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| Do you have any idea what LOVELESS is? |
| Of course!~It rocks! |
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| No...and I'd like it to stay that way. (Me-::Boots you out!^_^::) |
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| Poll whore option~<3 |
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 Posted: Tue Mar 14, 2006 4:53 pm
Youji giggled lightly as the other caught his pillow. His head cocked to the side a bit as his golden hues looked over to Natsuo in slight confusion. He smirked as he sat on top of his fighter and began tickling him, only realizing just then what he had said during their fun. "Oh Tsun-chan...Suminasen...I didn't mean it as an order!" He said as he lay his head on the warcraft's chest nuzzling it. He purred lovingly as he nuzzled the other.
"You know---if we weren't ever fighter nor sacrifice...we wouldn't be bond by Nasagi-sensei or any orders. But even though, I'm glad we are because then I wouldn't of met you Tsun-chan." He whispered blushing lightly across those creamy skinned cheeks of his. His hands grip tightened on the other's shirt as golden orbs closed a little. "It's all worth it, ne?" The youth questioned softly.
{I FINALLY post for you!::had to sneak on the cpu while mom was away:: ninja mrgreen Sorry for my short post stressed (Edit: w00t 10th page!<3 ::throws confetti!::Ty again guys heart heart heart )}
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Posted: Thu Mar 16, 2006 6:38 pm
Natsuo laughed and squirmed as Youji tickled him whether it was from his ticklishness or just simply his happiness and wish to humor the other boy. He took a deep breath as the golden-eyed youth nuzzled his chest and purred, feeling that low rumbling vibration against his torso. The dark red-haired fighter smiled and nodded. "It's okay. I know. It's just really hard for me to ever disobey you, 'Ji," he replied.
Natsuo was a little stunned by his sacrifice's statement in regard to their situation at first. However, he soon nodded in agreement. It was worth everything Natsuo had given, was giving, and ever would give to be with Youji. "Of course it's all worth it. I would do it over and over again if I had to and not changed a thing. Except... perhaps that day when I let Nagisa down and she took away my--" the boy stopped. He really didn't want to bring his vision loss up. He didn't want Youji to feel guilty. Natsuo simply wished he could've had the chance to see his sacrifice with both his eyes again. But that was impossible. Swallowing a lump in his throat, Natsuo forced a grin. "It's all worth it, Ji-chan. It's all been worth it," he murmured. He enclosed his sacrifice with a sweet embrace and kissed the top of his head. "You're worth everything, Ji-chan."
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Posted: Fri Mar 17, 2006 10:33 pm
Soubi found himself smiling at the boy's innocent words. "What will you do for me, Ritsuka?" He asked softly, blue eyes filling with amusement to hide his pain and sorrow. The boy didn't need to be worried by it.
So, instead, he played the part he normally did. Moving forward, he wrapped the boy into an embrace before pulling him off the bed and into his lap. He wrapped his arms around his shoulders and laid his head against his shoulder, sighing in content at the contact. "Merely staying like this would be all I ever needed." He said lightly, chuckling a bit to himself though he did mean it. "I love you." There words were merely mouthed, though Soubi pressed his lips to the boy's neck as he murmured the phrase.
"Ritsuka. I know you are young. But how do you feel for me? Do you love me at all? Do you even like me?" His voice was small and whispered as he made no attempt at moving. This had been on his mind for a while, and he was also almost afraid to voice it. "I love you, Ritsuka. I always will. But i'm curious...all those times you've yelled and told me that you hated me...were they the truth? Do you really hate me, Ritsuka? Do my confessions of love truely disgust you?" He paused, sighing a bit, though he smiled, "If so, then punish me. Put me in my place. Make sure I never disgust and embarrass you again. Please..."
Now he was begging for punishment, and his hand gripped Ritsuka's arm tight enough to cause a bruise. "Please, Ritsuka. Punish me...you have to hurt me if i'm not listening. I've been a bad Fighter; lieing and keeping secrets. Disobeying...it's your duty to punish me, Ritsuka."
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Posted: Tue Mar 21, 2006 3:41 pm
Youji smiled contently as he purred once more. "I know Tsun-chan...but try to lighten up on that." He giggled lightly and blushed as he looked up to his Fighter. "Defiance is quite sexy." He said as he purred in the other's ear a bit and nibble his cat ear a bit.
Youji giggled once more as his hands clun to the other's nightshirt at hearing that last part. His golden hues sank with depression. He didn't want to remember that day. It pained him so, to think-Natsuo's eyes his beatiful emerald jew was taken by that b***h! He cursed her under his breath in japanese and turned away. "I'm---I'm sorry Tsun-chan...It was my fault." He felt as if he was going to cry now remembering that day.
