Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	28.4%	[ 1169 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	4.9%	[ 201 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	6.0%	[ 245 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.4%	[ 181 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 421 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	10.1%	[ 414 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	5.9%	[ 242 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.1%	[ 127 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.1%	[ 1117 ]
Total Votes:			[ 4117 ]

[Someone Famous]

I've been jumping from the tops of buildings


for the thrill of the fall,

Ignoring sound advice, and any thought of consequence.

I have to write a one page (no more, no less) fiction story that has an attention catching first sentence, and an ending that leaves the reader wanting to know more.


I wrote a shitty little thing that I thought was just awful.
But when I sent it to a few friends, I got responses that said I achieved the goal.
They really wanted to know where I was going with it.

I'm really glad.
I like when people compliment the only talent I have.

[Draugma]

━ ━ ━ ━X━ ━ ━ ━

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[******** everything.
I'm done.

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━ ━ ━ ━X━ ━ ━ ━

[Smaller Skies]

One of my items sold! 4laugh

[Cuddlesome Sesquipedalian]

ten of them tonight.
deeper than usual.

i've gotten worse.
i'm reverting back to how i was sophomore year.

******** this.

[Ambien Dreams]

I WANT TO GET s**t FACED.
********.
But I must conserve money until next pay day when I buy too much alcoholic beverages.

[shiny spoink]

today i decided to man up and give you a picture of myself.
you didnt call me ugly,
you said that you didnr understand why i call myself ugly and fat,
and that i dont look bad,
and that you liked my eyes.

the last thing i texted you was around 6 hours ago, but i have noticed youve been taking a while to text back recently...
and i havent gotten a response since..
i dont believe what you said about me,
especially since you havent responded to what i said afterwards.
not only that, but when i logged into spirit tales,
you didnt even acknowledge me or say hi.
im HOPING its because you didnt see me,
or you thought i was just going to be afk.
but.. i DID talk a few times.
im really hoping that you were just busy,
or that you didnt notice.

i cant help but think youre not texting me back because you dont want anything to do with me anymore because you saw my picture.
im really hoping thats not the reason,
but at the same time...
i wouldnt be surprised.
im an ugly piece of s**t,
and i know you were hoping for someone prettier.
im sorry im not pretty,
and im sorry im not skinny.
im so sorry.

i.. cut myself a while ago.
i dont think ill be able to confess that to you today.. because well.. you havent texted me back.
i just know youre going to be so upset with me,
especially after i tell you about how i ruined a bath towel from the blood,
and how i used pure lemon juice on my cuts to make them sting.
im so messed up.
but at the same time.. it felt so good..
the lemon juice hurt so badly,
and it reopened my cuts.
it was amazing - especially the high afterwards.
i was walking on clouds.
none of that would make you happy to hear.
im such a disappointment and letdown to you.
im sorry L.

[Smaller Skies]

I have 23 more days to do this.
I can! D;
I will achieve my goal! D:

[shiny spoink]

part of me wants to show you dls so that you can see my feelings.
but that would ruin my haven.

[G0MI]

this is no different than any other weekend for me

my family is too dysfunctional for thanksgiving dinner

it's not even like it's special to have monday off, because i never have class on mondays anyway
and i'm working as usual

so excited for stat hours + overtime though

[dear thief]

♥

♥ ♥ ♥ i'm ғʀᴇᴇᴢɪɴɢ and ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴡᴀʏ ♥

James has been up all night, sending me occasional messages about how much he's hurting and how heartbroken he is.
Just wanna hug him.
;n;
Can't believe that girl, I actually can't. Nobody should behave like that, not ever.
What an awful little creature.

♥ ♥ ♥ don't need another ᴍᴀᴘ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ♥

♥

[there might be coffee]

Please don't get too tired and go to sleep tonight.
I really want it.
I know that it isn't you don't want to, it's that I never speak up and ask for it when I know you're tired.
But we are with friends, so I don't want to just bring it up.
Still have energy when we get home.
And have the courage to ask for it, self.

[Smaller Skies]

This item is taking forever to sell. stare

[Someone Famous]

I've been jumping from the tops of buildings


for the thrill of the fall,

Ignoring sound advice, and any thought of consequence.

I don't want to go to work tomorrow.
Everyone is so tense and stressed because the managers keep ******** with the schedules and understaffing us.
So we're all snappy at each other because we're strained all over the store.

I even snapped at my manager today, because Ted was getting snippy about me not bringing him tickets when I was somehow managing to handle TWO different customers' orders at once.
And I just snapped at him because s**t, I can't handle two orders AND fold/hang tickets!


It's not even that we need to hire more people.
It's that we need to schedule people for the proper days.
As many people as we can get should be in on Fridays, and Saturdays should not be used for training days.
And above all else, if we're training people in the kitchen, or it's busy and we're understaffed, then Arvin needs to be tossing, no argument.

[Scream Boogeyman]

You ******** b***h.
You saw before I did that he was shitting on the carpet and not in the litter box.
What do you do? Sit there and look at me.
How hard is it to ******** move and make sure he doesn't s**t?
God ******** dammit that pissed me off.

I should s**t on your pillow for that.