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 Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 8:05 pm
"no.. it's alright my love, I shouldn't have pushed you" Tana said sitting down
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 8:28 pm
Shota violetnly pushed herself into Tanyas arms, her small pail face stained with tears.
"It's not fair!" She whailed, sobbing into her lovers breasts.
"Why? Why do they get such wounderfull gifts...We, the ones who should have that gift are left barren, I feel like a child who found no presents under the christmass tree for her!"
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 9:07 pm
"Its my fault, if only I were a man then I ocould give you my seed and we could have had children" she said hugging the other tightly.
".. But think about it, there are women out there whom don't won't their children they could care less and would through them away then keep them...."
"I know It wouldn't be the same, it could never be the same as having a child inside you, but.. just think about how happy you could have a child if you took when into a better life then a homeless one? a parentless one"
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 9:20 pm
Shota shighed and shook her head, nussling into her lover and shaking her head.
"I just...Can't do it Tanya, you don't understand, I was an orphen when I was young...I-I I just can't!" She burst out crying again, harder this time, trembling, shivering even though she wasn't cold.
Her big blue eyes clamped shut.
"I want our child Tanya, not someone we pick up off of the street, I want a baby."
"It's hopeless to dewell on such thoughts my lover, let's not speak of it again..." he tried desprately to push the thought from he rmind.
It just wasnt fair.
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 10:46 pm
"well" Tana thought stillholding Shota.
"What if we asked Koug or Trice... for.. for seed? We could ask then cause then we could have it trancfered into you, and we could have a child They don't have to call it there child, it can just be yours and mine'
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 11:05 pm
"We can't ask Trice...That's my father, and Kurogain...That's my brothers husand." It would be kind of awkward to ask them, they were like family and that was sort of incest.
Shota held tightly to Tanya, she looked up at the other and his big blue eyes dried of tears.
"As long as it's ours Tanya..." She whispered.
"...I just....I'm sorry." She whispered softly, her head falling on Tanyas shoulder, he hand resting softly on her lovers lap.
"I'm sorry."
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 11:09 pm
"...What about Kira/ Hshe asked holding her lovers hand.
".. I know he's family too.. but .. he's still new as well.. or .. or maybe we could find a good man to give us his seed?"
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 11:18 pm
Shota couldn't bare it anylonger, she shook her blond head and burried her face into Tanyas stomach.
"I don't care, Just stop talking about it..." She whispered.
"...stop, please."
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 11:25 pm
"Im sorry" she whimpered.
"I'll stop now" she promised
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 11:32 pm
Shota softly sighed, nussling into the others warm body, her head now in Tanyas lap, her bottom half of he rbody off of the bed.
She had her arms wrapped around her loves waist.
She sighed and then looked up at Tanya after a long while.
"I love you..." She whispered.
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 12:35 am
Tana smiled softly, reaching down to carress the others cheek softly.
"i know, I love you as well Shota"
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 7:13 pm
Shota smiled at Tanya and put her head back in the others lap, her hand finding Tanyas and holding it softly.
"You love me, I know."
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 5:21 am
Tana smield softly running her hand throw her lovers blond hair.
"Yes i do, and I always will"
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Posted: Sun Dec 03, 2006 8:24 pm
Shota felt better and sighed softly, nussling into her lovers soft flesh.
he pulled her entire body into the others embrace and sighed contently, her head resting agsint Tanya's shoulder, her arms around Tanya's elegant neck.
"We have been through so much, I hope we can survive a civil war..." She whispered into Tanya's ear, shivering slightly.
"...I-I'm so sorry, I know I shouldn't ask for something you can't give me."
"I'm so selfish."
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Posted: Mon Dec 04, 2006 5:43 am
Tana shook her head.
"no, don't be like that, I'm you lover, I should be able to make you smiled every single day and I should be able t give you a child to hold in your arms and care for like you did Sash-suna's and Ai's children"
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