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Hello Gaians, outerspace aliens and...fish. My name is Zilluminate, Zill, Illumi or whatever you may want to call me smilies/icon_xd.gif I'm currently a high school senior of 17 years, American too~ I have a guilty pleasure for books, anime, manga, fanfiction and youtube. My hobbies are random and my interests jump sporadically on a biweekly basis. They range from writing poems and sewing to hiking, memorizing pi and trying not to sound like I'm imitating Edogawa Conan when I try (and epically fail) to sing.

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My steadily growing list of Gaian desires~♥♥


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linesoflightning

Report | 05/26/2015 11:31 pm

linesoflightning

cool avi
No Love Deep Web

Report | 04/29/2015 5:49 pm

No Love Deep Web

We're total opposites cuz I focus on the negatives of everything way too much! It's better to think like you do tbh. I'm reclusive too, I just figure at this point in the year there's really no point in trying to rekindle friendships that are already fading cuz everyone's ready to move away and such...and TRUE like there are a ton of awful freshmen at my school but like 80% of the kids at my school seem pretty smart and like they have at least a kind of good head on their shoulders. I definitely have hope for our generation at least. xd EXACTLY @ the college-track thing. Although I might be biased because my boyfriend is a...tradesman I guess you'd say, and he really regrets not getting good grades or having the drive to go to college right out of high school and it makes me sad. sad I hope I can push him to go one day though biggrin But I feel like most people definitely know if they're a college or a trade-school kinda person. (Besides rich kids that go to college just to party and because they feel like they have to...) COMPUTER SCIENCE?! YESSSSSSSSSSSS THAT'S WHAT I'M GOING FOR even though I'm not great at math. I totally get why community college has a stigma but it is SO CHEAP and worth it, and most colleges/jobs don't care if you went to one (at least for gen eds) because it really is the smarter choice. HOLY CRAP YOU'RE SALUTORIAN THAT'S AWESOME!! Congrats! At my school only valedictorian speaks I think but #praying4u if you have to. xd Sooner or later I'm going to have to type my comments out in pdf files and PM you them because they're approaching novel-length rofl
No Love Deep Web

Report | 04/28/2015 4:11 pm

No Love Deep Web

Daaaaang. I live in a relatively crappy town so I guess that explains the differences. Honestly same. Up until last year I figured not a lot of people smoked pot or whatever, but then senior year happened and no one really cared if teachers overheard whatever happened at the party last weekend or whatever. gonk The freshman at my school are TERRIBLE and I know it's cliche for older people to worry about the next generation but I seriously worry about kids 4 years younger than us if they're getting arrested for doing heroin (I think) during lunch (yeah, this happened at my school). Yeah, it seems to be that way here -- AP classes have less bad eggs in them. I wish I took more this year but I only changed my college major this year so didn't think about taking AP Comp Sci or anything. -_- Gurl I didn't apply to any. I figure since I'm taking my gen eds at a community college I don't have to worry for another two years, though I have an idea. I really think you should try community college. It's ridiculously cheap (at least for me) and you have a lot of flexibility schedule-wise. Definitely worth taking at least your gen eds at one and then applying later on to a more expensive school. What are you thinking of majoring in?
No Love Deep Web

Report | 04/28/2015 2:16 pm

No Love Deep Web

RIGHT? And I will! biggrin I think you're spoiled with nice people. At the high school I go to a bunch of girls have gotten pregnant, nearly everyone does drugs/drinks, and quite a bit of people get arrested. It's mostly all the ""popular"" people though. emotion_awesome The area I live in is notorious for heroin (which I weirdly only found out about like last year despite living here for 10 years) so a bunch of people do that. It's pretty crazy, and I can only assume the minority that don't do any of that s**t will during college. emotion_facepalm I think you should be hyped for college! It seems way better than high school, even if you only go to a community college. Did you find out which one you're going to yet?
No Love Deep Web

Report | 04/27/2015 3:18 pm

No Love Deep Web

Oops. xd I hope not either, I think the first thing we're gonna make is this: http://www.averiecooks.com/2013/06/blueberry-muffin-and-buttermilk-pancakes-cake.html emotion_drool Tbh I don't have much of a social life either, all I do is hang out with my boyfriend and talk to people in school. I never really had any drama until I started dating my boyfriend, in high school that naturally comes with a lil bit of it. emotion_awesome At least you didn't have to deal with any bad stuff, cuz honestly I'd rather have an uneventful time in high school than a drama-filled party-filled time in high school. I'm glad that even though everything feels so big and significant now, it really won't matter at all down the line. College definitely seems like an experience -- hell, I even felt more enlightened by taking the classes I did and I wasn't even on campus! emotion_awesome
No Love Deep Web

Report | 04/27/2015 12:34 pm

No Love Deep Web

I'm a good baker...when I follow by-the-box recipes. sweatdrop Funny thing is, my boyfriend and I are starting to try to cook things together, so we'll see how that goes. School was pretty boring for me, I'm not in any clubs or sports or anything. Plus there was some drama with my former best friend that really put a damper on my senior year for me unfortunately. burning_eyes YEP SAME I'm just waiting to get the hell out!!! honestly college is way better. I've taken online classes and they are sooooooo nice and actually interesting.
No Love Deep Web

Report | 04/26/2015 11:18 am

No Love Deep Web

Wth your school sounds awesome. I'd definitely have 35 cupcakes for lunch instead of disgusting cafeteria food </3 PANCAKE AND BACON CUPCAKE OKAY I HAVE TO LOOK UP A RECIPE RIGHT NOW rofl
No Love Deep Web

Report | 04/25/2015 7:45 pm

No Love Deep Web

ShhhHHH DON'T TALK ABOUT THEM YOU'LL BE FINE if you don't stress over them! Okay this competition sounds awesome. Do the teachers do it? I live in the central PA area, basically right near Hersheypark. emotion_bigheart Quick, let me think of something cliche to say to a New Yorker...DO YOU GO TO NEW YORK CITY EVERY WEEKEND?
No Love Deep Web

Report | 04/24/2015 6:26 pm

No Love Deep Web

HoLY CRAP THAT IS HORRIBLE #praying4u You're so lucky...no one really cares about events at my school and the only student-planned events have really fizzled out. :/ LOL IT SNOWED YESTERDAY HERE
No Love Deep Web

Report | 04/24/2015 1:34 pm

No Love Deep Web

How many exams do you usually take in a day with those classes? gonk Nah, my school is easy as hell and I basically show up and pay attention in each class for 5 seconds and I'm done for the day so feel free to complain cuz I'm kind of jelly that your school offers classes like that. And that's AWESOME I think we had one of those last night but no one cared. WTF YOUR SCHOOL HAS CUPCAKE COMPETITIONS?!?!?! YOURE SO LUCKY

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