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 Posted: Sat Dec 26, 2015 3:25 am
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Posted: Sat Dec 26, 2015 4:59 am
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Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2016 7:24 am
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2017 6:03 pm
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They're kicking us out saying it's time to close
We're leaning on each other trying to beat the cold
I carry your shoes and I gave you my coat, yeah
We're walking these streets like they're paved with gold
Any old excuses not to go, neither one of us wanna take that taxi home·✸· Kᴇɴᴊɪ Fʀᴀɴᴄɪsᴄᴏ C. Aᴘᴏsᴛᴏʟ
↪ ( Halfblood ￭ Hufflepuff Alumnus ￭ Singer & Musician ￭ Crow Animagus)
↪ ( Dating Estelle Cohen ♥ )
「 Early Winter 2037 」
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When there were times when Kenji was on tour, there were times when he called it a break for a week until his manager decided to come on in and owl him again. Two days ago was the end of his tour in Europe and it was kind of awesome while it last, as his latest album has been given good ratings so far. The last day of this tour was in England, and thus he got to invite his friends to watch. Matteo was one of them as well, and his brothers were also invited- including that one redhead sister of theirs. What was her name again? Arni? Yeah, that might be it, and she was kind of nice just like what Matteo had described his adoptive family.
Lying on the couch with his hands on the back of his head, glancing up to see Miri-- No, Mirzam Kenji reminded himself, walking out of the house for his shift. Mirzam gets tensed every time he got called that, as if he was 15 seconds away from triggering his anxiety issue. That was one thing he didn't like about Mirzam because he was mysterious as ********; being really vague about his life or whatever. Of course, maybe Kenji had no right because they were probably just roommates and not friends, then again Kenji knew better than poking on people's personal space... as he learned that from his friend Matteo.
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If time was money, then we'd be worth a fortune
I swear, you may think you're rich
You can have a million euros but you can't buy this!xxxxxxxx Out.Of.Characterxxxx ((ooc))xxxxx
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Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2017 2:14 pm
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Posted: Wed Jun 28, 2017 5:36 am
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They're kicking us out saying it's time to close
We're leaning on each other trying to beat the cold
I carry your shoes and I gave you my coat, yeah
We're walking these streets like they're paved with gold
Any old excuses not to go, neither one of us wanna take that taxi home·✸· Kᴇɴᴊɪ Fʀᴀɴᴄɪsᴄᴏ C. Aᴘᴏsᴛᴏʟ
↪ ( Halfblood ￭ Hufflepuff Alumnus ￭ Singer & Musician ￭ Crow Animagus)
↪ ( Dating Estelle Cohen ♥ )
「 Early Winter 2037 」
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Kenji looked up when Mirzam suddenly had spoken at someone before leaving, then he eased down with relief when it turned out to be his girlfriend Estelle. He thought it was going to be, like, one of those fans- the creepy ones. Kenji didn't think he could ever get used to it, even though a singer he had collaborated before had told him that it was always gonna be a thing among famous musicians. He kissed Estelle on the cheek when she gave him one on the nose, feeling like his tiredness from the touring was going down when they're together. "What's the plan for the day?" Kenji asked, repeating her question with a smile, "I dunno, we can just be "boring" and just lie here talking about, you know, stuff. I think I've been away for too long that I missed you, even if we do letter exchanging, you know? D'you got suggestions, 'Stelle?"
