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 Posted: Sat Mar 10, 2007 7:29 pm
[[Bleed on you. XD I'll try and think up somethin'. >w> -schemes- Wei said he wasn't coming back, he's really not going to. I hate rping him. XD I've had a few ideas for when I finally shoved Wei out of the picture...~]]
"Do you ever feel like letting go of it all?"
Benji frowned lightly, shrugging, "Not really. I've never had a reason to." The snake turned his eyes towards the frozen lake. "I don't really need much of a reason. The world would be much better without me posioning little boys."
The bird grinned, almost laughing as fingers slipped through black hair. "Was that a confession?"
Wei smiled weakly, brushing Benji's hand out of his hair, "Nah. It was figurative, you a**." The bird patted the snake on the head, continuing, "Nnn, I'm sure there'd be some people who'd miss you."
Wei shook his head, "No. The few people I cared about hate me, so I'm pretty much screwed."
"Literally?"
Wei grinned, "Unfortunately not."
Orange eyes shot out towards the sheet of ice, "I'd miss you."
[[Losers.]]
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"If I could escape-"
Small fingers clenched against the- something soft, sort of- something cold. Golden eyes opened just barely, the room clouded over in a kind of blur that took a few seconds of blinking to vanish away. Why was he in bed?
"Help me, you ********." Wei gestured towards the boy, only ceasing his glare once the boy was off the floor and on his bed.
Benji frowned, "Are you sure you didn't kill him?"
"Positive."
Haro pressed a few fingers to his forehead. Why- Maybe he had laid down for a nap or something... Wincing at a dull pain in his neck, the boy shook it off. He'd probably been sleeping in a weird position. Things like that happened a lot in this form, unfortunately. Brushing a knuckle over his neck, the boy sat up with a light pout. Bruised...maybe. That's what it felt like anyway.
Sliding out from the bed, Haro stared up at the ceiling in thought, fingers burshing up and down from his chin all the way down to his collar bone. "Hnn..." Oh well. Carefully making his way downstairs, the small teen quietly snuck around the kitchen, popping his head in from the side entrance with a, "Boo!"
[[I have a feeling Shin's headache isn't going to be too happy with Haro's game. :c And I have a few ideas on something that's close to a plot. XD]]
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Posted: Sat Mar 10, 2007 7:45 pm
((Shin is such a spoil sport. D: ))
Shin was a cat... of sorts. Therefor, his senses for hearing and smell were exceedinglu developed. It was no surprise, then, that the teen bother heard and smelled the pinky-boy long before he attempted to startle the dark-haired tiger. His bright eyes opened the moment the other spoke, and after a small moment of colecting his conscience together from the depths of mental pnderings, a slow smile spread across his lips.
"Hey... 'dja have a nice shower?" he asked, just to have something to say.
((Pleh... I'm too sleepytired for Shin to be morning energized. D: ))
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Posted: Sat Mar 10, 2007 7:57 pm
[[All Haro wants to do is sneak up on Shin. Just once and his life goal would be accomplished.]]
Haro sighed heavily, dragging his feet as he slid into the kitchen. Leaning against the counter, hands propped up under his chin, the boy frowned a bit. "Nn, I don't really remember. I guess it was okay, though," he murmured, tapping his head a bit, trying to remember everything that happened after breakfast. "I think my...my me-...my m-mem...ory," he struggled with the word, his face scrunched up in an expression of extreme thought, "-it...it just is being mean," he mumbled softly, dropping his eyes to stare at the counter.
He had a lot of things he thought he wanted to ask Shin. He'd been thinking about it at breakfast and... A few important things he needed answered. Swallowing thickly, the boy kept his eyes down. "Shin?" He stopped, fumbling with his words, "I- why... w-why...?" Scratching at his head, the small teen seemed to fold in on himself, "Why did you... uhm- I don't really know the word but, a few nights ago... eh, do you- I just feel bad 'cause... I feel like I made you do something you...didn't want to do and I'm...really s-sorry."
[[Detective!Shin~ -runs off to bed-]]
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Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2007 5:04 pm
A... couple nights ago. Something Shin didn't want to do. Considering who was speaking, this could be anything from breathing to-- it was probably something else. Shin sat down slowly opposite the teen and leaned forward across the table, elbows restin softly on the wood. "Something I... didn't want to do?" he questioned carefully, his tone soft. "And what might that be?"
(( D: [/crap] ))
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Posted: Sun Apr 15, 2007 7:53 am
[[Man, I keep forgetting to check these threads. x_x;]]
Haro fidgeted in his seat, glancing up at the tiger every few seconds before dropping his gaze with a nervous frown. Shin knew what he was talking about, or at least he should know what he was talking about and Haro...didn't want to say it. He did, however, want to talk about it- It being something he didn't even want to say out loud... and at that moment, the bird decided he had completely confused himself.
