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 Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 12:10 pm
Divine_Malevolence iRainbow Frosting Divine_Malevolence iRainbow Frosting I'm pretending to be someone I'm not. I'm a 'mule' and a 'new life'. I'm hiding my real self because I got tired of being involved in drama and having guys use me and break me. I'm a lie, and I wish I could reach out to people and trust them to still love me if they knew who I was. But I know it won't happen, because they'll all think I was just playing a prank on them....And in reality, I'm just doing this to try and mend the broken pieces to heal. ...... Find guys who're worth your time? Ugh, I'd rather not. I've tried so many different types of guys. I'm just done. I'd rather stay flirty and untouchable. Asexual, in a sense. Then don't try them. Wait for something to fall into place? Perhaps you can't stand the common variety, yet there could be a rare bud that could be found in the future, when least expected? I guess I just need a break from the one-after-another situation. That's why I'm just taking a breath and hiding away in another account. I need a change of scenery and character. I needed to forget what was going on in order to later be able to face it with a clear head and fix it.
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 12:51 pm
I asked the taker on a mule and she already thought what I meant and so yeah, I told her and she's the only one who knows cause I accidentally but not really showed that thing that I did and I guess if what we want...I will have to sit and never me because she was there first and...I had a daydream...I had a fanthread...and it was weird. O_o I want...what they have, and what she has, but I can't have it, either thing, and that's kinda weird and superficial or whatever...and the decay, I'd rather they don't. I don't want to live to watch the singer at the top of the list decay like everyone else has been decayed. I want to want more. And I want to want that. I want that.
Heheh. I'm not gonna understand this post tomorrow but it's so right...my daydreams steal my soul and I wish and I want. :)
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 1:24 pm
Kestin Sha I asked the taker on a mule and she already thought what I meant and so yeah, I told her and she's the only one who knows cause I accidentally but not really showed that thing that I did and I guess if what we want...I will have to sit and never me because she was there first and...I had a daydream...I had a fanthread...and it was weird. O_o I want...what they have, and what she has, but I can't have it, either thing, and that's kinda weird and superficial or whatever...and the decay, I'd rather they don't. I don't want to live to watch the singer at the top of the list decay like everyone else has been decayed. I want to want more. And I want to want that. I want that. Heheh. I'm not gonna understand this post tomorrow but it's so right...my daydreams steal my soul and I wish and I want. : ) ........ Wut?
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 1:39 pm
iRainbow Frosting I'm pretending to be someone I'm not. I'm a 'mule' and a 'new life'. I'm hiding my real self because I got tired of being involved in drama and having guys use me and break me. I'm a lie, and I wish I could reach out to people and trust them to still love me if they knew who I was. But I know it won't happen, because they'll all think I was just playing a prank on them....And in reality, I'm just doing this to try and mend the broken pieces to heal. I do that all the time. :3 *hug*
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 1:58 pm
iRainbow Frosting Divine_Malevolence iRainbow Frosting Divine_Malevolence iRainbow Frosting I'm pretending to be someone I'm not. I'm a 'mule' and a 'new life'. I'm hiding my real self because I got tired of being involved in drama and having guys use me and break me. I'm a lie, and I wish I could reach out to people and trust them to still love me if they knew who I was. But I know it won't happen, because they'll all think I was just playing a prank on them....And in reality, I'm just doing this to try and mend the broken pieces to heal. ...... Find guys who're worth your time? Ugh, I'd rather not. I've tried so many different types of guys. I'm just done. I'd rather stay flirty and untouchable.Asexual, in a sense. Then don't try them. Wait for something to fall into place? Perhaps you can't stand the common variety, yet there could be a rare bud that could be found in the future, when least expected? I guess I just need a break from the one-after-another situation. That's why I'm just taking a breath and hiding away in another account. I need a change of scenery and character. I needed to forget what was going on in order to later be able to face it with a clear head and fix it. oh that wont result in hurt feelings or drama at all. <_<
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 2:02 pm
I can't stand my mom anymore. She's "always right." She's ******** hitting my dad every night and blaming it on him, "See what you made me do to you." She acts like I've never been that angry, like she has the right to lose her "perfect control." She's gone to my school warning them I might hit a girl who insulted me because of my disease, when I know I would never hit her despite how angry I was. She acts like my dad has a bunch of mental issues but when I hear them fight every ******** night I can't believe how idiotic she sounds. Her pain killers really ******** up her head. She keeps saying my dad needs help but refuses to even consider help for herself "I'm not the crazy one."
She right about one thing. "You can't agrue with someone that ******** up in the head." I know, because I fight with her and know that that feels like.
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 2:17 pm
Neceo iRainbow Frosting Divine_Malevolence iRainbow Frosting Divine_Malevolence iRainbow Frosting I'm pretending to be someone I'm not. I'm a 'mule' and a 'new life'. I'm hiding my real self because I got tired of being involved in drama and having guys use me and break me. I'm a lie, and I wish I could reach out to people and trust them to still love me if they knew who I was. But I know it won't happen, because they'll all think I was just playing a prank on them....And in reality, I'm just doing this to try and mend the broken pieces to heal. ...... Find guys who're worth your time? Ugh, I'd rather not. I've tried so many different types of guys. I'm just done. I'd rather stay flirty and untouchable.Asexual, in a sense. Then don't try them. Wait for something to fall into place? Perhaps you can't stand the common variety, yet there could be a rare bud that could be found in the future, when least expected? I guess I just need a break from the one-after-another situation. That's why I'm just taking a breath and hiding away in another account. I need a change of scenery and character. I needed to forget what was going on in order to later be able to face it with a clear head and fix it. oh that wont result in hurt feelings or drama at all. <_< Lol, oh I know it might.... But unlike normal me, people will know it's play-flirting. I'm just tired of giving people the chance, listening to 'I'm ready to be in a relationship, don't worry!! I'd never cheat/ leave you/ say things I don't mean. No, really! I'm not gonna use you!! I will always respect you!" ....Yeah right. I'll probably have a clearer head and less of a temper. Therefore, I'll be able to deal with it much better and without snapping. Some of them know I'm still around, and they're respecting my need for space.