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If time was money, then we'd be worth a fortune
I swear, you may think you're rich
You can have a million euros but you can't buy this!xxxxxxxx Out.Of.Characterxxxx ((ooc))xxxxx
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Posted: Sun Mar 18, 2018 9:36 am
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( Halfblood ￭ Hufflepuff Alumnus ￭ Rock Star Musician ) ↫xx
( Taken by Estelle Cohen ❤ ) ↫xx
Leт'ѕ rυɴ αwαy тo dιѕтαɴт ѕнoreѕ
Aɴd cнαѕe тнe lιɢнт we oɴce ιɢɴored
Iт ғeelѕ тнe eɴd cαɴ'т cнαѕe yoυr world
Tнαт ғeelιɴɢ wнeɴ we're вoтн αloɴe
Tell мe тнαт тнere'ѕ ѕoмeтнιɴɢ мore тнαɴ тнιѕ
Tell мe тнαт тнere'ѕ ѕoмeтнιɴɢ тнαт I мιѕѕ
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Kenji was walking in circles, trying to breathe in and out as he tried to compose himself. Ever since he heard the news of Mirzam's health exceeding its limit, well, he freaked out. Privately. Yes, yes, Kenji may not be Mirzam's favorite person of the year but, the reason why he was still with Mirzam because he cared... and because he was scared for what will happen if he left Mirzam alone. He knew the other guy was going to be mad at him for giving the impression that the Mirzam cannot handle himself. But Kenji knew that it was likely not gonna end well and would have warned Mirzam, except the guy really made sure to not give Kenji the chance to do it... So here they were.
Mirzam was at the hospital wing for a day prior to his library incident, and thankfully a Slytherin boy was able to find him immediately. And thankfully the school (probably Headmaster Steele) knew that it was better for Mirzam to stay at home for maybe a few weeks to sort his mind and body out. But well... of course, Mirzam was angry about it that he locked himself in the room- only coming out if he was going to the kitchen. Kenji and Mirzam had recently argued again more often before Rick came to this house which was the reason why Kenji was here to take some breaths. He finally sat down and without looking, he spoke to Rick who was with him in the living room. "Hey, look..." Kenji took a deep breath, "I know... I know that Mirzam was being hard on you when you tried to help him. But I still want to say thank you for... you know, still wanting to help him." Kenji had admitted to Rick sometimes that he probably wasn't being the favorite friend for Mirzam due to "not having any idea", even if he had dealt with someone going through grief before. But what Matteo had told him about Mirzam was worse than having your parents die in a car crash, though. "Do you think we should talk to Mirzam now and just go to his room? I can tell him that you want to talk to him?"
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Sтrαɴɢe αѕ ιт мαy ѕeeм I'м ɴoт ѕυrprιѕed
Rυɴɴιɴɢ тнroυɢн тнe dreαмѕ oғ eιтнer lιeѕ
Aɴd тell мe тнroυɢн ιт αll тнαт we'll ѕтαy ғrιeɴdѕ
I'м тrαdιɴɢ pαrтѕ тo тαмe ѕoмe oхyɢeɴ
Joιɴѕ ғroм тнe plαceѕ we нαve lιved
Wιѕнιɴɢ тнαт тнere wαѕ ѕoмeтнιɴɢ мore тo ɢιve
 xxxoυт oғ cнαrαcтerxxx((Dia, just assume that Rick is already inside the Crow's Nest so that we'll skip the whole knock-knock-come-in thing x'3 If that's okay ))▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬
wнeɴ - Early Spring 2041 ↫xx
wнere - Living Room ↫xxxx
wιтн - Richard Drage ↫xxxxxx
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Posted: Mon Mar 26, 2018 6:16 am
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I had a dream the other night
About how we only get one life
Woke me up right after two
Stayed awake and stared at you
So I wouldn't lose my mind
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Rᴀᴠᴇɴᴄʟᴀᴡ Aʟᴜᴍɴɪ || Tʀᴀɴsғɪɢᴜʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ Pʀᴏғᴇssᴏʀ || Pᴏᴛɪᴏɴᴇᴇʀ
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Rick had been a bit hesitant about coming over. The last time he'd spoken to Mirzam, he'd been rather forcefully reminded of the fact that he'd watched an entire family die because of him, that he'd had friends die because of him. He hadn't wanted to be reminded of that painful time of his life, but he had been. It had taken everything he had just to stop the usual downward spiral back into depression, and he'd almost not succeeded. Almost, because he had his brother and boyfriend to pull him back from that. Between Jacob suddenly becoming a mother hen and Chy being, well, himself, Rick hadn't gone down that route, but it was a close thing. However, he had to remind himself that Mirzam was lashing out because he was stuck in the same cycle of self-loathing that Rick had been in. Hopefully minus the suicidal part. Rick wouldn't wish that on anyone.
