I HAVE HAD IT!!!!!!!! MY BELLY NEEDS TO GROW DAMMIT

[Anaya the Bee]

You guys gotta help me. I’m suffering from central obesity, plagued with the ball belly.  

[Anaya the Bee]

I so happy.

Haha, I have a beer belly and all of you don’t. You guys don’t know what your missing. I’m like a pot belly pig lolz. I’m starting to have trouble breathing though. I can even hear myself breathe loud. I wanna keep growing it to as big as possible, but if I do that my breathing problem is gonna get worse. Scared it’ll get too big where I’ll literally be gasping for air and can’t get much air into my lungs due to too much fat and fluid around my lungs squeezing them making them smaller. O.o. Then belly grows even more, scared I’ll like can’t breathe almost due to air unable to enter the lungs cuz the lungs have been crushed by fat and fluid. I’m either gonna die from cardiac arrest or suffocation. Grow grow grow, like that Santa anime girl. Betcha she can’t breathe at all and has to use an inhaler or tank.  

[Anaya the Bee]

My brothers are both getting skinny. Where I am weird and have a beer belly. So I’m the only one with a beer belly. Gonna show it off with pride if we go to a water park but scared my brothers are gonna wanna keep touching or rubbing my belly. Everyone will see my belly and they will be like “Oh wow, look at that mans belly. Looks pregnant.” People are gonna like stare at my belly. O.O
Soo out of shape but I like it.  

[Anaya the Bee]

I’m soo poor lolz. Poor and overweight with a ball belly. Usually poor people are skinny cuz they don’t eat much. But I don’t each much either, yet I’m overweight with a beer belly. Must be a thing in our country cuz we eat junk food.  

[Anaya the Bee]

It’s bad now, biggest ball bulging belly ever. Belly 45 inches, hips 40 inch, severe apple shape. My central body area feels soo fat. Central obesity. Provably have clogged arteries.

I wanna keep growing my belly but I’m worried that if I do it’ll bulge out too much and scared I won’t be able to ride like amusement park rides due to my belly being too big. Like I won’t be able to make the seat click where I’ll be like one click away from being secured but can’t cuz belly in way. O.O  

[Anaya the Bee]

I’m soo overweight. I looked at myself on the side in the mirror and my body area looks round and huge like an obese short woman. Soo fat there, I look soo fat from side. Worried it’ll keep getting bigger. I hope I can still go on rides, imma be pissed if I can’t.  

[Anaya the Bee]

This is weird, my beer belly is like really hard and solid, can’t grab any fat.

Soo round and hard, soo weird. I’m obsessed with growing it until I can put stuff on top of my belly. Gonna beat my dad big time. Lolz.

My poor feet look really fat ish to, with lots of lines and wrinkles. There’s supposed to be a weird round bone on sides of my feet at ankles but they are almost like gone. Can’t tell if my feet are swollen or just fat.  

[Anaya the Bee]

A heart attack for me is way more likely now, like soon. Cuz I got blood work done to find something, and found out my colesteral levels are high. Like think he said like 150s or something. Triglycerides really high to. I blame the beer belly. I wanna keep growing it but my cholesterol will keep getting higher and higher if I do. o.0 Oh well. It’ sucks having a beer belly fetish, my cholesterol is eventually gonna hit dangerous levels, and still wanna keep growing my belly. I’m crazy for wanting this.

I wanna get heart problems and heart disease. But think I’m not too far off cuz I do get slight chest pains somewhat often. Recently one time the chest pain felt soo uncomfortable, i would feel pressure in my upper left chest that actually hurts, me going “ahhh” sometimes. Oww. Hope I don’t die from a heart attack soon, I wanna age to get wrinkles. But also I want clogged arteries, all yellow plague in all my arteries. I don’t care at all about my heart.  

[Anaya the Bee]

Oh god I think I just got a tachycardia attack. My heart was beating normal rate, then got slightly faster, then allava sudden like instantly, it got like extremely fast out of control, like went from 100 bpm to like almost 200 bpm in just a few seconds. I felt worried and lightheaded trying to relax cuz soo intense felt like it could stop any moment.

I heard when your heart is normal rate, then goes to like crazy fast in just seconds and lasts long, it will lead to a cardiac arrest. eek My hearts gonna stop suddenly one day I know it, and will happen like randomly. Like probably gonna be doing something then probably get a weird feeling then pass out.  

[Dannyxcores]

You need some help.  

[Anaya the Bee]

Dannyxcores

You need some help.

Hey havent heard from you in a long time.

Why do I need help? Probably cuz my health isn’t very good. I have a huge beer belly, like soo huge and round like a ball. I also have high cholesterol to. Fear for my heart cuz I do get slight uncomfortable pressure pain in my upper left chest area sometimes. Still wanna keep belly growing.  

[Dannyxcores]

Anaya the Bee

Hey havent heard from you in a long time.

Why do I need help? Probably cuz my health isn’t very good. I have a huge beer belly, like soo huge and round like a ball. I also have high cholesterol to. Fear for my heart cuz I do get slight uncomfortable pressure pain in my upper left chest area sometimes. Still wanna keep belly growing.

Hello. Because you see weirdly. cool  

[Anaya the Bee]

Dannyxcores

Anaya the Bee

Hey havent heard from you in a long time.

Why do I need help? Probably cuz my health isn’t very good. I have a huge beer belly, like soo huge and round like a ball. I also have high cholesterol to. Fear for my heart cuz I do get slight uncomfortable pressure pain in my upper left chest area sometimes. Still wanna keep belly growing.

Hello. Because you see weirdly. cool

You actually may be right about me seeing weirdly. Because if I look straight at my wall or a wall, it looks like it’s bulging out to me slightly, and I can also see straight lines bending in my peripheral. It’s really noticeable when I smoke weed so it may be because of that, weird. Not to mention things blur slightly when I’m looking around.

https://youtu.be/SYM-RJwSGQ8 Feel like that when I’m like really old, I’ll see like this video, and won’t notice it or feel weird to me because vision changes gradually where it feels normal to me.  

[Anaya the Bee]

My blood pressure is way too weird. It was recorded as 119/100. Numbers are too close together. I looked it up and heard it indicates heart failure. crying I knew it. My heart really is going to stop suddenly eventually, possibly soon. eek I just don’t know when. No ones gonna be around to pump it, oh god. I hope it’s painless when it stops like in my sleep. I won’t ever know cuz I’ll be dead. sad I just pray I wake up the next day, if I don’t wake up, I won’t even know it. Has to be painless has to be. I just don’t know where I’ll be next.  

[Anaya the Bee]

Just measured my blood pressure at home 3 times and average came out 180/118. Next reading was 178/110. Think I’m screeed.

I looked it up and that high is a medical emergency and should go to ER or I could die. I don’t wanna go, only symptom I’m having is my heart is just palpitating pretty intense, pounding like crazy. Oh well.