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3,672 words | first person p.o.v.
intro post
hunger games rp.
3,672 words | first person p.o.v.
intro post
hunger games rp.
- There was only one thing that was calming this morning, and it was the sound of the waves crashing up onto the shore of the beach. Actually, now that I thought about it, even that sound was putting me on edge. Nothing was soothing—nothing comforting. Whenever I was distraught, nervous or just too preoccupied thinking about something troubling, the crash of the waves would help comfort me—but I was past the point of no return. It was a day that had everyone on edge, worrying about the wellbeing of the other members in the district. This was my ritual every reaping day, I don’t even know why I thought this time it would be different. For six years I had been doing this, and each year that went by, a little extra hope surfaced. Another year passed, and another year I was saved. Now being eighteen—I almost had this sense of being invincible to the ways of the reaping bowl. Sure, the possibility of my name being reaped this year was higher than ever(which did make me slightly more nervous than normal), yet I couldn’t exactly help but be a little cocky about the situation. My mind was a complicated mess. After standing there for a couple more minutes, I bent down slowly and picked up the first rock I could spot. My eyes studied it, and then after a sigh, I tossed it into the ocean deciding that my attempt at a cleared and peaceful mind wasn’t going to happen at all.
I lifted a hand and scratched at the back of my neck while watching the rock skip a few times across the water. Attempting to clear my thoughts had been worth a shot I supposed, but I knew it was pointless. I let out a breath before turning on my heel and heading back towards my house. Seeing the look on my mother face only brought me deeper into despair. She was trying to hide it and be strong for me—but I knew deep down her heart was breaking into pieces. It might be my last reaping but I still had two younger siblings that had a couple years left and could easily be reaped in at any time. Especially since this year was the hundredth anniversary, marking yet another quarter quell. Anything could happen today. It wasn’t until that moment that I realized I needed to straighten my act and toughen up. I couldn’t be cocky. I couldn’t be nervous. I had to be tough and I had to be neutral. Holding it together for my family was a necessity. Being the eldest child in a family of five four was proof enough I supposed. I was eighteen and was as grown up as I could be. Which, okay, probably isn’t all that grown up. Even with being the man of the house now.
See, my father passed a little more than seven months ago. Today was to be my first and last reaping without the man I had looked up to for the majority of my life. This was why I had to be strong—my father wasn’t here to help me or the rest of my family through the events that are to take place within the next few hours. My mother’s taking it the hardest, thinking she needs to hold herself together for Lyon, Molli and I as she fears for the results of the reaping bowl. The wrinkles on her face only seemed to grow more prominent as I looked at her. I took a step closer to my frail looking mother and wrapped my arms around her—hoping that maybe this would offer her a sense of comfort. The brunette started shaking before long, and it was at that moment I could hear the muffled noises of her sobs. Not entirely sure with what I was supposed to do next, I just stood there until she seemed to calm herself down. Witnessing my mother cry was a rarity. She was the type of woman who would wait until she was alone and just let everything out at once. But, today was an exception to the rule for not only me, but everyone. The reaping really did have everyone wearing their emotions. Taking a step back, I flashed my mom a hesitant smile. No words could be spoken, because nothing would be able to help. Or at least none of the words I could think of would be able to help. My father had been better at words of encouragements on these days.
It was hard to believe the woman in front of me was the same person who had raised me for eighteen years. The ghostly features and frail frame made me feel like I was looking at a complete stranger. This past year had been difficult, watching my mother change so drastically from my father’s death. But, it only made me realize how strong of a woman she could be. Right now though, was her time to be weak. Even if she never wanted to admit it. “I didn’t expect to see you out here so early…” Her voice still seemed a little chocked up from the crying that had occurred just minutes before, so she let her sentence trail off. With a light shrug, a turned my head to steal a quick glance back at the ocean. “Little anxious, so I had a bit of a hard time sleeping. Part of me was hoping…hoping that maybe the sound of the waves would do something.” My mother nodded, which I took as a sign of her understanding what I was trying to communicate. Silence fell, and I decided to stand next to my mother. Together the two of us watched the wave’s crash up onto the beach. I didn’t know why, but this time it seemed to a little soothing. Don’t get me wrong though, my mind was still a jumbled mess—and that wouldn’t be changing anytime soon.
