• Dear Aunt Nancy,
    I know you suffered, and I wasn’t there.
    I know your lungs were beginning to die, but I wasn’t there.
    Dear Aunt Nancy,
    Rember when we used to hang at your house and Ryan would run like crazy in your house? I was there.
    Remember when you got your first wig; I was surprised how realistic it was.
    Do you remember when you used to wear your cancer sucks hat, and I laughed besides you?
    Dear Aunt Nancy,
    I remember seeing my mother cry on the phone and I knew? I knew that you were gone. And I would never see that smile again? Or hear that contagious laugh?
    Dear Aunt Nancy,
    Standing in that room, there were so many people that cried in loss of you. I was there.
    Your eyes were closed and you were so still, I never saw you that still, it shocked me.
    Dear Aunt Nancy,
    When I saw that casket close I cried so hard I didn’t make a sound.
    I just stood there and listened to the priest, not there...but reminiscing on memories.
    Dear Aunt Nancy,
    I wish I could reverse time, and could’ve been strong enough to see you in your last hours......
    Dear Aunt Nancy,
    I truly know now why cancer really sucks.