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[Nyhility]

ninja heart

[Bardess Ookami]

:: small silent screams of frustration:: Since my CC is turned off, and my mom's is overspent, I begged my grandma to let me use her card to get some Gaia Cash for gifting reasons... And since it was paypal, apparently I can't gift until January! stressed

[Leez0rz]

*Rolls about.* nwn

[Bardess Ookami]

Ugh not my night. First we discover our counts were off by 100$ with the charity, then business falls off and we miss our projected 900, this business with paypal, and now Warcrack needs a patch to let me play. ::gripes::

[Upside.-.Down]

*rolls after Lee* ninja heart

[ATh e a r t]

*snugs lee <3* how was your christmas =D?

[dawns_aura]

ninja

[I Lady Kiya I]

heart xp

[ATh e a r t]

@kiya; both the couples in your sig are gorgeous >w<!! gratz <3

[Insane Butterfly]

I am so tired D; so-so-so-so sleepy

[lysia_nyteblade]

*perches on leez*

[sheepcakes]

~Kiana_Nala~

Victoria: O.O *Breaks out laughing* Father? Who said anything about either of us being parents?! *Tears roll down cheeks from laughing so hard* Ahhh.... Your so full of humor as well! *Looks at him smiling again*

It's fine! :] And I think she would enjoy it too. The game of cat and mouse begins! >:]

Zitun: *blushes and grumbles* I wasn't trying to be funny.. So, why collect me then?

He's a lot more fun to play then I'd thought. I'm glad I chose to make him a grump.

Zitun: *indignant sputter* You chose? I told you I'm grumpy. *mutters about female thought processes*

[Rainhowl]

lord_pippa_ari

o3o

I am sorrrrrrry, I dozed off :c -luffs on-

Lovely boyo, btw! Congrats! -fluffs him- <3

[LOLLI qAq]

Eve - My mother in-law has always done a lot of stuff like that too, and I realized early on that even though it can be so hard sometimes she's half(or all) of what went into making the love of your life who he is. And that makes it worth going through the hurtful things.

I don't want to look like I am whining. I'm not- but my story from the last two years just feels like it's bound to burst right out of my chest and take my heart with it. There has been so much pain felt by everyone lately, it just feels like it's okay to share. I don't know.
I feel like I owe the people that I RP with and have become close friends with the reason why I've been so flaky and emotional the past year. And why it's not going to change any time soon... And then I will post amazing picture of my child, if people are interested, to make up for it. Because Gwen is all kinds of awesome.

My brother killed himself in December of last year, and my family and I were anticipating that this year was going to be hard to get through. It's technically the second Christmas without him we've gone through but last year doesn't feel like it counts since it was so soon afterwards. We were prepared to handle one death and grieve him this holiday season. My husband I moved from Alaska to Iowa to be with my family so that we could get through it. Together.
And then shortly after Thanksgiving my Mother In-Law started to rapidly lose her memory and control of her body. She was diagnosed with a tumor in her brain and was rushed into surgery to have it removed. It was diagnosed as glioblastoma multiforme, a form of brain cancer. She's being put on both chemo and radiation treatments, but even with those she isn't expected to live more than two years at most. Like Eve, I don't always get along with my mom in-law but it's always been that Mother/Daughter sort of not-like relationship and she and I have become extremely close since we met 5 years ago.
I don't know what to do anymore. It feels like I haven't even accepted that my brother is gone and now we get to look forward to losing an amazing mother and friend.

So with that incredibly long pity party, I do apologize for my random bouts of irrationality, meanness, and disappearing acts. Thank you so much, all of you, for being so amazingly patient with me and continuing to do so. You're the best friends I've never met. heart

That said - My heart really goes out to everyone else that has lost a loved one in the past year, is anticipating losing another, or has just generally going through hell in some form or another. I know we can all get through it.

Also - Goodnight Deribby! -loves-

[lord_pippa_ari]

Aurrific

lord_pippa_ari

o3o

I am sorrrrrrry, I dozed off :c -luffs on-

Lovely boyo, btw! Congrats! -fluffs him- <3

Thank you~!

Kyrie: *totally soaks up the attention*