i will blame myself

• Artist: UnConCeivAble
• Description: Part 1 "Like Knives": http://www.gaiaonline.com/arena/writing/poetry-and-lyrics/vote/?entry_id=101336699#title
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  Kris
• Date: 05/05/2009
• Tags: will blame myself selfinfliction pain

my complexion is doused
but not from tire of your unconscious weight in my arms

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your hair drips a harsh
but natural colour of cardinal red

i press my face into it
hoping to find a sweeter scent in bitterness

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if you wake you'll tell me your dreams
how the pain morphed them to ultimate surrealism

if you rest longer i'll tell you again
how dreams can be just as surreal without this

i'll piece you back together with stitches of treasury
so that tomorrow when you wrench them back out with uncanny anger

you'll remember a little less of the night before
and forget a little more of tomorrow