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Posted: Fri Sep 25, 2015 5:08 pm
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Posted: Fri Sep 25, 2015 5:53 pm
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Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2015 12:08 am
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Posted: Fri Dec 25, 2015 7:51 am
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Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2016 11:29 pm
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*floats in, drinks water, clears throat*
Okay so. Because I've been thinking a lot about HA (and my potential being-invited-ness... yeah that doesn't make any sense but whatever), for the past... A Long Time, I have been working on a summary/list thing, because I know that in HA, nobody knows anybody else until they meet up in the KH world (unless they knew each other by affiliation other than the Guild, like childhood friends or lived next to each other or whatever).
Aaaand yeah. The summary/list thing was me going through all the possible roads I could've gone down (in my life, not literal roads) had I not met all of y'all. And. I have remained as unbiased toward myself as possible, not too negative and not too positive, while writing this thing out. Regardless of that, the project-thingy (which I have finished and come to a nice resolution for a possible AU 2016 me) has lead me to some really dark places (states of being, mindsets, etc.), all of which I'm glad I'm not in right now. No, I'm not saying y'all are the only reason I'm much more.. whatever I am nowadays. Better. Yeah, better. But it's pretty effin' safe to say that knowing y'all... being your friend has left a mark on me.
And I just want to say thank you. Effing. Thank you. All of you. For being you. For being my friends. Like. Really, actually wanting to talk to me, to write with me, to... whatever with me (to WANT TO LIVE WITH ME FOR FARORE'S SAKE), et cetera, and not because you feel bad for me or to laugh at me or any other stupid reason my inner critic yells in the back of my brain and he can shut the hell up. Because like. You obviously could just. Not. And yet you do. And. I'm sorry that I profess my undying love to y'all way too much. No, I know, I shouldn't apologize so much, but I really maybe shouldn't overdo it. Maybe that kind of takes away some of the "umph" when I say things like that. But maybe not. Hell, I dunno, but either way...
I really, really, like, one hundred percent really, truly, honestly, crazily, brutally, beautifully, absolutely ******** love you people. I'd be lost without you. To some extent or another.
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Posted: Thu Feb 11, 2016 4:36 pm
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I see you sitting at your computer one night, and going, "you know what, I have all the feels," and putting it into words as far as words can go, because if you don't you'll burst. You know, I always appreciate it. Like, I love honesty, and honestly being appreciated is probably the best feeling ever. Now I'm having feels. You gave me feels. Wish I could verbalize it better, I'm just over here going, 'herp, words."
There's a proverbs for that goes, "As iron sharpens iron, so a man does the face of his friend." Friends can affect the course of your life dramatically, make you happy when you're feeling sad, shape your outlook, your point of view. It makes it hard to write in HA a lot, 'cause what I would say if I had know HA!group for 5-7 years vs what I say having known them for 5-7 days is... very different. XD For example, I don't talk to the people I work with for, like 6 months, at which point I feel it's safe to get to know them. So HA wise, in character, I wouldn't socialize. BUT it's a unique situation with peril and life saving and stuff, so it's a different dynamic. I adjust it a little. On the bright side, you get to meet us all again for the very first time, which should be interesting writing for sure.
You know, what, Banshee, although I may not say it as eloquently, I appreciate the heck out of you, too. You've been my friend for forever. I'm happy whenever I see you. :3 |
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Posted: Wed Feb 17, 2016 8:38 am
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Posted: Sat Jul 02, 2016 9:10 am
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Posted: Sat Jul 02, 2016 1:43 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 03, 2016 7:32 am
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Posted: Tue Jul 05, 2016 3:01 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 24, 2016 8:00 am
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Posted: Sun Jul 24, 2016 5:11 pm
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