And I don't wanna do that. It hurts too much. Too Much." Envi mouth ran suddenly, it didn't even appear as if she was taking in any oxygen. Her hand cletched over her heart. "I just can't say."
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Posted: Sat Jun 28, 2008 3:13 pm
Kiara pursed her lips, feeling one of those stubborn Garnet, say what you don't mean moments coming on, but she managed to hold back. "But, if you tell me, then you can share the hurt. So you won't have to hurt so much. Please, I don't want you to hurt." Kiara stayed where she was looking at Envi steadily, but unsure what to do since she didn't seem to be wanting to let her in.
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Posted: Sat Jun 28, 2008 3:24 pm
Envi narrowed her eyes at Kiara, and her shoulders shook. "No matter what. No matter who knows it's just going to kill me even more. And I don't want you to know. It will hurt you. And I refuse to let"-him- "you get injured to." Envi's voice was surprisingly stern suddenly. "I'll handle this." She added, not knowing how. Envi stood up, "Thanks for everything but I'm okay now." Envi muttered bitterly under her breath, "I'll catch up with you later." She headed towards the door.
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Posted: Sat Jun 28, 2008 3:34 pm
Kiara grabbed Envi by the arm, a bit roughly this time though it wasn't intentional. "No! Your not going! And your not handling it either!" She half yelled. "It's hurting you...don't you think that I care about that? And what does this have to do with Fang anyway?" She questioned her words coming out in a rush and she pratically pushed Envi back to the couch. "This! What your doing! It's not handling it! Handling it is communicating!"
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Posted: Sat Jun 28, 2008 3:43 pm
"Ouch Kiara!' Envi scolded, ripping out of her grasp but only falling back into the couch. "Handling it is confronting it! And there is nothing I need to confront here with you!" Envi shouted with a glare. Her mind already made up not to tell...atleast not yet. Not when she was so mentally weak now. She had to wait until she had a better hold of herself. Without realizing it, Envi was acting the exact way she did when Faith first got killed. Envi was first horribly upset but then she shut off every feeling except irritability and anger. Inside felt like it was frozen. "Forget I even said anything." Envi nearly growled, standing back up.
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Posted: Sun Jun 29, 2008 12:17 pm
"I'm not gonna forget it and I'm not gonna let you act this way again!" Kiara noticed it right away, the similarties in the way she was acting to how she acting when Faith was killed. There was already tension for her turning lycan, but after that she couldn't take it and just left her. By now Kiara totally lost all guesses on what the connection could be, and was just in 'yell at her sister to win it' mode. "Your being such a--" She groaned shaking her head, she was standing in the way of Envi's exit now. "Do you mean to tell me you actually plan on confronting the 'problem' when you can't even tell me as to what is going wrong?" She frowned, speaking much lower now, so low Envi would just be able to hear. She could feel the pain radiating off of Envi, for one she was dog and could sense these things, plus being her sister only made it stronger. "Why...why can't you tell me?"
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Posted: Sun Jun 29, 2008 12:30 pm
"If you don't want me to act like this then leave me alone." Envi grumbled folding her arms in front of her chest. "That's pretty much what I'm about to do if you'd move it." She answered coldly, averting her eyes and cletching her teeth together. "I don't want to tell you. Not like I can't. I'm just not going to."
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Posted: Sun Jun 29, 2008 1:23 pm
She narrowed her eyes at Envi. "Faith would tell me."
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Posted: Sun Jun 29, 2008 1:38 pm
Envi glared at her, and she dropped her hands to her side. Fist clutched and shaking. "Good thing I'm not Faith then. Guess the wrong sister died." Envi said pushing past her roughly.
((exits))
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