With a curl of his shoulders, the bird slouched against the counter, hanging his head with a slight shake of it, hair swishing back and forth a bit before settling against his face. "Mmmn, nevermind. 'S not important," he mumbled, shifting a bit before continuing in a hesitant voice. "How's...your family- Ryan and stuff? Did he break up with his girl friend or something? He hasn't been here in a while," he murmured, brushing bangs away from his face as he leaned his forehead on the edge of the overhang.
[[Haro, master of changing subjects. =_=;]]
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Posted: Sun Apr 15, 2007 10:55 am
A small frown formed on the pale teen's lips as the other swiftly changed the subject. He... didn't... like it when Haro brought up something important and then... dismissed it before they had even really begun to talk.... But he wasn't about to point that out, as Haro could easily become hurt... or... or embarrassed or... something. Still, he couldn't supress the small sigh that issued from his lips.
"Ryan... is fine," he replied slowly, a slight frown still in place upon his lips. "I don't think they broke up or anything... but he probably just hasn't been over to her house in a while. They usually meet in the park or something..." He shrugged slowly to show that he wasn't "all-knowing" in the matters of his cousin's love affairs.
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Posted: Sun Apr 15, 2007 1:21 pm
"I'm sorry," Haro murmured after a few minutes, raking small fingers through coral-colored hair. Looking up suddenly, the bird huffed out a breath as he caught the tiger's gaze. Blushing, the younger teen continued in a less apprehensive tone, "I think...I think I like you too much, sometimes," he started, shifting a bit before explaining, "I have a lot of dreams about you and-" He was looking down at this point, hands clenched into small fists, "- and m-me... I've never...I've never even thought about it before but- I just- I just hate it, 'cause I shouldn't think about those kinds of things..."
Clenching his teeth, the boy ran palms against his eyes a bit before adding, "And I don't think it's very...normal," he mumbled, staring down into his lap.
[[ rofl ]]
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Posted: Sun Apr 15, 2007 2:16 pm
A small flush formed on the pale teen's cheeks, his colse-to-black hair falling forward to somewhat sheild his bright blue eyes. So was that... that what he had been thinking about...? "I--- erm. I... don't think you can like me too much, I mean-- well, I.... I want you to...to like me," he began uncertainly, cheeks immediately firing up. He... wasn't so good at these things. He could usually be... be cool and calm and aloof... but he kept finding these traits to become increasingly difficult, the more time he spent with the boy.
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Posted: Mon Apr 16, 2007 5:46 pm
"But not like that," the boy murmured, trying to answer the older teen's remark. "Because...it's bad and-" The boy's lips twitched a bit as he thought about just where bad thoughts like his could lead- jail at the very least, if not worse than that.
Dark hands dragged through sticky, rose-colored hair in a messy fashion. "I've been having these dreams about you." The bright-eyed boy stiffened, shrinking away from the teen with a frown. "Don't worry, it was nothing too bad. I think we'll have to make them come true one day though, eh?"
"I just wouldn't want to hurt you," he mumbled in an almost feverish tone, golden-eyed glazed as they stared past Shin's shoulder at the kitchen faucet. "I w-wouldn't want you t-to stop and-" Haro almost blinked, his eyes trailing down towards the counter. "-that's very bad."
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Posted: Mon Apr 16, 2007 6:00 pm
((Too bad Shin lives under a rock, huh?))
"--To stop and... what?" he asked, by now quite confused. Haro had quite a habbit of making the older teen rather... baffled. It could be cute, but at the moment it was... a discomfort. He really wanted to know what was going on -- just what was running through the other's mind. "I-I'm sure... whatever it is isn't as bad as you think," he murmured after several moments of silence.
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Posted: Mon Apr 16, 2007 6:11 pm
[[I would bash his head in, but then I'd be afraid of killing him...and I do love the poor thing. ;~;]]
Haro gulped in a breath before swallowing, not seeming to understand that Shin was very confused, "But, it is. I never...I never liked when Wei-" He shaking just a bit and he didn't like it. He didn't like having mini seizures and he didn't like thinking about Wei, and he didn't like explaining things to Shin- especially things he didn't like talking about, because they made him think of Wei, and Haro didn't like that snake very much at all anymore.
Blinking, the boy examined the tiger's expression with the utmost of care, small fingers brushing back dark bangs from painfully beautiful eyes. Yes, he thought Shin's eyes were beautiful, but he- That was okay, right? Just because he was a boy and Haro was a boy...it...was okay. "Sometimes, I don't know if it's right to like you," he mumbled softly, nearly to himself as he leaned forward on his elbows to press a kiss to the tiger's cheek. "Sometimes I feel that it's not right because I'm not a girl and- and I jus' want you too much sometimes," he continued with a sudden flush to his already overly pinked cheeks. "I don't know if it's okay, b-because... I'm a boy," he finally murmured, eyes drifting across the floor.
