• I push.
    I push people away, out of my life.
    I push my happiness aside
    For the sake of others'.
    I push, harder,
    To make the pain stop.
    I push forward,
    Letting nothing get in my way.
    I push in anger, in sadness.

    I push the world, rolling it uphill,
    As it threatens to crush me.
    I push the doors of opportunity open,
    Only to have them slammed in my face.

    I push all reason aside,
    And rely on faith.
    I push the gates of Heaven open
    Trying to find you.
    I hope I won't have to push for much longer,
    Because sometimes even when you push everything out of the way,
    There still isn't room for everything else.