Kenji had called him again, and Rick could easily read that Mirzam was having it rough. Kenji was still having a hard time dealing with it, and Rick understood completely. The problem was, was Mirzam going to listen or shut people out? That made Rick worry, since if he shut people out, Mirzam wasn't going to get better. "No, it's fine. I don't mind helping. I'm just more worried about Mirzam." And wasn't that the truth. Mirzam might have screamed at Rick that he didn't understand, but Rick completely did. Mirzam just didn't know that to help him move past it, he needed to talk about it, which Rick knew was the hardest part about trauma. He rubbed his arm as Kenji asked about going in to talk to Mirzam, chewing on his lip before answering. "We can, though I'd ask if it was all right first. It's honestly not easy to confront stuff like this, and I know he needs to open up. Maybe not to me, but someone else at the very least."
════════════════════════Location: Crow's Nest
Thinking: Well, here's round two.
OOC: -❤-    
And I had the week that came from hell
And yes I know that you could tell
But you're like the net under the ledge
When I go flying off the edge
You go flying off as well
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Posted: Thu Mar 29, 2018 1:00 am
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( Halfblood ￭ Hufflepuff Alumnus ￭ Rock Star Musician ) ↫xx
( Taken by Estelle Cohen ❤ ) ↫xx
Leт'ѕ rυɴ αwαy тo dιѕтαɴт ѕнoreѕ
Aɴd cнαѕe тнe lιɢнт we oɴce ιɢɴored
Iт ғeelѕ тнe eɴd cαɴ'т cнαѕe yoυr world
Tнαт ғeelιɴɢ wнeɴ we're вoтн αloɴe
Tell мe тнαт тнere'ѕ ѕoмeтнιɴɢ мore тнαɴ тнιѕ
Tell мe тнαт тнere'ѕ ѕoмeтнιɴɢ тнαт I мιѕѕ
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Kenji was secretly relieved that Rick still was going maybe try, though he felt that the redhead was probably jut as lost as him. Even the most helpful people has limits. Well sure, Kenji still wants to help but he was more or less unsure now of what was the most effective thing for him to do for Mirzam to not shut them out. "I am, too. I honestly don't know why he does this but I feel like..." Kenji spoke, then looking at the door of Mirzam's room hesitantly, "I feel like ther reason he does this is because... I'm not sure, probably because he's scared of thinking that he dragged us in his situation." He sighed, as Kenji scratched the back of his head, "I just wish he gives me- or us- a chance to let him know that that he's not being what he think he was." Kenji wasn't sure what Mirzam thought of himself, but it was probably something inaccurate. If crazy was the word, Kenji would say that it's definitely a no. Just because Mirzam was related to that ******** Rui Owens didn't mean he shared her evil cause agenda.
He stood up from his seat, slowly walking to Mirzam's door. Kenji was certain that Mirzam was intent on not letting him talk, but unfortunately Kenji was just as stubborn. He knocked the door and spoke up, "Mirzam? Can we- can we talk? Maybe for a few minutes?"
There was no answer in the voice, but Kenji heard Mirzam grumbled that sounded like "Go away" which lead him to shake his head. "Look, I know you don't want to hear this but. Please hear me out." He said, sincerely worried about how the other guy would react. "I know that I don't really know what's the best for you, or that I know how it feels after the incident. I admit that I can't tell you what to do, but we really want to help- and people can't help you until you let them in." Kenji felt that he wasn't probably wording it effectively, but he hoped Mirzam can understand. "Just... just think about it, please?"
It was a long moment of silence as Kenji stared at the door with anxious anticipation, as if he was still hoping for his friend to open the door. Maybe Mirzam never saw him as a friend, but Kenji did saw him as one. And friends help each other, regardless of how other people think of how "cliche" it was. There was a loud sigh behind the door and Kenji heard the door click and open. It was Mirzam, dressed in his long sleeve shirt, pants, and sneakers- as if he hurriedly dressed up in an attempt to hide something. His dark brown hair was a bit messy and he was missing his glasses as they were hung on his shirt collar, which made the scar on his cheek more prominent.
