• This was a day like no other. It was long… it was like it was never going to end. So on this day… he awoke from his long awaited sleep just to get screamed at by his parents . His parents were lunatics.. But they couldn’t accept it. His parents never saw any flaw in what they did. Which in turn.. Killed the relationship between his parents and him. But how was he to hide this.. You cant just simply hide it.. His parents were on his case every minute of everyday. Always expecting the best. He’s not perfect.. yet perfection was expected. He found this completely contradictory.. His family was a bunch of nutcases. To him, it was an astonishment how he wasn’t insane just like the rest of is family. He sits in his room on his laptop.. Trying to drown away his fears and dreams listening to his music.

    He has no reason to trust his family. All they’ve done is mentally, physically, and emotionally scarred him. Why WOULD he want to love them? Love is expected in this unhealthy relationship. He thinks to himself.. How in the world can he love a family that doesn’t show love back.. And whose definition of love was shown through screaming? He tried running away.. And he returned home for one singular reason. He felt bad. He returned home only to be lectured by his oldest brother. Then later in the night.. To only be lectured by his mom and have her ground him and threaten if he left again she would call the cops. To think he actually felt bad for his mother.. For having to put her through this.. And then she does s**t like this…

    On the inside he’s emo.. On the outside he’s ashamed of what he really is. He’s so confused. Life’s messed up in his eyes. He’s always wanted to cut… always wanted to hurt himself. But his friends keep him from doing this. They’re what keep him going. His friend’s are what keep him from losing the rest of whatever sanity he has left. He has three people in his life that completely understand him. None of them were family members. They were his friends. Friends that were meant to last forever. Friends that loved him for him. Friends that let him vent.. Friends that help him.. Give him advice.. But this is all going to change soon. He can feel that something bad is going to happen in his life and he won’t be able to fix it.