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 Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 5:35 pm
((yea that is a good thing...look my guy is scared of me..lolz))
Kiara didn't reply to the first thing he said. She already made a fool of herself. "Yeah....made your choice.....as in.....uh....are you going to make a habbit out of giving into your vampuric instincts....as in be a murderous bloodsucker....or are you going to be ah......like...you?"
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 5:43 pm
((Arent all guys scared of you stare atleast ones with a mind. jk))
Edward sighed, "Its something you can't really control Kiara. After... after tasting the blood of a human after its been so long since i had fed from one it'll be uh... difficult. But I'll try to get back to normal. And not be a you called it a murderous bloodsucker."
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 5:47 pm
"But that's not who you are......oh wait I am double standering here aren't I?.........Well good luck with that." She said snapping around so her hair flung in his face, about to march out of the cave.
((not nice))
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 5:54 pm
"Kiara, wait." Edward groaned catching her arm before she could leave. "You dont know how hard it is. And Im not saying Im going to kill someone purposely. I said I'll try!"
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 5:59 pm
"I know how hard it is acually, maybe not for you.....but remeber, I am no more than a ******** monster now too!!!" Kiara said pulling her arm away from him. She gave him a snort. "Well that girl, you didn't try very hard there either did you? You didn't even seem overrun by bloodllust then!!" She looked at him. "But I guess you trying is going to have to be good enough. I don't know why I am going back and forth like this, I just....don't know what to think."
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 6:05 pm
Edward dropped his hand to his side. "You can never be a monster..." He said frowning, "I know, I wasnt overwhelmed by bloodlust thus having no reasonable excuse for her death. Well what do you think of now?"
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 6:11 pm
"Yeah trust me...I could." She said then looked away from him again. "Why does this have to be so hard? Why can't I just walk away? That is what part of me is thinking. Another part is wishing Xagetta would have just sliced my head off. Then I wonder what the hell happened to the Edward I knew....but then I look closer and I see nothing has happened to him...he is right here, asking for forgiveness for he just made a mistake, something I too could have done....something I'm sure other vampires, rogue or not do a good bit anyway.....but I'm just afraid....afraid something will happen. Afraid to get to close to anyone, though it is far too late for that. Afraid that I cannot forgive."
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 6:20 pm
"PLease... don't be afraid. I can't stand you to be fearful. All I have right now is hate towards myself." He put his hand on her shoulder but then withdrew his hand thinking better of it. "What can I do to make everything better?" Edward asked with pleading in his eyes.
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 6:24 pm
Kiara rubbed her temples then looked up and smiled at him. "Ok. Obviously you do care. To make everything better? Just be yourself that is all I act. It make take a while, but things can mend with time....me and Envi are a perfect example of that. Oh and don't hate yourself either. Do you think you can manage that?" She asked her eyes finally staying their normal color.
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 6:43 pm
Edward sighed looking into her eyes. " I can try to do that much. Anything for you. I'm an idiot for ever saying I didnt care. Because that was the last thing on my mind as those words were spoken. Do you think I can ever win back your trust?"
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 6:47 pm
"Yeah." Kaira answered. "It is possible. But you may have to try pretty hard." She studied his expresion carefully. "So you never really meant that you didn't care?"
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 6:56 pm
"I'll do anything and of course I didnt mean it. Didnt you hear what I had said to you so long ago. Days come and go but my feelings for you are forever. My heart will still beat if you are here with me. If anything I think I may care too much."
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 7:02 pm
Kiara stood there almost frozen with a smile curving on her lips. "Well caring to much can either be good or bad........so hopefully it doesn't have to be bad again."
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 7:05 pm
"It won't." He stated quickly then he kissed her softly. Edward then pulled back. "It won't go bad." He repeated
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2007 7:10 pm
Kiara closed her eyes thinking, her breath quite. "you promise?" She asked him.
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