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 2:20 pm
iRainbow Frosting Neceo iRainbow Frosting Divine_Malevolence iRainbow Frosting Ugh, I'd rather not. I've tried so many different types of guys. I'm just done. I'd rather stay flirty and untouchable.Asexual, in a sense. Then don't try them. Wait for something to fall into place? Perhaps you can't stand the common variety, yet there could be a rare bud that could be found in the future, when least expected? I guess I just need a break from the one-after-another situation. That's why I'm just taking a breath and hiding away in another account. I need a change of scenery and character. I needed to forget what was going on in order to later be able to face it with a clear head and fix it. oh that wont result in hurt feelings or drama at all. <_< Lol, oh it might.... But I'll probably have a clearer head and less of a temper. Therefore, I'll be able to deal with it much better and without snapping. Some of them know I'm still around, and they're respecting my need for space. no I dont mean for you I mean for other people around you.
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 2:27 pm
Neceo iRainbow Frosting Neceo iRainbow Frosting Divine_Malevolence iRainbow Frosting Ugh, I'd rather not. I've tried so many different types of guys. I'm just done. I'd rather stay flirty and untouchable.Asexual, in a sense. Then don't try them. Wait for something to fall into place? Perhaps you can't stand the common variety, yet there could be a rare bud that could be found in the future, when least expected? I guess I just need a break from the one-after-another situation. That's why I'm just taking a breath and hiding away in another account. I need a change of scenery and character. I needed to forget what was going on in order to later be able to face it with a clear head and fix it. oh that wont result in hurt feelings or drama at all. <_< Lol, oh it might.... But I'll probably have a clearer head and less of a temper. Therefore, I'll be able to deal with it much better and without snapping. Some of them know I'm still around, and they're respecting my need for space. no I dont mean for you I mean for other people around you. I fixed it. xD I understood that after i'd written a response. Sorry, I'm distracted with literature homework. College just gets harder as the years go by and you near graduation x.x
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 8:12 pm
At first when I saw the picture I thought it was supposed to be some sort of tampon . _.
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 9:00 pm
iRainbow Frosting Neceo iRainbow Frosting Neceo iRainbow Frosting I guess I just need a break from the one-after-another situation. That's why I'm just taking a breath and hiding away in another account. I need a change of scenery and character. I needed to forget what was going on in order to later be able to face it with a clear head and fix it. oh that wont result in hurt feelings or drama at all. <_< Lol, oh it might.... But I'll probably have a clearer head and less of a temper. Therefore, I'll be able to deal with it much better and without snapping. Some of them know I'm still around, and they're respecting my need for space. no I dont mean for you I mean for other people around you. I fixed it. xD I understood that after i'd written a response. Sorry, I'm distracted with literature homework. College just gets harder as the years go by and you near graduation x.x No worries. As a general rule you never need to say sorry to me for anything. Even stabbing me.
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 9:54 pm
Neceo iRainbow Frosting Neceo iRainbow Frosting Neceo iRainbow Frosting I guess I just need a break from the one-after-another situation. That's why I'm just taking a breath and hiding away in another account. I need a change of scenery and character. I needed to forget what was going on in order to later be able to face it with a clear head and fix it. oh that wont result in hurt feelings or drama at all. <_< Lol, oh it might.... But I'll probably have a clearer head and less of a temper. Therefore, I'll be able to deal with it much better and without snapping. Some of them know I'm still around, and they're respecting my need for space. no I dont mean for you I mean for other people around you. I fixed it. xD I understood that after i'd written a response. Sorry, I'm distracted with literature homework. College just gets harder as the years go by and you near graduation x.x No worries. As a general rule you never need to say sorry to me for anything. Even stabbing me. I'm not sure I'd want to stab you.... D:
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Posted: Tue Oct 13, 2009 12:21 am
Warning: This post is about bodily fluids. (Not the girls-only kind though.)
My pee smells like noodles.
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Posted: Tue Oct 13, 2009 12:27 am
iRainbow Frosting Neceo iRainbow Frosting Neceo iRainbow Frosting Lol, oh it might.... But I'll probably have a clearer head and less of a temper. Therefore, I'll be able to deal with it much better and without snapping. Some of them know I'm still around, and they're respecting my need for space. no I dont mean for you I mean for other people around you. I fixed it. xD I understood that after i'd written a response. Sorry, I'm distracted with literature homework. College just gets harder as the years go by and you near graduation x.x No worries. As a general rule you never need to say sorry to me for anything. Even stabbing me. I'm not sure I'd want to stab you.... D: Sorry that was a private joke. Awhile back with my old sparring partner when teaching him a few things he accidentally slashed open my left hand making my unable to use a finger due to the blade sliced to my bone. He starts apologizing a lot and I kind of shrugged it off bandaged my hand and told him he did good. if its not a lethal thing I most likely wont care. as an example if you lit me on fire I would me more concerned about getting the fire out. >> once its out I`m fine I don't really care if you lit me on fire. As long as you weren't trying to kill me I don't care.
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Posted: Tue Oct 13, 2009 4:40 am
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