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  • Artist Info: what can i say i’m almost 19 and have the brain functionality of a 107 year old war vet with PTSD and dementia. I also say bitch and eat glass. An actual crackhead; child prodigy burnout subjected to psychological torture inflicted by society.<br />
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    I like researching science as well as mass murder. Physics (mostly theoretical and biophysics) excite me but not as much as researching the endless supply of mass shootings in this country. Maybe if we didn’t hide and stray away from researching these events and their perpetrators, we could come up with a solution to stop these tragedies, so thats why i do it.<br />
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    I have entirely too much information about shootings and the perpetrators in general, more specifically adam lanza: the sandy hook shooter. I researched him from a very young age and if I’m honest, he made me the adult i am today (minus wanting to murder children). But, despite all of his wrongdoings, he was an articulate and smart man; genius wasted due to mental illness. You wanna know anything about mass murder, all the way down to the types of weapons used? I’m your gal.<br />
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    Speaking of mental illness, boy do i have a laundry list of em. Aspergers, adhd, major depression, anxiety, bpd, dpd, and god only knows what else my doctors haven’t discovered yet. I am a hermit, if you will. I don’t go out but ever so rarely and I haven’t had a friend in person since i was 10. My mental state is in complete shambles. I’m awkward as you can already tell by this ‘about me’ introduction. <br />
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    I do not subject myself to culture or politics for they restrict free thought. I have my own opinions based on nothing more than actual research. Please do not mistake this for me being a ‘centrist’ or someone who believes that they know everything and everyone else is wrong and should be how i am. I am my own person and so is everyone else, free to think and believe as they wish.<br />
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    As for who i am and what i look like, well I’m just a black woman from Texas. Born in New York, moved to New Orleans after 9/11 only for Katrina to chase my family out when i was 5 and now I’m settled in Texas where I’ve spent the good majority of my life. My best friend is my cat, as cliche as that sounds, as well as my greatest friend of all, Robbie. I have the misfortune of having a dependent personality, so he is my ‘favorite person’, therefore he gets a shoutout here even if he doesn’t care for my profile on here. Ive been on this website for a full decade i believe, ever since i was 8-9. I come here ever so often for nostalgia’s sake, but recently I’ve taken a liking to chilling on here more. I enjoy learning new languages since i do nothing more than sit in my blacked out room and research my hyperfixations. Im currently learning German even though i may never afford to visit the country. My family practices voodoo; my great grandmother being a voodoo queen and my grandmother, mother, and i are just priestesses. Need me to curse a bitch for you? Well I’m here for that too. <br />
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    If you made it this far, thanks. When i was younger I’d try and introduce myself and pretend to be normal, or at least behave as most people would expect. I wrote this long biography because if you want to get to know me, then you’ll get to know the real me and how i am before you decide if I’m someone you’d like to get to know. I’m not at all this... strict and boring I suppose. I also take a liking to shitposting and speaking like an absolute fool; i have spent a lot of time on tumblr after all. My tumblr is linked under my avatar so go ahead and check out the other side of me thats not so bland as i am in this description.
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