If You Really Knew Me...

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iCanisLupus

DominantRei

iCanisLupus

If you really knew me you would know that I am afraid of being left alone in the dark(not in the literal sense) and I do not find myself particularly attractive.

I can't really see you that well in your picture, so I can't really say if i think you are or not. :[

*chuckles* that was done on purpose
to protect people from the fugly lol

I don't think anyone is fugly. Even the people I hate.
You should post a picture and show us you. biggrin
We're all family here.  

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SweetScentOfSweat

you'd know that even though I have TONS of "friends" in school,
I have almost none outside of school.
Because of this I have a very unhealthy addiction
to the internet.

I'm there with you hun.
That's why I'm so addicted to gaia.
Because for as long as I can remember Gaia has been my friends and family.  

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PyroDogs94

I solemnly swear I am up to no good.

how does this work?

Mischief managed.

If you've ever watched MTV's "If you really knew me" show, it's basically that.
As a human being, other judge other people without knowing them.
Usually because we hide things from the world because we are either afraid, or just untrusting.

So what you do is write something that if we really knew you and didn't just judge you, what would that be?  

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Dr. OCD

If you really knew me, you'd know that I am a phenomenal actor.

Well good for you. I hope to see you on TV soon. smile
I will make a fan club for you. biggrin  

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ThatBaddieGirl

DominantRei

ThatBaddieGirl

you'd hate me more then you already do...yup...I'm even more of a b***h in person...

Why do you say that? Any particular example?

because its cool to not to liek me obviously...

I dare to be different. >:3

Unfortunately different is the new fad where I live... So things get reeeeally confusing. O_o;  

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Gaytor Bait

If you really knew me you'd know I feel pressured to live my life as best as I can for my best friend who decided he didn't want to live his anymore especially now that I am halfway through college and moving on with my life.

Did he kill himself? sad  

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kangaskhaaan

If you really knew me, you'd see that after patience throughout six months - perhaps even a year - you'd finally experience the real, openly me me.

Well then I will enjoy this year of getting to know you.

and you too SupertrampBru.
:]  

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PippinTheKawaiiHobbit

If you really knew me, you'd know that the greatest fear I have is dying.

Is that due to a traumatizing event or just something you came to fear naturally?  

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KaitouKunoichi

IRL I constantly apologize for my quirks because I'm afraid they make people
look at me different. But they're what make me what I am...

I think you're my twin... eek
I didn't know anyone else did that but me.  

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DominantRei

Gaytor Bait

If you really knew me you'd know I feel pressured to live my life as best as I can for my best friend who decided he didn't want to live his anymore especially now that I am halfway through college and moving on with my life.

Did he kill himself? sad

Yeah it was a while ago but i've been having a lot of issues about it lately.

 

[Mazzie Bell]

If you really knew me, you'd know that sometimes my self-loathing and nihilism get so bad that I can't talk to people or do anything so I take painkillers (or other things) to drown it out.
I haven't told this to anyone irl  

[RosesFallingLikeRain]

If you really knew me, You'd know that I can't stand the monotony of life.  

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Gaytor Bait

DominantRei

Gaytor Bait

If you really knew me you'd know I feel pressured to live my life as best as I can for my best friend who decided he didn't want to live his anymore especially now that I am halfway through college and moving on with my life.

Did he kill himself? sad

Yeah it was a while ago but i've been having a lot of issues about it lately.

The pain from the loss of a friend never goes away. Just try thinking about how much he would want you to be happy. smile  

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Mazzie Bell

If you really knew me, you'd know that sometimes my self-loathing and nihilism get so bad that I can't talk to people or do anything so I take painkillers (or other things) to drown it out.
I haven't told this to anyone irl

I'm sorry hun. I know I don't know what you're going through, so I probably have no right to say this, but maybe you should at least try telling your best friend or someone close you trust? That way you always have someone looking out for you on here and in the real world. 3nodding  

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RosesFallingLikeRain

If you really knew me, You'd know that I can't stand the monotony of life.

Is there any specific reason hun? :[