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Dantes_river Vice Captain
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 Posted: Mon Jul 03, 2017 11:03 pm
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 xXxXxLurtz Allÿwar
ι нσρє чσυ'яє ησт ιηтєηδιηg
Ϯσ вє sσ cσηδєscєηδιηgxx
ιт's αs мυcн αs ι cαη тαкє
Δηδ чσυ'яє sσ ιηδєρєηδєηтxx
чσυ נυsт яєƒυsє тσ вєηδ
Sσ ι кєєρ вєηδing 'тιℓℓ ι вяєαк.xx
Feeling his eye twitch slightly behind his sunglasses at the interruption, Lurtz simply took a deep breath while taking in the information he was being given. So he knew what hunting was... "As in the guy that does the butcher shop thing, the current guy that obviously can't take a hint and you don't count as family, or one of the other fellows?" Idiot. Why was that the first thing to come out like word vomit? Dragon most probably didn't want to be reminded of the multiple men his mother had been with in his short lifespan. Could he just smack his head into the ground a few times to try ridding himself of his own stupidity?
Shaking off the mental slap, he began shifting the snow around a bit in search of a rock large enough to make an eye on the snowman. When asked about why he had to finish school, the vampire looked up at the boy and gave a faint shrug. "I'm not entirely sure why they're making me go to school actually. I'm assuming graduating from a high school and/or some kind of degree is some kind of job requirement nowadays no matter what it is. Even then, based on their credential system, I'd have more than enough credits to have graduated from a high school four times at minimum, but apparently we have to play by their rules and their rules are saying that I'm lacking credentials to graduate from high school," he answered honestly. About halfway through, however, his gaze returned to the ground where he was still shifting a bit of snow around with his fingers and he actually seemed irritated by something. After punching the ground in an attempt to rid himself of said irritation, he glanced back up. "It's not so bad though. I already know everything they were supposed to teach in the curriculums given to students at the beginning of the year so I'm just going to float on through though the teachers and other students might not like me for whatever reason which could hold me back. And then there's you. I'd likely never have met you if I hadn't been forced to enter an academy again, and the thought makes me... Sad I suppose. It's hard to interpret how one feels so I'm taking it as sorrow when it feels as though my chest may cave in at any moment."
Ϯнєsє αяє мч ωσяδs
xxϮнαт ι'vє ηєvєя sαιδ вєƒσяє
ι тнιηк ι'м δσιηg σкαч
xxΔηδ тнιs ιs тнє sмιℓє
Ϯнαт ι'vє ηєvєя sнσωη вєƒσяє
xxSσмєвσδч sнαкє мє 'cαυsє ι,
ι мυsт вє sℓєєριηg. |
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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2017 11:23 pm
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  "I've been alone for almost my entire life..."━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━Something flashed in Dragon's eyes when Lurtz asked which person he meant when he spoke about his father, though he kept a relatively calm smile on his face. He shook his head as an answer. "No. He's not really my dad, and he's never met my mom. He's this really big man with red hair and is always yelling about stuff. He acts mean, but I know he's been helping me around. I... like to consider him my dad," he mumbled, embarrassed, and looked down at his twiddling fingers. He glanced up in time to see Lurtz punch the ground. What was that for? Did he not want to be at school? Then he heard it. Dragon inhaled sharply when Lurtz mulled over how he was grateful to meet him and didn't like the idea of not knowing him. He could feel the heat rush to his face as his eyes turned a matching red. Sorrow? Pain in the chest? " I-I f-feel like that too," he said almost inaudibly. His heartbeat was racing, it was deafening him. He'd told Lurtz his feelings before, yet the words were rushing out of his mouth with him unable to stop them! " E-Every time you g-get in trouble or h-have to do something I-I want to help and make sure y-you're okay b-because I... I d-don't want you to disappear like all the others. I-I want to be around you e-everyday all the time!" His hopeful expression suddenly shrank. " Is... I-Is that how you feel, t-too?" There was a sudden thought that felt like an icicle sliding down his spine. What if he had misunderstood what Lurtz meant? What if he made things awkward? Or worse. What if he ruined what relationship they already had? He suddenly had the strong urge to run off. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━"... So why does it still hurt so much?" |
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Dantes_river Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2017 2:29 am
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xXxXxLurtz Allÿwar
ι нσρє чσυ'яє ησт ιηтєηδιηg
Ϯσ вє sσ cσηδєscєηδιηgxx
ιт's αs мυcн αs ι cαη тαкє
Δηδ чσυ'яє sσ ιηδєρєηδєηтxx
чσυ נυsт яєƒυsє тσ вєηδ
Sσ ι кєєρ вєηδing 'тιℓℓ ι вяєαк.xx
Briefly nodding at the answer he'd gotten from the boy, Lurtz gave a flicker of a half-smile. So Dragon did have someone looking out for him that he actually held in high esteem, whether that man know it or not. The way he described this man seemed to neither contradict nor coincide each other in any manner. At least it didn't to him. "Sounds like a good man, easily irritated as he may be. I'm glad to know someone has been there trying to help you before me. I... I'm sorry for asking such a question in said fashion though. It's not something you like talking about after all," he said gently as he picked up a rock and held it out to Dragon without necessarily leaving the shelter of the shade of the umbrella. Stupid sun. Stupid resets taking down his UV barriers.