"It was my fault, you didn't have to protect me..." He trembled a bit. He was guilt as charged in his eyes. He had made a mistake in showing the slightest bit of reaction to pain and Natsuo had been punished for it! Damn her he thought as his shut his eyestight forcing back the tears.
After he felt it safe to turn back to his warcraft he smiled weakly and sniffled, but the tears seemd to have escaped his eyes. "I'm sorry that I always get like this Tsun-chan...But-" He was cut off by the other's words. He listened intently and blushed furiously only to sink his head in the other's chest and let out a few cries. Looking back up to Natsuo he leaned in and kissed his eye patch gently.
"I wish I could have ben stronger then so I could see both of your priceless gems again." He purred and kissed the other softly one hand moving back auburn locks from his face.
{Sorry it took so long! But to you Sona long postie!>w<}
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Posted: Tue Mar 21, 2006 5:47 pm
Ritsuka's violet hues stared at Soubi with concern as he looked away. "What? I can't do anything else for you, Soubi?" He tilted his head a bit ashe lookd to the floor. "You do so much for me and all I can do in return is let you hold me?" He questioned with confusion. Ritsuka's ears lowered ashe thought on the other's words blushing furiously under the shade of his black locks.
He smiled a bit as he looked to the other finding the answer. "I'm still too young to understand what love is, or where it comes from....I do like you thought---your one of the most imortant people in my life now..." He said wiht a smile andcaght the other sentences there after. "No...your---you don't deserve anything like that Soubi...I'd never hurt you or anyone special to me..." He said with a weakl and confused smile.
"I don't care, your your and that's the way you are. I accept that so it's ok but-" His concern was short lived as the other graspd his arm making it hurt even more then it had from his mother's beatings. He winced and shut his eyes tightly. "S-s-soubi...your---your hurting my arm..." His brows furrowed as his looked at him with hurt.
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Posted: Tue Mar 21, 2006 6:10 pm
He let out a shaky breath and instantly released him. "Ritsuka...Gomen ne..." He whispered, blue eyes shut to hide the bit of water that was building in them. "Gomen nasai...I didn't mean to hurt you. I never mean to. I..." He choked on his words, back hunched in a way that made him look much smaller and fragile. He shakingly wrapped his arms around the boy's shoulders and held him gently; so gently now that he feared hurting him again.
"Ritsuka...I love you." He murmured, voice weaker than he liked. But by now he let all dignity be thrown out the door. Right now he wanted Ritsuka to embrace him and make him feel better. Right now, he wanted to be the one protected.
"You can hold me..." He finally murmured, his eyes wet with tears. "Please? I...I need you to hold me, Ritsuka. Just for a minute.."
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Posted: Tue Mar 21, 2006 7:41 pm
Ritsuka withdrew and looked away. He blushed furiously though he didn't want to withdraw but it was a reflex. He smiled to the other and slowly reached to run his fingers through his blond locks. "It's ok...You didn't hurt me it wasjust thewounds...not you---not you at all." He spoke with a smile.
His arms wrapped around the other securely. "You see...I can do something more for you..." He said softly his violet eyes looking to him with a smile on his lips. He couldn't help but repeat the other's words out of loving instinct. "I love you too..." He whisered softly as he embraced his warcraft."Hai..." He nodded.
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Posted: Thu Mar 23, 2006 5:35 pm
Soubi choked at the words of love and tightened his hold though not by much, burrying his face in Ritsuka's shoulder. "Ritsuka..." He whispered, moving his head a bit to the side so he could place a kiss to his neck. "Do you mean that?" He asked, his voice slightly hoarse from crying. "You aren't just saying that...right? Because it's what I want to hear..." He waited for an answer with bated breath.
Honestly, he didn't know that Ritsuka's love meant so much to him. But now that he realized it did, he was left with more longing. Even if he did feel a bit of love or care for him now, who was to say he still would once Loveless came to claim him? It was a lost cause in Soubi's eyes, but right now he wanted to at least have a taste. Even if it was just a taste of an illusion.
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Posted: Sat Mar 25, 2006 5:24 pm
Ritsuka pondered on the words he'd just whispered. Did he---really, love Soubi? He still was quite shady on those words, these feelings but he felt a load evaporate from his chest as he breathed those very words of love. He sighed as he smiled softly his violet hues softening.
He shrugged, "I wouldn't know---but if love makes you worry about a person so much you can't sleep at night, if it makes you leap at the phone when it rings, if love let's you breath that person's name when your in need, and if love makes you cry over the other when their hurt, or if it allows you to never really be able to turn away from that person---then I guess---I'm fallen."
