• Hate and love are the two most powerful emotions on the planet. Since they are the most powerful people often get them mixed-up with each other. When someone says, they hate someone the feeling that they are possibly hiding might have been love. I fall too hard and too fast for the men in my life. When I like someone, the center of my universe just seems to shift over and become something else. The one man that not only was the center of my universe but also was in the center of my heart hurt me the most.
    The worse thing was that I didn’t know what to do. Should I have cried a river full of tears or hide all my feelings behind closed doors? My friends were sick and tired of listening to my dreadfully boring love life and I was getting tired of obsessing over it. But I needed someone to talk to someone who wouldn’t judge me for who I liked and wouldn’t joke about it. Since I didn’t have someone worth talking to I had to wake up every morning and go through everyday with a fake plastic smile pasted on my face. No one new about the struggles I was facing and no one seemed to care.
    Science class was the only time I could marvel at the wonderful man I was beginning to love. I was able to sit by him and talk to him in science without being to forward. Out of all the people in my class only 5 new about my secret object of affection, and I trusted all of them with my life. I grew up with those 5 people I know about every single detail of there life, I knew they wouldn’t betray me.