Sigh, It just seem like no matter what I do, I always seem to hurt my friends and myself.
I am really trying my best right now but the pain is to much to deal with right now. TT^TT
Lets just face it... I will now and forever be a monster... that will never be normal... I just don't under why I am always in pain.. I am always nice and polite, but someone always injuried by someone and I injure them as well...
crying no im really not ok... and i dont know when ill be ok again.. my world came crashing down around me and im hurting really bad right now im dealing with a heartbreak that i never thought would happen. but it did and it happened so suddenly im still reeling from the effects and dealing with it.