『-May 26th 2012 (Saturday)』『GMT 10』 〖09:09pm〗 -
_____I love Gaia, but in many ways it is probably best I leave? Nothing dramatic or anything. It's just I've grown up here A LOT and looking back at my years of stumbling through this process I've come to the realization that I really DISLIKE myself; well, my younger self.
Just like a bug fix in software updates, it may not be a substantial amount of time in between now and then, BUT the newly scripted information is vastly(in some cases) different enough to cause a change 180゜ from Beta.
___As harrowing and silly the process was, I will never forget the people I've met, the experiences gained, and most of all---the mistakes made. Being the overly happy and blindly optimistic, naive fool all while having it archived in many virtual mediums has given me many tools in which to polish the persona I am now. I 'm not fake or anything, but I could ease it down and not be overbearing on many things.
____I believe in experimenting, beta testing, feedback, and ultimately infinite updates/patches.
Gaia WAS my beta. And I've upgraded exponentially in the last two-three years of hiatus.