• im so sick of seaching
    so sick of careing
    to sick to wonder
    why the ******** is she lying

    why do i feel that no one is listening
    why do i put out my thoughts in to dead space
    so if no ones listening no one cares
    and if no one cares who dares me
    to find what turn out will be

    at my funeral

    any one care to make a bet because I'm starting to regret
    ever saying yes if the end would be same as before
    winding up with me face down on the floor
    baring the door the paramedics cant quite get in
    and now ive commited my last sin...