The person you once could have seeked at this space is no longer in this place
i am but a empty shell of the man that once stood here proud and strong as the mighty greek god hercules, yet now i stand here as feeble and as broken as the particles of sand on the oldest part of a califonia beach. most people started the year with the new resolution yet i tried to just finish my story. instead of completing my goal, i failed at ending this book that i call life and got myself locked up with the people who have been lost deep inside the darkest parts of their mind. i fooled the world into thinking i was okay so here i am, once again alone and cold besides this love that i have for the youngest and best thing that has ever come from me. may my little girl have better luck than i in this world because this world and a lot of the people in it have made me wear thin and i dont know if i cant ever be truly found again. this words couldnt ever do my broken and used up soul justice but for now let the great poets decide to which will be my ending hosts. ~ The living ruin of a once joyful and whole man named Marty
-thank you all that stood by myside during this hellish ride.