Hello Everyone! i dont know if any of you are still here or not nevertheless but would like to least talk to update or talk about somethings that have gone on since i havent been on here for like 3 years? feels like more than that since i barely talk to anyone in life or virtual.
So i guess i'll begin with what i know that no one knows. Im no longer near or with jessica. She has decided to be out of the picture completely of me and my kids. She acts like she wants to but comes up with excuses almost all the time. I think i may have prolonged it since i am me and im too nice and caring just wanted to be a family again. that sadly wasnt going to be the case.
I have two kids now if know no one knew that. i have Nicholas and Gabrielle. I love them both so much that i've practically do anthiyng for those two. they are my world and i think i actually managed to make myself a pretty good dad. Sometimes i feel like im too harsh on both of them but i think ive been doing right by them without their mother.
As of right now i actually have full custody of both of them since i started a custody batlle on jessica after gabby was born since she was being investigated by dhs for being suspected of being on drugs. what kinda turn it to me winning was that she got caught using meth while pregnant with her third kid. i feel sorry for the guy but hes about as ******** up as she is.
As of right now i feel more normal and more like myself now than i have since letting my life being controlled by jessica and lied to constantly. I feel like i let certain friendship sour cause of her or what i have done to which i apologize for. I feel like an idiot for some of the things that have transpire but as of now i feel like i can make better of everything now.
sorry for such a long and boring post. i just figure i would give an update since i've been gone for so long.
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