you would know that i keep trying to run but i can't get away from them
Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2011 5:33 pm
uhh.... god this is my first post and my hands are shaking so bad..... if you really knew me..... you would see a beautiful young man.... you would see that i REALLY dont like to fight. you would see a kid that isnt afraid to hold his one true loves hand. you would see the tears that he holds back. you would see him drink all night because the only time he dosent hurt is when hes numbed by poison or on 15 pills a day or asleep.... u would se the toughest muther ******** cry like a b***h.... you would see a caring kid... who wants to kiss his man in public.... you would see bullet scars and the deepest cut that gose across his throaght..... you would see him hold his lovers face and kiss him with a passion. you would see all the hate and tourcher that he faced all his years just by a simple glance at his eyes. you would see carved into his legs the two people he lost closest to him.... you would finnally....see him hanging from a rope...... god i cant write anymore iam sorry....
out of the woods
Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2011 9:57 pm
You'd know that I honestly couldn't care anything at all about another's trivial and unnecessary problems in life, but that I listen anyway, because I know there aren't many people out there willing to, and I find that fact sad.
Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2011 12:52 pm
if you really knew me you'd know i pin my worth on how well i do in games,and the more i fail there,the more worthless i feel. all because i feel games are the only place i can actually do something,or not feel like i am alone.
it's sad cause i still suck at all the games a play,especially multi-player games.
If you knew me, then you'd know how sad it makes me that people are more willing to cling to religious dogma than listen to the people in their lives. I rant about it so much, all most people see is my anger. I really hate that some people are so afraid of losing their religion that they'll hurt the ones they love, just so they can keep their faith.
Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2011 6:09 pm
If you really knew me... You'd see that I'm not a whore. I didn't mean for anything to happen between me a him, and you'd see how hurt I am that you're willing to trick yourself into think that's all I wanted, so you don't feel guilty lying to me and kicking me out.