In life; I grew up to be the person i always wanted to be. Now that's left is to die happy. There are such things as happy endings, and at the young age of 22 i have reached mine.
Hello! My name is Amy, and i have been a member of this site since 2008. I do not come on every day, however I do check up at least every month or so. I was born in November of '93, have blonde hair and eyes that change color. I am 5 feet tall and really like to sleep. I have a cat named Pearl and a dog named Cookie. I have a very bubbly personality, am pro-pot, and pro same sex marriage. I am cute, but very evil. That is all. Thank you for taking the time to learn a little about me!
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♥ ... ♥ ...Note To You... ♥ ... ♥
Dear love who doesn't love,
I love you. Nothing can or will ever change that, NOTHING. You don't understand how much, if you can do what you did to me.. I used to say if i could go back 5yrs and do it all again, i'd tell you how much i love you, hold you and never let you go but i recently learned that even if i did build a time machine and did that, you wouldn't stay mine.. Now, if i could go back 5yrs, i'd make sure we never met.. That'd save me the broken heart, the sleepless nights, the days id go without eating.. Just because i'm not as beautiful as her.... Its not like looks should matter anyways.. You, yourself aren't the most beautiful person in the world either.. We all have our flaws, but you're perfect to me... Only because love is blind..... That's why i'm still in love with you.. I'm so blinded by the love i have for you, i cant even stop thinking about you.. No matter how much you hurt me..... But you will never love me again, that has been made clear as day.. And maybe, its best for me not to talk to you ever again.....
Just one.. That's how many tears that rolled down my cheek for you. This doesn't mean i'm over it, this pain will never be gone, until the day i die. This just means i miss you, and would have loved to meet you.. No one else in the world knows what this is about, except us. But only because you were here when i thought of it. You are a part of me and always will be, and though we never met, id love to one day say i at least tried.. For you, and only you. I miss you, i wanna learn so much from you, that only you could ever teach me.. But i cant, because you're gone, though you're still here.. And one sweet, victorious day, we will meet and i will be able to say, what i've always wanted to say to you, and only you.. ♥R.I.P., You~♥
Ever since i was a little girl, at the peak of being a woman, i've dreamed of having at least one dance with you.. One night where it would just be us, and there would be no care in the world, and we would just dance.. Dance to our hearts content.... But we will never get to dance that dance... Because i was too slow to tell you i wanted that dance, she got that dance instead... </3
And now tonight, the night of that dance, i sit in the dark, imaging how lovely she must look and how handsome, you in your suit.. The happy pair who got to dance the dance i wanted to dance..... Hope you have all the fun in the world tonight, you know who you are..
It's all My fault.. heart
My dearest, i am so sorry. I am sorry that i pushed you away, for four years. I am sorry that i was so blinded by his fake love to see, how good you were to me. I'm sorry for all those sleepless nights i put you through, all those tears.. All the pain. Please never let me forget the pain i put you through, please never put your girl through what i put you through. I don't believe much in the friend zone, but i believe in the back of my mind i stuffed you so far deep in to that zone that i couldn't see, how much you meant to me until it was much too late. I'm so happy that you finally found a girl who will treat you good, because you and i both know you're too special for me. I'm sorry, Adam. This is me, right here, right now, proclaiming my love for you, telling you that i am ready to accept you... Too late. I don't want you to leave her for me, that would make me a monster, to push you away for four years, then as soon as i am ready, have you dump this girl who has invested her time and love in you, just to have a chance with my dumb a**. I will never forget the time you ran barefoot in to a pricker patch just to get me flowers to cheer me up, or all the nights we would stay up until the sun rise, talking about just... Anything. Nothing was off our plates. Maybe, if fate sees that i have learned my very valuable lesson, and has something better in store for the girl you now call yours, we can try this whole 'dating' thing. I know we will make it, because you are my other half. You are my soul mate. I was such a fool to push your love away for so long, but i was scared. I had been toyed with by any and every man i have ever loved, until you, during you, and even-no, there will be no after you. I have decided that i will wait for you. Longer than you waited me, if i have to. It's only fair... I'm sorry, again... Please never leave me. You're my best friend, my other half, my soul, my n***a, my b***h, my hoe, my purple pimp daddy, my everything... I love you, and i'm sorry. You will never know this, as long as you are dating her, because i don't even want you to THINK about leaving her for me. I know that pain all too well....
I Love You
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Amy, I knew you from Chrissy. I thought you didn't like me at first, but I talked to you a little bit afterwards and you're really chill. You understand people and I don't bullshit when I say that. You're the kind of person people want to talk to when they have something going on in their lives, and you'd completely understand/give them great advice. I miss you tremendously, by the way.