Six words that describe who I am? Well one of them would be chill, for sure. I don’t let a lot bother me and try to always relax and roll with the punches. But that’s not always you know, I’m also fiercely protective of those that I care about. Mess with the people that I care about and there will be nothing stopping me from killing you. I know some people think this is a bad thing, but after losing one of the people I loved I’m not willing to take chances with anyone else I care about. Moody is a word that describes me, even if I’m not happy about it. I do have mood swings where I can get really mad about nothing at times, but they normally don’t last long and I’m back to normal in no time. I guess you could call me kind of sarcastic. I have a humor that not many people understand, but that’s okay. I guess you could also call me responsible and a bit on the romantic side. I have to be the first as a single parent and the second is something that most people don’t know about and something I’m scared to admit. I already lost the first girl I fell in love with. I don’t want to fall in love again and risk feeling that pain again, but at the same time I do. It’s confusing.
My likes, dislikes and fears? Well I guess those questions are to be expected. I'll give you a list of my top likes and then a list of my top dislikes, after that I'll tell you two of my fears. You think that will be enough? If it has a ✔ that mean's I like it and if it has a ✖ that mean's I don't. Oh and my fear's are marked by a ☁. Ready to write this all down?
✔ Kamea
✔ Surfing
✔ The beach, just laying around on it and doing nothing.
✔ Cooking
✔ Bonfires at night
✔ Cigarettes
✖ Hospitals and Doctors
✖ Seeing happy couples
✖ Those who only surf for sport, and don't love it as well
✖ People who think their amazing, and aren't
✖ Sloppy drunks
✖ Cigarettes
☁ Not falling in love again, and never feeling the same way I did for someone as I felt when I was with Kaloe. I'm still young and don't want to live my life alone.
☁ Falling in love again, because I would feel like I was betraying Kaloe. Also I don't know is Kamea would understand.
☁ Something happening to Kamea. I've already lost one of the two most important women in my life. I couldn't bear losing the other.
Hum, I guess just like every other person I have my quirks, my vices, my hopes and my dreams. Just like I told you my likes, dislikes and fears in list form I'll do the same here. My vices and quirks will be represented by ❇ and my hopes and dreams by ✰.
❇ If I'm lying I can't look someone in the eye and will look everywhere but at them.
❇ Unless I have something special to do, I only shave once a week. Always on Mondays.
❇ I have an kind of OCD about boards in my shop. They have to but put in order by type and brand, if even one is out of place I can't do anything until it's fixed.
❇ When I get mad I ignore people and walk away, I'm terrible with conflict.
✰ I hope that Kamea will end up being a wonderful women, even though she never knew her mother and never had one set role model.
✰ I hope to be able to see Kamea get married and walk her down the isle, also to see her have a child and be a grandfather.
✰ I hope that while I own my father's shop it gets better then ever and makes more money then it ever did before. It would make him proud.
Wow, a perfect day huh? Well to tell the truth my perfect day will never come. It never can, even though I may get close there will always be one person missing from it. A perfect day with me would start with me waking up next to my beautiful wife Kaloe. I'd go and cook breakfast for her and Kamea. After breakfast Kamea and I would make a picnic lunch and pack up the car for a beach day. We would pack a board for each of us and drive to the beach where we would surf all day and eat the food Kamea and I made. My perfect day would end with Kaloe and I putting Kamea to bed and having a romantic diner before going off and falling asleep together. That's all I ask, and I can't have that. However, I still can do all those things with Kamea and that's as much as a perfect day as I need.