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Yeilvtle

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Last Login: 03/28/2015 10:34 am

Registered: 01/29/2014

Location: U.S.A Washington State

Birthday: 03/01/1999

Occupation: Student, Highschool Second Year

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Former username: SicklySweetheart










Hello, it's nice to meet you. I'm Haneul
I love to draw and paint. I'm currently attempting to figure out how to use photoshop. I enjoy watching anime, reading, and writing.
I'm shy and tend to wait for people to engage me with conversation. I have some absurd phobias and tend to get nervious for no good reason.
I like sweets, but when it comes to candy, only the sours.

I'd love to say I'm a wonderful person, I love to act like it too. But I'm picky whenever I get the chance, sometimes I'm flake-y, sometimes things come out a little more rude than I intend, I'm shy yet loud in the wrong situations. I seem to go through life haphazardly letting things fall where they may, yet I'm always upset when I get the short end of the stick. Sometimes I wish people for dead. I'm pretty flawed, maybe more than most people.

Even though These are problems very much apparent; I belive our flaws and mistakes make us who we are just as much as our skill sets, aspirations, and ups.
I often say I'm a bad person.
It's probably true.
But If it is: I'm a bad person that does wonderful things.
I'm a bad person who with every breath attempts to breathe life into those people, broken down, people, whom I think deserve life the most.


I am genderqueer. My gender identity is neither male nor female although sometimes a combination of both. I do not mind being called by female or male pronouns.
Often I am told that I am not genderqueer because I wear feminine clothing and like feminine things or men don't like being cute. Although, I like things you might call masculine as well.
I just wear whatever I think looks okay on my body.
Well, I'm here to tell you, frankly, gender doesn't really work that way...



I'm not very scary actually. I enjoy conversation intelligent and silly alike. I also love meeting new people and making new friends so don't be shy feel free to message me, friend request me or lean on me if you need someone to talk to. I have no problems with lending someone a helping hand, an ear to listen, or a shoulder to cry on.
Just be warned. when someone hurts me I am not very forgiving and I do hold grudges. Despite that it is very difficult to make me angry and I have developed thick skin for the most part.
Also, if I do not know you well, please do not make racist jokes, I may take you seriously as I haven't formed a knowing of your values and such. Although I do not mind jokes of that kind from people I know at all in fact I find them very funny and I feel very guilty for that.

If you feel that we are friends I most likely do too. Although I tend to not get ahold of people I care about as I feel I am being a nuisance and I may be trying to talk at a bad time. Please contact me when you want to talk. I try to always respond quickly but... I often don't and I have awful social skills and may stop conversing if I think you seem bored, or like you are ending the conversation (and you actually aren't). Bare with me, I'm a bit odd.
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I am taken by a wonderful girlfriend. I love her so much, although it's so embarrassing to tell her so.

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My friendships last a lifetime. Someone who is a friend is someone dear to me. The friend I had when I was five, is still so dear to me, even though we haven't talked since then and I am long forgotten... Friendships I forge run deep so deep, whether made in a virtual world or breathing the same air, you will never be forgotten, name and face, writing style and ink, username and avatar... With me forever, forever in my heart even if we lost contact, in my last moments, I will think of everyone, maybe even someone reading right now.

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People of much importance to me: (those that have a Gaia Online account)
smilies/icon_heart.gif Cyn Aleatore - Met on Gaia Online - Mommy
smilies/icon_heart.gif Dreamful Nightmare - Met on Gaia Online
smilies/icon_heart.gif Banana_Prophet - Met on Gaia Online
smilies/icon_heart.gif Uke Yui - Met on DeviantART - I call him my son
smilies/icon_heart.gif Vordul - Met in Middle School - "Real life" friend - My fellow derp

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Also, just something for thought before you talk to me.

