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- Posted: Sun, 30 Sep 2012 23:45:03 +0000
Katerina Jade O'Conner
"Sometimes s**t happens. Just sucks that I'm the one that has to clean it up."
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Katerina Jade O'Conner is the name and protection is my game! Which means I belong to the Hidden Watchers.
As you can see I am a girl who happens to like boys.
Don't worry though, I'm eighteen so I know what I'm doing!
People say I have a bad habit of: being way too quiet. They say I've got this intense stare that's a bit unnerving, made all the more frightening by my quietness. I'm quick to act, quick to react, but slow when it comes to relationships. "Oblivious" is the word others have used. I don't quit, ever, and failure is a personal affront. If a human life was to be lost on my account, I would gladly give up my position in the order.but I don't really see it.
I discovered I happen to like animals of all kinds, training, being good at what I do, protecting others, being alone, reading, painting, rain, snow, ice skating, and swimming.
But really don't like guns, failure, bright lights, cruelty, feeling weak, crying, watching others cry, hot weather, and being around too many people.
My life isn't just rainbow's and sunshines! No, really, my life ******** sucked before I joined the order. My mother left me in the hands of my father before I was even a year old. My first five years were okay, but once I turned five...it all went to hell. My father started taking drugs. He'd become this abusive monster whenever he was high. At first it was just physical abuse. Y'know, beating me for minor offenses, beating me for talking, for breathing, for existing, just stupid s**t. When I turned six, me father...he sold me. Not really, as he kept me, but he sold time with me...My father, the worthless cad, sold my body to other men. He let them abuse me physically and sexually. Sometimes he'd even join them.
When I turned fourteen, a man started to visit me once a week. He didn't touch me, not to hurt me or to please himself. Some days he'd just look at me as I cowered, others he would try talking to me. He told me about mystical creatures, some harmful, some helpful. He spoke of an Order, The Night Guard. He told me how they help people, how they track down harmful creatures and either eradicate them or send them back to the Void. When I finally worked up the nerve to speak, I asked him if he thought my father was one of those beings. He laughed, then reached out and, for the first time, touched me. A light, gentle touch, just a slight brush of his fingers over my cheek. "Your real father was, but the man who raised you is the worst kind of monster; a human with no soul." When I asked him how he knew my real father, he just shrugged and told me that I'd know someday.
The next week, I killed my father. Beat him to death with a frying pan. I know what you're going to say. "But that's a human life! You took a human life! How can you be a part of the order!?" My answer is this: while that man was indeed human, he had no humanity left in him. He was an empty shell, no better than the demons that corrupted him. When the man came to see me, he found me covered in blood, cowering in the corner furthest away from my father's corpse. Not long after, I was enrolled as a student in The Night Guard. but you live and learn.
I have a glaive and I know how to use it!
My ever faithful companion just so happens to be Ezekiel Nightroad.
They give me the ability to feed off of energy.
Oh I love this song! No Light, No LIght - Florence + The Machine
I forgot to tell you something. I take anti-anxiety and sleep medication.
I wish I could escape the eyes! x-iiMocha