He whispered with a light chuckled his eyes closed gently to the touch of the other's lips across his skin. He'd knew the feel of the warcraft's lips against his skin, his own two lips. But this time it was so different he melted a little into the soft kiss, so simple and it felt so wonderful. Was it true? Really, did he love Soubi? Had the youth finally, figured out what that forbidden word of passion meant?
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Posted: Sat Mar 25, 2006 6:13 pm
Soubi smiled, sighing heavily in relief. "Hai...Ritsuka." He murmured, loosening his hold on the boy so he could place a second kiss to his lips. "That is love. When you are willing to stay by the person's side...when you want to stay with them forever. That...is love." He whispered, his tears stopping. He didn't think it possible for him to be sad anymore. Ritsuka...he really loved him. Really...
He reached out to brush the boy's cheek with his hand and sent him a still slightly watery smile. "Aa...I love you, Ritsuka." He spoke with more confidence, even if he still thought Loveless would eventually steal Ritsuka away. At least now Soubi had a reason to live. And perhaps, when Loveless came, Soubi would finally be able to part with his Sacrifice and die as he should have long ago. It seemed like a giant weight had been taken from his shoulders. Now, he knew that even if it was for a little while, he'd found someone to stay with him.
"Stay with me, Ritsuka." He murmured gently, pulling him back to his chest.
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Posted: Sat Mar 25, 2006 6:35 pm
He smiled hugging the other back. Feeling those lips touch his once more, it felt so heavenly. He sank into the bliss of the kiss tilting his head to deepen it---hnn, it felt so good to have those lips against his. Yes, he did love him---now knowing that for a fact he could kiss him without wonder of what the meaning in it truly was. His arms slowly wrapped around Beloved's neck as he pulled into the kiss loving every moment.
"Hai, Daisuki da yo Soubi..." He whispered as he let up for breath between the kiss. His ears twitched happily as he purred deep within his throat. He nodded, "Mhm..." Responding to the other's words, he'd stay with him forever- he felt warm, secure and loved around Soubi he didn't want to feel lonely, cold, and unsafe anylonger.
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Posted: Sat Mar 25, 2006 9:24 pm
Soubi sighed contently at the response he was getting from the boy now. It felt so good to have him kiss him so willingly. To have him hold him so gently...
At the purr, he chuckled and leant forward to place another chaste kiss to Ritsuka's soft lips, sighing again at how perfect it felt. "Ritsuka." He whispered, drawing him closer, reveling in the feel of Ritsuka's body -now willing- pressed against his own. "I love you." He murmured, his lips above the boy's ear. "Ah...but you have school tomorrow, ne? Why don't you take a nap." He offered quietly, though made no move to stand.
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Posted: Sat Mar 25, 2006 10:21 pm
Ritsuka's lips brushed over the other's once more before they broke the kiss. He purred softly his eyes looking into the other's blue hues. He smiled a bit happy to be loved so much. Though his facial expression felt to that os light disappointment that there was school tomorrow. "Hai..." He seemingly pouted a light blush brushing over his creamy skinned cheeks.
"Will you stay with me, Soubi?" He asked wanting the other to stay close maybe even after he had fallen asleep. AThough the suggestion of a nap was acknowledged and spoken of he didn't get up or move at all. He wanted to stay in this warm embrace---the loving security, in Soubi's arms.
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Posted: Sat Mar 25, 2006 10:34 pm
"Aa." Soubi nodded, gently cradling him in his strong arms. "I'll stay with you. Just get some sleep, ne?" He murmured, tightening his hold on the boy and standing, his arms moving to support the smaller boy's body against his own as he moved him over to the bed.
He too didn't want to break the contact, so he merely pushed the covers back and slipped inside himself, laying Ritsuka back into his lap as soon as he got comfortalbe. He drapped the covers over him and smiled, leaning forward to kiss his forehead. "I love you, Ritsuka. Good night."
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Posted: Sat Mar 25, 2006 11:20 pm
Ritsuka's cheeks flushed as he was picked up and nodded to the other's reply. "Arigato..." He whispered as they sank under the covers adding more warmth to his body. He purred as he nuzzled the other's lap and closed his eyes when he was kissed upon the forehead.
"Oyasumi nasai Soubi..." He whispered with a light yawn---damn he was sleeply! Bed time for the kitten!(XD) His ears lowered as he scrunched up close to Soubi and nuzzled him once more before closing his ees softly and completely. "Daisuki Soubi..." He said lovingly.
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