Feeling a hand rest on my shoulder, I reached up and held onto it without having to look down to see whose it was. “I’ll be inside getting ready. Wake your brother and sister up when you head back in, Magnus.” Nodding, I released the grip on my mother’s hand. As I heard her footsteps retreat back into the house, I ran a hand through my disheveled hair and took a few more seconds to watch the waves. It was time to quit stalling and get ready for the inevitable, so with one last look I turned around and headed towards the door. Before stepping inside I brushed off the sand from my feet as to make sure I didn’t let any in. Sweeping the floor didn’t sound all that appealing right now, even if things where too stressful for my mother to take notice. I closed the patio door behind me when I finished and then shuffled my way towards Molli’s bedroom, giving Lyon the chance to sleep for a few more minutes. Giving the fifteen year old a few knocks notice of my intrusion, I pushed the door open. “Molli, I know you aren’t asleep. So get up, get ready and dressed for the Reaping.” A grunt was the only response I received from the blonde. Letting out a quiet laugh, I shook my head. “If you aren’t ready by the time I get back I’ll be forced to dress you myself and then throw you into the ocean. So, if you don’t want your dress wet I’d suggest getting a move on.”
Knowing that my sister wouldn’t test my threat, I left and headed towards my room. Lyon, being newly twelve and facing his first year of the Reaping had had a rough time sleeping the night before. My door was always open, knowing at one point in time one of my siblings would wind up in my room for one reason or another at night. Molli had drifted away from the habit, but every once in a while a nightmare would surface and she’d come crawling in. I didn’t mind it, and my mother didn’t either. Actually, I’m sure she preferred that they came to me first. Sleep for her was also rare these days. Peeking through the entrance of my room, I spotted Lyon curled up in the hammock I had hanging in the corner. Even with the ruffles of his blonde hair hiding the features of his face, I could tell that he was sleeping. Having it be a miracle that he’d managed to do that, I found myself backing up from the entrance of my door. Disturbing him seemed cruel. Having Lyon wake up to face this inhumane day was the last thing on my list. I wanted to protect him. But, I knew I couldn’t protect him his whole life. Letting out a breath, I walked back into my room, being careful not to wake up the twelve year old prematurely. Two steps into the room and I decided that I would get ready for the day first, giving my brother the gift of ten extra minutes.
My reaping clothes only consisted of a pair of tan trousers with a light blue button up shirt that was to be tucked in. I picked them up from where they were lying out on my bed—my mother had probably been in earlier to pick them out and make sure they weren’t wrinkled. I put them on quickly, and left the top button of my shirt open—chocking myself to death before heading to my very last day of hell didn’t sound all that appealing to be honest. My dad would have had a fit if he saw me now, even making sure I put on a tie for the day. But a tie wasn’t who I was, never had been and never will be. I prided myself in being a simple person. “Magnus?” The sudden noise caused me to pause my thoughts for a moment. The voice had me frowning slightly in seconds however, knowing full well that it was Lyon. I had been dreading this moment, but it had to come at some point, right? With a small sigh, I turned my head and finally looked at the twelve year old who was now sitting up on the small hammock. “I didn’t wake you, did I?” My brother shook his head slowly and then reached his hands out for me to take. Letting a soft laugh pass through my lips, I took a step towards him and reached up to take him from the hammock. “Alright, just making sure. Go wash up for today, and I’ll grab some clothes for you.”