The sharp inhalation from the dark haired male not too far away from the vampire made him look up, ice blue eyes peeking over the top of his sunglasses. Why was he red? Was it the cold? No. This was different. The way his pulse was racing told him otherwise. This was... Embarrassment? And then came the torrential downpour of a stuttered confession. Was he supposed to feel as bashful as Dragon did at the moment? Or was it what he already felt somewhere deep inside himself? It was hard to tell what he felt nowadays, and it wasn't like he had a pulse or the warmth to blush himself whether or not it was harder to say something than usual. He didn't even really stutter due to his father disapproving of inaudible and unintelligible speech. If something was said, it needed to be concise instead of wasting valuable time.
At being asked if his confession was precisely what Lurtz felt too, he gave Dragon the most genuine smile one would ever see him give at any given time thus far into life and nodded. He wanted nothing more than to be there for the Wendigo, to always be with him so he would never suffer again. The boy never judged him for how he was nor did he treat him like the scum of the Earth. He liked the soldier for who he was even if he was a little scary back at the wedding ceremony in the middle of a ravine, and the soldier liked the boy for who he was; a kindhearted, curious, lonely and sad individual. Even when faced with the part of him that'd showed itself last night, Lurtz was not afraid in the slightest. The most he'd feared was having to hurt or kill the boy. "I'm not good at these kinds of things though, feelings that is, so I'm going to have to ask you to be patient with me on it."
Shuffling his feet a little under him, the vampiric soldier glared at the brightness of the snow from behind his sunglasses though he was really thinking about how to word his sentences. "It's actually a good thing you brought up the others that have vanished as I wanted to talk to you about it. I have a pretty good idea of what happened to them," he murmured as he balanced his umbrella on his knee and shoulder just to push his sunglasses back up from the end of his nose. Stupid things never stayed put when he looked down. Giving a soft, thoughtful sound, he scratched his cheek slightly before shaking his head. "The thing is, I really don't want to scare you, but it wouldn't be wise not to tell you..."
Ϯнєsє αяє мч ωσяδs
xxϮнαт ι'vє ηєvєя sαιδ вєƒσяє
ι тнιηк ι'м δσιηg σкαч
xxΔηδ тнιs ιs тнє sмιℓє
Ϯнαт ι'vє ηєvєя sнσωη вєƒσяє
xxSσмєвσδч sнαкє мє 'cαυsє ι,
ι мυsт вє sℓєєριηg. |
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2017 9:47 am
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Dantes_river Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Sep 05, 2017 12:45 am
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SmiIkey Toy... house? And the truth comes to light!
xXxXxLurtz Allÿwar
ι нσρє чσυ'яє ησт ιηтєηδιηg
Ϯσ вє sσ cσηδєscєηδιηgxx
ιт's αs мυcн αs ι cαη тαкє
Δηδ чσυ'яє sσ ιηδєρєηδєηтxx
чσυ נυsт яєƒυsє тσ вєηδ
Sσ ι кєєρ вєηδing 'тιℓℓ ι вяєαк.xx
It took a minute for the news of Lurtz's feelings for the boy to process, but it was apparent that he was more than thrilled to hear it. Dragon's breath had caught in his chest just as his heart skipped a beat. Soon enough, it seemed to be beating rapidly yet it wasn't the concerning kind of racing pulse so the soldier didn't react much to it. When his words mentioning the Wendigo's previous friends finally sunk in, however, his previous cheer and enthusiasm just melted away. He was curious, yes, but there was a fear behind knowing the truth based on the vampire's warning.
