It's been a LONG time.

But I think we can put our differences behind us.
For science.
You monster.

...Just kidding, darlings <3 Differences shall be put aside for cake.

There's not much you need to know about me, except perhaps that I am female, a lurker, an artist, and anon/creeper. <3

I'm a fan of:
Harry Potter
Doctor Who
Vampire Knight
Golden Days
Death Note
Fullmetal Alchemist
BBC Sherlock
Ao no Exorcist
Adventure Time

... and the list grows all the time. <3

Feel welcome to chat to me -- I don't bite (too hard) <3


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Strawberry Pandalaura

Report | 01/18/2015 10:05 am

Strawberry Pandalaura

You have officially been dubbed my gaia waifu and I shall SPOIL YOU TO DEATH!! emotion_dowant

Report | 01/14/2015 9:16 pm


Oh my, thank you so much! <333
Strawberry Pandalaura

Report | 12/29/2014 11:01 am

Strawberry Pandalaura

Hehe, I take it you liked your gift? emotion_dowant
Strawberry Pandalaura

Report | 12/06/2014 9:40 am

Strawberry Pandalaura


I spent the whole episode just squealing and my husband kept telling me to shush and calling me a dork lol.


But I called Dean going demon, so he should just stop doubting me lol.
Magica Royale

Report | 12/06/2014 5:05 am

Magica Royale

Brb. Have to change & go to the library. Didn't lose job, but on thin ice.
Magica Royale

Report | 12/06/2014 4:56 am

Magica Royale


Mmkay. Promise? ;////;
Also, I'm sorry I make things up sometimes. Like, I don't really have freckles that much-- many moles, though. I don't have many nice things I own-- most of my pants I have to wear leggings under because I'm too poor to buy new ones. I just... I like saying things that make you happy, because you happy makes -me- happy. And I don't want you to worry because I always want you to be okay. v///n///v So I tell stories, because that's what I'm best at. But I promise to always tell you the truth afterward, even if it's really sad or embarrasing, okay?
Magica Royale

Report | 12/06/2014 4:39 am

Magica Royale

Tried it. Twice. Shitstorms of epic proportions occured in both instances. I've tried, Meg. I've been trying for seven years now. Mom will never change, even when I've chaged for her.

-u- Shhhh. I'm not that wonderful, although it sure makes me happy you think so. sbghjyikjjipo that would be a dream come true. Obviously, not going to change overnight. But I could use some change for the better, for once in my life. I feel... sluggish and stagnant, I really do. It's maddening.
Magica Royale

Report | 12/06/2014 4:20 am

Magica Royale

Oh, she knows.
But she thinks because she grew up hard, she has to be that way with me to get me to be a responsible adult.
Whereas I respond better to kindness and praise. You don't train a formerly abused dog by smacking it. It'll just stress out and come to resent/fear you. Same concept.

My life is just one huge self-defeating, self-destructive cycle. It's eventually going to get to the point I can't fix myself again anymore.
Magica Royale

Report | 12/06/2014 4:00 am

Magica Royale

It's the -tremendous- amount of stress.
There's SO much pressure on me to work. Mom is forever hanging my paycheck over my head like a noose. I never know what nights she's going to scream for 3 hours over it, and if/when she'll kick me out of the house again. That uncertainty is -unbearable.- Home is suppose to be -sanctuary-, not a -jail.-

So by the time I get here my Stress-O-Meter is already SO high that the night's events freak me out to the point of physically -breaking down. -
Magica Royale

Report | 12/06/2014 3:45 am

Magica Royale

Off of work.
Had a panic attack. Hyperventalated, didn't faint.
Might be getting fired. Body keeps reacting poorly to intense stress ( vomitting, stomach aches, dizziness, attacks ). They think I'm faking, but I'm literally losing my mind here.
If I do, I'm screwed. I'm going to be homeless again. vnv