Electric Shrimps
iceheart831
Electric Shrimps
iceheart831
Electric Shrimps
My friends are the people I hate the most, actually.
They always find ways to make me feel bad or just hit me because they think it's fun. I can't leave them though, because I don't want to be alone.
Don't feel bad for me, it's my choice so I have to face the consequences.
But anyway, they don't accept me this way, so they definitely won't accept me that way lol.
I don't feel any pressure to admit it either, so I'll just wait until I'm done with school (:
life shouldn't be about "consequences" and "punishments", it should be about living it to its fullest. if your friends are hurting you its not about being afraid of being alone, you already are and worse off to boot.
find some other people, be it on net or in school. don't waste your time on "consequences for your choices" move your be-hind and get to looking for your happiness.
wink
ps. YOU need no one but YOURself. loving YOU for who YOU are is more than enough. YOU hold that much power. YOUR choices should have no "consequences". put YOURSELF in 1st priority.
my ways of thinking are selfish, i know, but iv live my life happily because of it.
I know, I know.
It's just that I literally get ill when I'm alone. I'm in tough times right now and I can't stand the idea of loneliness. I'd rather have this than being alone right now.
Also, I haven't met anybody who didn't stab me in the back or something like that, so it's not easy for me to find new friends, I don't let people get too close.
So I'm better off this way. At least for now.
your not alone now. you have gaia! (and me!
cool )
if your going to continue seeing them, at least use them. (and i do mean USE them, and THROW them away when the times right)
letting yourself be hurt by then is not going to happen -.- (by this i mean don't LET it happen)
You're right. I'm against hurting and using people though, because I know how it feels. But I do get your point and I've surely learned something from your advice.
Thanks for helping and listening to me
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their using you, i don't see the problem.
for people being used-> they have the right to use their users
for people using-> they better be prepared to get used
being used and using is all a mind game. their will be a winner and a loser, but its always started, and always finishes.
the one who starts is usually the winner, since they always pick someone they know won't strike back (your case)
which makes me think of one word to describe them :
weak
you could take them on easily.
xD glad to help,
twisted nothing makes me happier then seeing the prey stalk its hunter (or beating them in this case xD )
you just too nice >.<
your going to get hurt continuosly if you don't grow some fangs >.> or have someone with fangs near you.
but if you ever need support feel free to post on my comments page or here!
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my sadistic and cold ways of thinking seem to amuse most people xD
i got a friend who excels at torture physically (knows every single technique recorded in history in spain, france, etc.)
i got a history teacher who OWN's every weapon recorded in history
i got a friend who can drive people up the wall with talking
i got's lots of people
wink
just ring if you every change your mind
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