I feel as if I’m the boy who cried wolf (even though I’m a girl). I’m only 14, but when I was younger I cried over every little thing, you know like all little kids do. And every cry my parents used to take so serious… and then… every cry was just too much. They no longer cared when I had a pain in my stomach, or my head, etc. I see that I may have complained too much, but now I feel so alone, and they don’t even care! So now I keep my physical pains… my emotional hurts…and every thought that comes to me, just all stays in my head… I’m overwhelmed…
…My grandma… she always would let me talk to her about Everything, and no amount of complaining was too much, so whenever I had a lot on my mind I’d go to her. And now that she’s gone, everything is different… for everyone… that’s why I started keeping to myself…no one to talk to… no one to love… and to love me back… so all this overwhelming pain…is…well as I said…overwhelming… and I’ve come to a point where I… I don’t even care…and i just don’t think I can stand this anymore...
- Title: destroy me
- Artist: aya Fujimiya_Omi Takatori
- Description: life is great...when you have a good life. me? not so much, i basically live a secret life.
- Date: 07/31/2009
- Tags: destroy