[[I think Haro...has a lot of internal conflicts with the whole, "gay" thing. I don't think he understands it very much... :/]]
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Posted: Mon Apr 16, 2007 6:26 pm
When Wei what? he asked mentally, although he refrained from asking this question. He didn't want to further agitate the boy... The other's expression was... troubled. And that made Shin... unhappy. He wanted to take that worry away from the other, but any attempt he made would likely only make it worse (or so he reasoned, with liberal consideration for his very limmited knowledge of any sort of romance).
Shin flushed slightly as the other said 'and I jus' want you too much sometimes.' That was certainly... one way to put it. It certainly had its effects on Shin, after all... But the whole... boy... boy thing. It really did seem to bother the lovebird. Shin would have to change that -- after all, he didn't want Haro to be... unhappy.
"Haro..." he murmured slowly, leaning forward to press a gentle kiss to the other's forehead, one of his hands sliding over to cover one of Haro's. "I... told you before. It doesn't matter if you're a boy or a girl. I like-- I mean, I love -- you the same." Shin cheeks were a bright red by now, but his bright eyes were steady as they met Haro's.
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Posted: Tue Apr 17, 2007 3:27 pm
[[Gaia spazzed out on me last night. >:C]]
Haro bit his lip to the point where it began to hurt and he thought he might've ripped something, but he couldn't taste any blood so he figured it was okay. So he continued to nibble at his lower lip until he figured out just what he wanted to say to Shin because it wasn't just that he was a boy and Shin was a boy and he liked Shin a great deal... It wasn't just that at all.
"I-I know that...that you don't care that I'm not a girl," he murmured, his hand fidgeting nervously under the tiger's. "I mean, you said it was okay. You said it was okay if I liked you...like that- if I liked you a lot, and you said your mom wouldn't mind if I liked you, and you said your family wouldn't mind if I liked but..." He stopped for a minute, his hands too jumpy to be very comfortable for Shin or the counter, so he had to relax a little before starting again. "Lou said it wasn't....normal. He said a lot of people didn't like it if I like you- If I love you a lot... If I want...you to kiss me and stuff even though you're a boy and I am too," he mumbled, looking down in a very cautious manner.
"And I've never met your mom, or your family...so they might hate me for liking you, and...a-and they might hate me for being here because Lou said a lot of people don't like it, and sometimes I think you say things just to make me happy... I do it, too. I say I'm okay, and I say I feel fine...a-and I say- I say I'm...that I slept okay, and that I don't think of Wei anymore, and told you to go even though I didn't want you to because I like when you hold me and I like you close by, an' you make me feel safe and I didn't want you to go but I said it to make you happy... and I'm scared that people won't like me because I love you," he said in a few shaky breaths, his eyes to the floor as he tried to keep his wings inside and his body from jumping.
[[Oh HARO. Dx]]
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Posted: Tue Apr 17, 2007 4:57 pm
Shin nodded slowly, listening intently to the other's words. It... well, he knew the boy couldn't have been telling the truth all those times - but still, it hurt. He wanted to help Haro. He loved him. He didn't want the boy to hide things - even small things - from him....
"Haro..." he murmured gently, his blue eyes soft. "I... don't know who Lou is... but he is right. Lots of people don't like it. But they don't matter, do they? I know... it's not perfect or anything. And I know we all listen to what other people say, but... I'd rather be with you and have people talk than be away from you just because they don't like it." He leaned forward and pressed another gentle kiss on the boy, this time to his cheek. "And Ryan was fine, right? And Mother couldn't ever dislike you..." THat was right. Mother really... couldn't. Part of him - the fearful part - said this because she... might never meet him. She could die so quickly, so... soon. The other part of him said this out of integrity for his mother's character: she had always been a kind woman -- a little overprotective, yes, but she... she was open and incredibly sweet.
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Posted: Tue Apr 17, 2007 6:32 pm
"Why do they care?"
Haro usually spent so much time trying to make sure his words came out sounding okay and readily understandable (which didn't happen all the time), but the question just flowed out without any hesitation.
"W-why do people care so much?" He asked, looking up with time with a clearly hurt expression. It hurt so bad inside to know that people - people he didn't even know - would judge them simply because they were both boys and ...they loved each other. What Haro didn't realize was that things concerning love were never simple no matter what. "And Ryan just thought we were friends," he added in a mumbled voice, golden eyes shaded as he let out a heavy breath.
[[Uwwaah, I'm sorry for Haro being so damn emotional. That school shooting ( I heard about it yesterday, but got details today) just makes me want to cry. :'C]]
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