|Aps, you're like a chocolate bar, hard coat on the outside, and mushy and soft on the inside!|
I'm Jessica, depending upon where you know me from you can call me Jess or Aps. I'm most frequently found in breedable shops rping and cooing over my cute little pets (which can be found in my journal on this account and Whispered Apathy for some of my older ones) and occasionally you might find me in Kitty's bar.
I'm not a child, so don't treat me like one. I'm 24, legal in every situation you can be around the US. I have my moments where I'm a total b***h, and I also have my moments where I act air headed at times. On a general scale I'm a quiet, fun loving individual and I try to treat everyone with respect no matter who they are. I do expect the same.
By a technicality I'm a lesbian, but on a more exact note I have never heard of a name for what I am. I'm sexual attracted to females (and not men) but I'm emotionally and mentally attracted to males (and not females). It's very hard and rare for me to have feelings at all for a girl other than on a level of lust (sad to say). It's for this reason that most of the time I don't involve myself with girls.
I believe in honor and I don't associate myself with others strictly for sex. You don't like that? Well then buzz off. I'm not going to cyber with you, get that through your head now.
I'm a headstrong individual, stubborn and very opinionated. I love to learn though I admit I'm not always the smartest match in the box. I love studying people, picking apart their brains to see how they tick. I love studying religions and even though I'm a very logical person I'm also very spiritual (I'm a pagan). I can be very cold at times and I don't dwell on emotions.
I have a very gothic outlook on life and yet I'm also somewhat of an optimist. I have very little tolerance for someone who is emo. If you're having a hard day, a hard week and need someone to vent to I have no problem being there and trying to cheer you up. I love helping people. But the moment it becomes recessive with no hope of ever moving on I'm done. I won't become a crutch.
I have enough scars, physically and emotionally, from my own life. I don't take bullshit. If you have a problem with me tell me to my face. Honesty is everything to me. If you start unnecessary drama with me you will be cut out of my life instantly.
I got Mew about five times before I got Butterfree. Mew is more obvious irl, as to where I think the Butterfree part has become more known to my personality online.
Gardevoir... I really like this one because it really does suit me a lot, almost more than the others in my opinion... though they're both really very true too.
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