Things I Dislike:

Being called "sexy". It makes me feel sick to the stomach, I find the word gross when used to refer to me. I'd much rather be called cute or handsome. I find myself, even though I make perverted jokes to be a very "Un-sexual" person.
Racism If I don't know you well I most likely will take you seriously. If you are serious, we cannot be friends. Please stay away
Forcing the idea of having religion or not having religion on another.
Being "Claimed". I defiantly don't point it out but, don't flirt with me: I'm not your lover. A little, like between friends, jokingly is okay but... Seriously? And I'm definitely not your plaything, I'm allowed to talk with whomever and do whatever I please. What I do and don't do are my lovers decisions ONLY.
Being told what is right and wrong. I don't have the same ideals as you most likely, sorry. Not changing anytime soon.
Rape jokes. I find that to be a very serious subject. You'll make me get sick. I often do not confront people for these as just talking about them is... Not good.
Hate towards people in the LGBTQ+Straight spectrum.
Prying about my physical sex. If I don't tell you well there may be a reason. I usually tell people. If I don't answer ask don't ask again.
♥ Spiders.
♥ Slowness.
♥ Scary movies.
♥ Sticky things.
♥ Lugi's Mansion. I am so afraid of that game oh my...

Things I Like:

♥ Odd/eccentric people.
♥ Cute animals~! I regard animals as people too. ;u;
♥ Good food.
♥ Interesting theories.
♥ Science
♥ Odd fashion cultures.
♥ Acceptance of diversity
♥ Other yanderes. (especially Yuno)


smilies/icon_heart.gif A Few of My Favorite Things smilies/icon_heart.gif
Bats
Raccoons
Hisoka
Red Pandas
Axolotls
Sea butterflies
Octopuses
Pastel colors
All things twisted yet cute
Creepy things
Scary things
Warm snuggles
Grilled Eel
Onigiri
Fresh Ramen
Udon
Sour Candy
Cute things
Tall women
RPGs
Shizuma Hanazono
Shotas
Gothic Fashion
Pastel Goth
Lolita
Boystyle
Digital & Traditional art
Poetry
The "Library" smell
Old books
Manga
Ghost Type Pokémon
Cyn, Aden, Mei, & Yui.
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DreamfulNightmare Report | 03/12/2015 6:03 pm
DreamfulNightmare
cry this "Storm" has lasted practically my entire life so far... it will NEVER go away! emo
it always find new ways to take me down even further into depths of depression and the darkness of despair.
DreamfulNightmare Report | 03/12/2015 3:52 am
DreamfulNightmare
emo there really isn't any point in trying. The more effort I put into trying, the more problems happen for me, and the more complicated things get.
It's like I'm stuck in quicksand and I'm going insane!!! emotion_facepalm
Those qualities in a human these days are both pointless and meaningless, a "wonderful and kind person" cannot survive in today's society, yet alone support themselves. emo
There is no place on Earth for someone like me...
Nothing has ever 'looked up' for me... only faded from darkness to an endless fog.
There is No Hope! cry
DreamfulNightmare Report | 03/11/2015 5:27 pm
DreamfulNightmare
cry if only your words were truth...
But, for now... it is completely uncertain and unlikely at the same time. emo
KanaeKaszim Report | 01/28/2015 12:46 pm
KanaeKaszim
gaia_angelleft Thank you for buying gaia_angelright
TheAliceBearRawr Report | 01/26/2015 11:32 pm
TheAliceBearRawr
I'm somewhat happy with my profile **
TheAliceBearRawr Report | 01/26/2015 11:30 pm
TheAliceBearRawr
It's not enough lol rofl but I redid it so I somewhat happy tomorrow i will finish
TheAliceBearRawr Report | 01/26/2015 6:57 pm
TheAliceBearRawr
↑↓※ 'Create the world


Thank you, but your Avatar is so cool and awesome smile / I'm not even done yet with my profile lol


in your own unique style ' ↑↓※

TheAliceBearRawr Report | 01/18/2015 9:01 pm
TheAliceBearRawr
↑↓※ 'Create the world


" Cute Avatar and profile it amazing ^^


in your own unique style ' ↑↓※

DreamfulNightmare Report | 09/03/2014 7:32 pm
DreamfulNightmare
it's just forget about it.... it's the past... emo okay?
DreamfulNightmare Report | 09/03/2014 8:13 am
DreamfulNightmare
Why? confused
you were busy, I understand that.
 
 
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