• Each and every day I try to smile,

    That smile that you love,

    Yet each and every time I try,

    It never feels worthwhile,




    My whole world feels like its breaking,

    I’m lethargic and unengaged,

    It’s almost as if my depression,

    Has locked me in a cage,



    I try to scream,

    But no one can hear me,

    It’s like I am falling,

    Further then I can see,



    Is there anything to break my fall?

    Something strong and true?

    Yet I know that that’s impossible,

    Because there nothing that’s like you,



    You are the air I breathe,

    The kiss I taste,

    Curses through my beating heart



    You are the drug that I need,
    Not just a desire,

    A love,

    No matter what you believe,



    I cannot think,

    Nor can I feel,

    I had you once, but then you left,



    I still remember the tears,
    That streamed down your face,
    They were bitter and angry

    As I realised my mistake,



    I had no idea how much I needed you,

    Or how much I really care,

    Not until that faithful day,

    My heart developed a tear,



    And each and every day,

    It steadily grows longer,

    You’re my heart, my soul, my life,

    The reason I was stronger,




    But without you here life is meaningless,

    It’s just another grain of sand,

    As unimportant and as useless to you,

    As the feelings I know confess,




    Do you remember how you held my hand?

    And whispered; I love you,

    Well I guess now I can finally say,

    That baby, I love you too.



    It just breaks my heart to know,

    That you will never hear it.

    I suppose I will just have to settle for,

    I am sorry,

    I didn’t mean it,



    But this isolation,

    Rocks me to my core,

    Because each and every day I know,



    I will always love you more,