Hello, I am Colorful Rapist. Well, I used to be until gaia forced me to change my username after seven years with the username. I thought it was about time I did this. Here is a couple of things you should know about me if you plan on interacting with me at all. My real life situation is really bad. I am at odds with my family constantly and I have no control over my own life. Because of this I will in certain moods. I will be depressed. I move a lot. I don't have real life friends to talk to. I don't have many people I can talk to. Don't tell me you're a friend to me. When you don't even treat me like one. Don't make promises you can't keep. Bunch of other s**t as well. I've dealt with that enough. I have been through a lot and have repeated through a lot. I want to make it clear. I'm just as angry as I am depressed. I am a clingy person. If I consider you a close friend it isn't just a word. You make me feel happy, you make me feel like I matter to you. That is rare in my life. I'm sorry if I may give you a lot of love. It's just the kind of person I am.