Lyon nodded once more, and took off out of my room towards the small bathroom located right outside the room he shared with Molli—which honestly, he almost never slept in. I took one quick glance at myself in the mirror before following behind my younger brother, but taking a turn into his room instead. I took out a pair of black trousers and a white button up. After folding them neatly, I put them on top of his mattress before turning to Molli who was situated in front of her mirror fixing herself up. “Tell Lyon his clothes are on his bed when he’s done washing up. I’ll be in the kitchen helping mom with breakfast in the meantime, okay?” The blonde nodded in response while taking a quick look at me through the mirror. “Magnus, you’ve made it six years without being reaped, you can make it another one. So, chill, okay bro?” I rolled my eyes in response and uttered a quick thanks before retreating into the kitchen.
The rest of the morning flowed like that—a whole bunch of pointless remarks amongst siblings in hopes that the other would somehow feel at ease about the events that were to happen. Nothing worked though, I still felt as muddle headed as I had earlier. The town square was in view now, which I was dreading to see. Even with Lyon’s hand in mine, I just felt empty. Why wasn’t there some way to save him from this world? Save him from the fate of possibly heading into the games each and every year for the next seven years. No kid deserved this. But, there was nothing I could do as a lowly citizen of District Four. Just as we were about to head towards the lines to sign in, I was shoved hard right into my shoulder. “What the he—” I started, but my sentence dropped off into the air the second I noticed it had been two peacekeepers pushing their way passed. In-between the pair was an older man who seemed to be singing a song of some sort, but I couldn’t make out the muffled words.
“What did he do?”
My brothers voice grabbed my attention, causing me to look down at the twelve year old. Confusion was written all over his face, which matched my expression. Not sure of how to answer, I opened my mouth only to close it—like a fish out of water. Finally words found their way to the front, but it wasn’t much of an explanation. “I don’t know. But…don’t worry, little man, we’ll see him again. He’ll be up and singing again tomorrow morning. ” My voice wavered with the lie, and I could already feel my mother and Molli starring straight into my back. The two of them knew as well as I that this wasn’t going to end well for the older man. Lyon shouldn’t know that though, not at this age and especially not on his first reaping. The second the horn went off, I quickly covered Lyon’s ears to protect him from any sound that came next. And, just as I had expected, a gun shot went off. Cringing at the knowledge of what had just happened, I took in a sharp breath, while releasing my hands from his ears. All the while knowing that the old man—whatever he may have done—hadn't deserved a spectacle like that.
“Alright you three, go get signed in. I’ll see you guys later okay? You will all come home to me.” I turned to my mom and did my best to smile, but it wound up looking like a frown. This year wasn’t a normal reaping year. Anything could happen, and my mother knew it—the look on her face said it all. “Ly, baby, come give mommy a hug...okay?” I let go of the twelve year old's hand and watched him take off like a rocket to hug our mother. My expression softened somewhat at the sight, but a smile as still an impossibility. “Be brave, okay? Magnis…Molli? You too.” Molli hugged her next, and then me. I held my mom for a few minutes, which gave her time to start up the tears. Knowing that I couldn’t stall for much longer I stepped away from her, and gave her a small nod as if to say that everything would be all right.
Taking Lyon’s hand in mine once more, I stole one last glance at her before heading for the sign in table. It felt wrong to take solace in the fact that this was my last year of reaping. The horror was ending for me, but it was just now beginning for Lyon. This was a cruel day, I noted, and that wasn't going to change no matter the outcome. Once we arrived at the table I went first, extending my hand to make it easier on the book keeper in front of me. “Magnus Stout.” I breathed out, only to feel a poke a few seconds later. Stepping aside, I lifted the bleeding finger to my lips waiting for Lyon to sign in. I wiped the once bleeding finger onto my arm before taking the blonde’s hand when he was finished. Molli walked up seconds later, so that the three of us could walk in together before having to go her separate way, joining the other girls. With a one handed hug, my younger sister was gone. Making sure I wasn’t separated from Lyon, I grabbed his shoulders so no one could push him from me.
