As RP character, Zahadrin is a long lost heir to Kaim. He is also a magic master, and part demon. His demon form has been dormant for some time, but awakens when agitated or annoyed.
True origin of Zahadrin: From my series 'The Dark Times Chronicles'. He was a great and power hungry wizard who never was able to eliminate his enemies. A spell he cast on his children would be past down until a certain time for his great grandchildren to destry them for him.
Also knows special abilities known as Noble Phantasms. (For knowledge of refference, look at Fate/Stay Night Archer and Gilgamesh)
Don't let that come and get you like that. It may not always seem to be that way. Just because people don't always approach you first may not always mean that they don't feel like talking... I mean it comes as instinct when you don't feel like it, expression body language and also verbally, you let them know. But you won't really know it, if you don't take initiative.
Sometimes if you really want something you have to do it, other times things come to you. *shrug*
Don't let that get to you. Its not something worth to worry or stress over. They are both neutral things of the same level.
Well would it really be something to bring you down? sad I mean it doesn't really take much to go and speak to people if you don't lack in confidence or feel intimidated... I know I used to struggle with tht, and well.. still kind of do sometimes..
I mean If I wasn't flawed in tht aspect, then I really wouldn't mind at all being the one always starts conversations. I'd trust my air of friendliness to be pleasant.
But I tend to worry about alot of things, and those intimidate me to be hesitant.
And I can tell you Its not really pleasing or inviting when you get a feeling of certain vibes others may give off. I am very self conscious of my own, so I do my best to keep in a way so then others find me approachable or easy to talk to..
I know I have really spoken to you, only twice. Once wayy back, and then today. I do not like it when I feel any of my friends are going through something painfully difficult. And I'm not happy to know and simply just stand by and watch. But if I feel I am a sort of bother then I take a step back again. Behind the line of guild and rp talk. Though being there, you give me a much warmer and inviting vibe. That kind vibe you give off, gave me reason to reach for you.
To current status:
Well we really couldnt read your mind if its what you wanted. X) all you have to do is ask. And sorry about yhe replies. Been kinda busy on and off... ^_^; I have yet to watch episodes! I'm dying for proper time to watch and enjoy...