Former username: SicklySweetheart
Hello, it's nice to meet you. I'm Haneul
I love to draw and paint. I'm currently attempting to figure out how to use photoshop. I enjoy watching anime, reading, and writing.
I'm shy and tend to wait for people to engage me with conversation. I have some absurd phobias and tend to get nervious for no good reason.
I like sweets, but when it comes to candy, only the sours.
I'd love to say I'm a wonderful person, I love to act like it too. But I'm picky whenever I get the chance, sometimes I'm flake-y, sometimes things come out a little more rude than I intend, I'm shy yet loud in the wrong situations. I seem to go through life haphazardly letting things fall where they may, yet I'm always upset when I get the short end of the stick. Sometimes I wish people for dead. I'm pretty flawed, maybe more than most people.
Even though These are problems very much apparent; I belive our flaws and mistakes make us who we are just as much as our skill sets, aspirations, and ups.
I often say I'm a bad person.
It's probably true.
But If it is: I'm a bad person that does wonderful things.
I'm a bad person who with every breath attempts to breathe life into those people, broken down, people, whom I think deserve life the most.
I am genderqueer. My gender identity is neither male nor female although sometimes a combination of both. I do not mind being called by female or male pronouns.
Often I am told that I am not genderqueer because I wear feminine clothing and like feminine things or men don't like being cute. Although, I like things you might call masculine as well. I just wear whatever I think looks okay on my body.
Well, I'm here to tell you, frankly, gender doesn't really work that way...
I'm not very scary actually. I enjoy conversation intelligent and silly alike. I also love meeting new people and making new friends so don't be shy feel free to message me, friend request me or lean on me if you need someone to talk to. I have no problems with lending someone a helping hand, an ear to listen, or a shoulder to cry on.
Just be warned. when someone hurts me I am not very forgiving and I do hold grudges. Despite that it is very difficult to make me angry and I have developed thick skin for the most part.
Also, if I do not know you well, please do not make racist jokes, I may take you seriously as I haven't formed a knowing of your values and such. Although I do not mind jokes of that kind from people I know at all in fact I find them very funny and I feel very guilty for that.
If you feel that we are friends I most likely do too. Although I tend to not get ahold of people I care about as I feel I am being a nuisance and I may be trying to talk at a bad time. Please contact me when you want to talk. I try to always respond quickly but... I often don't and I have awful social skills and may stop conversing if I think you seem bored, or like you are ending the conversation (and you actually aren't). Bare with me, I'm a bit odd.
I am taken by a wonderful girlfriend. I love her so much, although it's so embarrassing to tell her so.
My friendships last a lifetime. Someone who is a friend is someone dear to me. The friend I had when I was five, is still so dear to me, even though we haven't talked since then and I am long forgotten... Friendships I forge run deep so deep, whether made in a virtual world or breathing the same air, you will never be forgotten, name and face, writing style and ink, username and avatar... With me forever, forever in my heart even if we lost contact, in my last moments, I will think of everyone, maybe even someone reading right now.
People of much importance to me: (those that have a Gaia Online account)
- Met on Gaia Online - Mommy
- Met on Gaia Online
- Met on Gaia Online
- Met on DeviantART - I call him my son
- Met in Middle School - "Real life" friend - My fellow derp
Also, just something for thought before you talk to me.
Things I Dislike:
♥ Being called "sexy". It makes me feel sick to the stomach, I find the word gross when used to refer to me. I'd much rather be called cute or handsome. I find myself, even though I make perverted jokes to be a very "Un-sexual" person.
If I don't know you well I most likely will take you seriously. If you are serious, we cannot be friends. Please stay away
♥ Forcing the idea of having religion or not having religion on another.
♥ Being "Claimed". I defiantly don't point it out but, don't flirt with me: I'm not your lover. A little, like between friends, jokingly is okay but... Seriously? And I'm definitely not your plaything, I'm allowed to talk with whomever and do whatever I please. What I do and don't do are my lovers decisions ONLY.
♥ Being told what is right and wrong. I don't have the same ideals as you most likely, sorry. Not changing anytime soon.
♥ Rape jokes. I find that to be a very serious subject. You'll make me get sick. I often do not confront people for these as just talking about them is... Not good.
♥ Hate towards people in the LGBTQ+Straight spectrum.
♥ Prying about my physical sex. If I don't tell you well there may be a reason. I usually tell people. If I don't answer ask don't ask again.
♥ Scary movies.
♥ Sticky things.
♥ Lugi's Mansion. I am so afraid of that game oh my...
Things I Like:
♥ Odd/eccentric people.
♥ Cute animals~! I regard animals as people too. ;u;
♥ Good food.
♥ Interesting theories.
♥ Odd fashion cultures.
♥ Acceptance of diversity
♥ Other yanderes. (especially Yuno)
A Few of My Favorite Things
All things twisted yet cute
Digital & Traditional art
The "Library" smell
Ghost Type Pokémon
Cyn, Aden, Mei, & Yui.