"You're stubborn, both of you." Mirzam angrily told Kenji, but he wasn't yelling at all, "But there's no point hiding it anymore, is there?" The brunette man turned to Rick as if he was expecting him to say anything. Granted, Kenji only knew that Rick had been through s**t but he never knew what specifically. After a long moment of silence, Mirzam sighed as he looked at Rick, then gave Kenji a really uneasy look, "Kenji, I-I'm so sorry. But... is it okay if it's just me and him? I don't hate you it's just..."
"It's okay," Kenji nodded understandably, before slowly standing up, "Call me when you need anything okay?"
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Sтrαɴɢe αѕ ιт мαy ѕeeм I'м ɴoт ѕυrprιѕed
Rυɴɴιɴɢ тнroυɢн тнe dreαмѕ oғ eιтнer lιeѕ
Aɴd тell мe тнroυɢн ιт αll тнαт we'll ѕтαy ғrιeɴdѕ
I'м тrαdιɴɢ pαrтѕ тo тαмe ѕoмe oхyɢeɴ
Joιɴѕ ғroм тнe plαceѕ we нαve lιved
Wιѕнιɴɢ тнαт тнere wαѕ ѕoмeтнιɴɢ мore тo ɢιve
xxxoυт oғ cнαrαcтerxxx((Dia, just assume that Rick is already inside the Crow's Nest so that we'll skip the whole knock-knock-come-in thing x'3 If that's okay ))▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬
wнeɴ - Early Spring 2041 ↫xx
wнere - Living Room ↫xxxx
wιтн - Richard Drage ↫xxxxxx
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Posted: Thu Mar 29, 2018 1:13 am
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( Halfblood ￭ Salem Alumnus ￭ Hogwarts School Nurse ) ↫xx
Wαιтιɴɢ ғor тнe eɴd тo coмe
Wιѕнιɴɢ I нαd ѕтreɴɢтн тo ѕтαɴd
Tнιѕ ιѕ ɴoт wнαт I нαd plαɴɴed, ιт'ѕ oυт oғ мy coɴтrol
Flyιɴɢ αт тнe ѕpeed oғ lιɢнт
Tнoυɢнтѕ were ѕpιɴɴιɴɢ ιɴ мy нeαd
So мαɴy тнιɴɢѕ were leғт υɴѕαιd, ιт'ѕ нαrd тo leт yoυ ɢo
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Mirzam felt really bad when he had to ask Kenji to leave the room, even if it's just for the sake of not feeling overwhelmed. Two people nowadays was already a crowd to him when it came to talking about his feelings. But then, he never even told his loved ones about what he felt, and the problem was he ended up being so good at it that it ended up with his surrogate mother leaving the UK because he told her that he could handle himself. Maybe that's what he's good at, making people leave him alone even if he never wanted to.
He decided to do this not only because he had no choice, Kenji always gave him the choice. There was always something inside of Mirzam that kept screaming that he wanted to break down and be vulnerable, but he just kept shutting it down. It was like fighting the decision between joining Rui's cause or prolonging the torture. This time though, Mirzam actually secretly wanted to just break down- the only problem being that he felt that he would end up burdening everyone around him. "I... I don't know how to start." Mirzam finally confessed, visibly looking ashamed that he didn't give Rick an eye contact. "Y-you're not going to call me a burden or a crazy ticking-bomb, right? After everything that I've said to you..." He still looked weak and tired, but he seemed to only look better if one person tried hard to look at him. Mirzam felt tired from everything he had done, as well as tired for putting his guard up too long that he pushed all help that was given to him.
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Sιттιɴɢ ιɴ αɴ eмpтy rooм, тryιɴɢ тo ғorɢeт тнe pαѕт
Tнιѕ wαѕ ɴever мeαɴт тo lαѕт, I wιѕн ιт wαѕɴ'т ѕo
I ĸɴow wнαт ιт тαĸeѕ тo мove oɴ, I ĸɴow нow ιт ғeelѕ тo lιe
All I wαɴт тo do ιѕ тrαde тнιѕ lιғe ғor ѕoмeтнιɴɢ ɴew
Holdιɴɢ oɴ тo wнαт I нαveɴ'т ɢoт
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wнeɴ - Early Spring 2041 ↫xx
wнere - Living Room ↫xxxx
wιтн - Rick ↫xxxxxx
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