Qui Nos Demaine

Sorrow - Edna St. Vincent Millay


Sorrow like a ceaseless rain
Beats upon my heart.
People twist and scream in pain, --
Dawn will find them still again;
This has neither wax nor wane,
Neither stop nor start.

People dress and go to town;
I sit in my chair.
All my thoughts are slow and brown:
Standing up or sitting down
Little matters, or what gown
Or what shoes I wear.


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Last Login: 07/03/2013 5:45 pm

Registered: 03/22/2007

Gender: Female

Location: Currently? Look behind you.

Occupation: Stalker

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Tekkonkinkreet - In Front of Me

XII. REAL - Emily dickinson

I like a look of agony,
Because I know it 's true;
Men do not sham convulsion,
Nor simulate a throe.

The eyes glaze once, and that is death.
Impossible to feign
The beads upon the forehead
By homely anguish strung.


I'm a sadist. I am dating Regal and am best friends with Hirumalover1. Get to know me, and I'm actually quite loyal and affectionate. Piss me off, and you'd better pick up some change-of-address forms.

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Three Songs of Shattering - Edna St. Vincent Millay


The first rose on my rose-tree
Budded, bloomed, and shattered,
During sad days when to me
Nothing mattered.

Grief of grief has drained me clean;
Still it seems a pity
No one saw, -- it must have been
Very pretty.


Let the little birds sing;
Let the little lambs play;
Spring is here; and so 'tis spring; --
But not in the old way!

I recall a place
Where a plum-tree grew;
There you lifted up your face,
And blossoms covered you.

If the little birds sing,
And the little lambs play,
Spring is here; and so 'tis spring --
But not in the old way!


All the dog-wood blossoms are underneath the tree!
Ere spring was going -- ah, spring is gone!
And there comes no summer to the like of you and me, --
Blossom time is early, but no fruit sets on.

All the dog-wood blossoms are underneath the tree,
Browned at the edges, turned in a day;
And I would with all my heart they trimmed a mound for me,
And weeds were tall on all the paths that led that way!

Giving makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside...

Caution: Everything you say or do WILL be used against you in the future. Whether it is painful or not is up to whatever happens to be in my hand at the time.

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Amazing Penguin Guy Man Report | 01/07/2011 7:09 pm
cool avi
Jedesto Report | 06/20/2010 2:36 am
Aw, poor you. I hope that you can do roleplay agin one day :3
*giggles* Every now and then I still miss ours XD
It was fun, although I'm sure that Finn would beg to differ ^_^;
Jedesto Report | 06/19/2010 1:06 pm
I see :3

Well, I've been here all the time ^_^
I love my roleplays too much to leave them XD
Jedesto Report | 06/19/2010 12:49 pm
Hey ^_^
Long time no see, hehe.
Jedesto Report | 04/03/2010 6:05 pm
Happy Easter ^_^
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Jedesto Report | 12/31/2009 1:45 am
Glad to hear that, hehe ^^
I'm fine. It's nice to catch you on Gaia again heart
Jedesto Report | 12/30/2009 12:09 am
Hey ^^
Yes, red, blue and green. Thank you so much *hugs* heart
How are you? ^^
Jedesto Report | 11/16/2009 9:12 pm
xd Were you living here, you would have to get up now, lol.
Jedesto Report | 11/16/2009 9:07 pm
Poor you *snuggles* Hopefully you will have more freetime again ^^
I'll be off to bed in a moment. Heh, it's already 6am here and originally I wanted to get offline before 4am ^_^; Epic fail, lol.

Kekekeke... the fools think they've escaped my evil...