"I believe so after... the events that transpired in the wee morning hours today," he started off hesitantly before glancing back up at the boy with a faint frown. How to say it without scaring him... Words were never his ally so it probably wouldn't matter what he said. Chewing on his lip for about a minute, he reached over and placed a hand on the dark haired male's head. "I don't believe they ever truly left, Dragon. In fact, I highly doubt they ever had the chance. Truthfully, even if they had, I can't really understand why they would. You're so sweet and I love that you're so curious about the world." Pausing again, he returned his currently burning arm back under his umbrella and scrunched his toes up in the snow beneath him. Where to go from here...? "I believe you may have eaten your friends on accident, as it's beyond your control at this moment... But we can work on that like I learned how to control my bloodlust."
Ϯнєsє αяє мч ωσяδs
xxϮнαт ι'vє ηєvєя sαιδ вєƒσяє
ι тнιηк ι'м δσιηg σкαч
xxΔηδ тнιs ιs тнє sмιℓє
Ϯнαт ι'vє ηєvєя sнσωη вєƒσяє
xxSσмєвσδч sнαкє мє 'cαυsє ι,
ι мυsт вє sℓєєριηg. |
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Posted: Tue Sep 05, 2017 8:00 pm
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Dantes_river It's basically a website where you store all your OCs. You can write whatever you want, put up all the art of you of them. It's neat.
"I've been alone for almost my entire life..."━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━The Wendigo hesitated when Lurtz risked the sunlight to hold his face. His cheeks turned bright red despite the cold touch. For a second, he nearly forgot what they were talking about. He only remembered when Lurtz took his hand away and spoke again. After that, time seemed to stop. Dragon heard the words, but he couldn't fully understand. Eaten? Accident? Control? He gazed around with eyes turning orange, as if searching for an answer. " I... ate them...?" he whispered after a while. He turned to Lurtz, giving him a confused look. " What do you mean? Are you saying all those people... All those friends I made disappeared because I... I killed them?" It all began to sink in. He numbly stumbled back a step until his back hit the snowman. He turned around to see the head fall off of the snowman, his eyes widening in fright. Another innocent being killed because of him, a real monster. Dragon fell to his knees, digging his fingers into his hair as his wide, green eyes watered. " I killed them. I... I-I never meant to, I-I just..." He slid his hands down to cover his eyes, his lip trembling. " I'm a monster," he cried. He could see all their faces behind his eyelids. All those sweet smiles, those promises to always be by his side. How many of them screamed for him to stop hurting them? How many died with scared expressions on their faces? And he didn't just kill them, he ATE them! He felt a horrible stomachache come on, like the weight of his sins sat there like an iron bar. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━"... So why does it still hurt so much?" |
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Dantes_river Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Sep 06, 2017 7:29 am
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xXxXxLurtz Allÿwar
ι нσρє чσυ'яє ησт ιηтєηδιηg
Ϯσ вє sσ cσηδєscєηδιηgxx
ιт's αs мυcн αs ι cαη тαкє
Δηδ чσυ'яє sσ ιηδєρєηδєηтxx
чσυ נυsт яєƒυsє тσ вєηδ
Sσ ι кєєρ вєηδing 'тιℓℓ ι вяєαк.xx
The wendigo seemed fine with the news at first, not counting the flushing of his face and his pulse just by the vampire's touch, but the bluenette remained very observant of the words settling in. Then came the confusion, and quite honestly, he couldn't fault him for it. Dragon had been completely oblivious to these events that occurred until now. And then came the tears. That made Lurtz glance around nervously before carefully shifting closer to the boy and gently patting him on the back. The soldier did war strategies, not tears. He didn't really know how to deal with those so he did what he'd seen humans do every now and then. God, he really was a robot that could burn in the sun.
Opening his mouth for a moment, he found himself at a loss for words and closed it again. After finally piecing together a few sentences, he glanced back at the sobbing boy and said, "I do believe so, but I hardly think they'd suffered any. You seem to tap into a part of you that relies heavily upon the animal instinct, your speech and behavior exhibiting signs of that which is animalistic, so you seem unaware of even being active at that time." Should he tell him that too? Would it make him feel a little better? "I've already told you that you're the furthest thing from a monster. If it makes any kind of difference, you didn't eat me." This is why you shouldn't ever try to be like me. You can't handle just a few deaths on your hands.
Ϯнєsє αяє мч ωσяδs
xxϮнαт ι'vє ηєvєя sαιδ вєƒσяє
ι тнιηк ι'м δσιηg σкαч
xxΔηδ тнιs ιs тнє sмιℓє
Ϯнαт ι'vє ηєvєя sнσωη вєƒσяє
xxSσмєвσδч sнαкє мє 'cαυsє ι,
ι мυsт вє sℓєєριηg. |
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