About
About moi!
*~*name: guess!
*~*age:15
*~*school:maples
*~*msn:ask
*~*birthday:February 14
*~*birthstone:Amethyst
*~*zodiac sign:aquarius
*~*favourite colour
razz URPLE ^_^
*~*favourite things: anime, manga, music, art, etc.
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Watermeat: Buttons
Mimzy: Fluffy
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Poems <3 (not by me, for i cannot write)
Silent Scream
Outside you see me smiling
And floating through each day,
A little tired, a little thin,
But overall okay.
But you dont hear my anguished thoughts
Which suface every night.
They plague me, haunt me, torment me
'til I'm too weak to fight.
And so, next day, I come to school
With deeply shadowed eyes.
I smile, I laugh and speak on cue,
Living a pack of lies
A silent scream echoes inside,
Reaction to my lie-
'til no warning it erupts
And I crumble down and cry,
Come find me, help me, make it stop-
No! Keep out, go away!
For if you come, I've no control
Over the words I say
Can't you hear my silent scream,
Decipher what I hide?
So come and ask me what is wrong,
Come sit down by my side
If nothing else, then please read through
This tangled web I weave
For you are not the only one
I'm trying to decieve
Help me- I don't know what I want
I've lost my guiding light
Please hold me, let me cry and say
Somehow, you'll make it right.
Perhaps deep down I know whats wrong
What keeps me up awake
What is the source of all my tears
And ever-there headache
But not yet, can I face it
Or maybe I just won't
Please someone, help me understand-
God only knows, I don't
i don't know the name of this poem... but it sounds sad and sweet <3
While I dreamt of you
You gazed at her
While I cried alone
You wiped her tears
While I stumbled
And hurt inside
You held her up
And stayed by her side
And while I fell
You caught her fall
While you gave her everything
I lost it all
And while I sit here lonely
And continuously cry
You keep her alive
And leave me to die
Because while you love her
With all of your heart
My love goes unnoticed
And tears me apart
Because no matter what I do
It's only her you'll ever see
There will never come a day
You'll turn around and love me
Another no namer xD
Tell me you don’t see me,
Tell me you don’t care,
Coz every time I walk by
You always seem to stare.
You don’t know how its like
to be in someone else’s shadow;
forced to be someone I’m not.
All my life I’ve been trying to find the answers
to the question I can’t seem to define.
Every time I look at me
I see someone else looking back,
with a fake smile
and lonely eyes.
It’s hard to believe that the girl staring back,
the girl I always see,
Is just the reflection of me.
Sometimes I think of that girl in the mirror.
Hiding away the pain inside,
a pain she truly wants to hide.
To everyone’s eyes she’s happy.
In everyone’s eyes she's laughing.
If they could only see
that deep inside she's bleeding.
Then maybe I'll understand me.
As I look once again at girl in mirror.
I turn my back away,
wanting so bad to break free.
From the reflection of me.
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