Silence fell on the crowd as the important members of our district started to cross the stage. Starting with previous victors all the way to the mayor, until finally a middle aged woman took her spot at the podium. “Welcome everyone! Happy Hunger Games and Happy Quarter Quell!” The sudden sound of her voice sent chills down my spine—this was it. The same video from years before started up, silencing anyone who hadn't done so previously. Just as it was finishing it up, the over peppy voice from Lavender Girl broke through once more. “Now, we have an announcement from our President Snow.”
My heart began to race the moment President Snow’s voice rang throughout the Town Square as another video started up. The beginning was filled with nothing but his presidential bullshit. What caught my attention however, was the pause in his speech. It may have only been long enough so the peacekeepers could gather up in the middle of the crowd—further dividing me from my sister—but it made my heart stop none the less. “This year, the head peacekeeper shall select one man and woman who are the age of eighteen to compete.” All at once, I felt the pieces of the strong façade I had built up, slip away. My body started shaking at the same time as my younger brother. From the way he shook I assumed he had started crying, but I couldn’t hear—my ears decided to stop working. Lyon turned to me, forming fists into my shirt as he held on tight not wanting to be separated. His lips were moving rapidly, uttering words that my ears only wished to pick up on the tail end of. “...you can’t get picked…you can’t.” He broke down, and I pulled him towards my chest to muffle some of his sobs. There was a break in the crowd as my mother forced her way through to grab hold of him. As I took a step away from Lyon, I could feel my heart tear in two—but I had to go. I nodded in thanks to her quickly not wanting to watch my younger brother cry anymore. Stepping in line with the other eighteen year olds, I closed my eyes, trying to conjure up a small amount of courage that would hopefully get me through the next few minutes. I could survive this. I was invincible to the way of the reaping bowl right? So who was to say that wasn’t the same with a peacekeeper? No one.
“Ladies first.”
I stood still, only allowing my eyes to follow the head peacekeeper as he walked up and down the line of women. It seemed like a game to him, as he eyed each of them down—sometimes more than once—until stopping in front of one. "This one." I wanted to look away as he walked her up the stairs to her fate, but couldn't find it in myself to do so. In fact, my eyes seemed to be glued on the head peacekeeper as he returned to the line, only to begin again. I stared straight into his soul as he walked by, wanting nothing more than to spit on his face for the agony he was putting this district through. I felt as if I was in the clear when he passed, but he came back. I felt the world come crumbling down around me as he stopped inches from my face. Not needing to hear the words, I already knew my fate was sealed. “You.” He reached out to try and take my arm, but I jumped back forcefully. “Do. Not. Touch. Me.” I spat as venomously as I could manage, while pushing my way passed him and up the stairs to the stage.
I could feel multiple pairs of eyes were on me, burning holes into the back of my shirt, as I took my spot next to the brunette girl from before. This was it. This was my year and there was no way I could escape it. I was shaking, and using every ounce of strength and energy I had left to make sure I didn't break down in front of the district. I wanted to look down at my feet, and avoid meeting the heart-wrenching gazes of my family but my eyes had other plans. They fixated themselves on the Molli first who was crying uncontrollably from the side. I shook my head, to keep my eyes from welling up with tears as I slowly turned to focus on Lyon and my mother. The two were as inconsolable as Molli, only causing further heart break as I continued to watch this unfold. It was killing me, literally just killing me that I couldn’t be down there to comfort the three of them. My place wasn't with them anymore though...no...my place was here, on this stage.
By now the Lavender Girl had managed to make her way up to the microphone again with a bright misplaced situated on her lips “Now for the names of our contestants!” She position the mic in front of the girl first, but I couldn’t find it in myself to pay attention. One glance at her could cost me my life. It was easier thinking of her as a stranger than as a girl my age and just as afraid of the Quell as I. Before I knew it, the mic was dangling inches from my lips. I closed my eyes for a long moment, knowing that this was the beginning of the end. “Magnus Stout.”
“Ladies and Gentleman! Your tributes for the 100th annual Hunger Games!”