My names Renelle, most people call me Nella c:
(I've also been called Rayray, Nelle, Nellz, Renni, Rellz)
Some stuff that's pretty interesting about me I guess...
I was born with a pulmonary heart problem, my pulmonary vein was pinched shut and I was rushed off to a smallish hospital where they said I would I wouldn't make the night and that I was going to die, but one doctor didn't want to give up so they helicoptered me to a bigger hospital where thankfully they saved my life, I have had 6 heart surgery's since then and i'm most likely getting my next one this year or next year. Because of this I wasn't a very fun child, I didn't have many friends, I couldn't join gym class and I had a hard time running around at recess because of my lungs and asma, so I was a quiet child.
Another thing is, i'm home schooled. Some may say oh lucky you but I hate it, I hate being alone all day, not being able to talk to anyone from my old school, all my old friends, I was bullied to the point where my parents took me out of school. I was physically and emotionally abused by bullies everyday to the point I couldnt make it through one day of school without breaking down, I was called all the worst names you can think of... (b***h, Worthless, c**t, skank, ugly, useless, whore, freak, ect) I dont know how im a skank or any of those things, honestly I still don't know what I did to this day to deserve what I got. I was told to go kill myself and that no one cared about me...
I went through a horrible state of depression, and during that I made many HORRIBLE mistakes, I cut, took pills, cried, was suicidal. I felt so alone and broken, I now have scars on my arms that I have to live with and it sucks. I regret it so much.
But i'm better now, I made friends (on gaia) but hey there still friends, people who make me happy, make me smile, make me feel...normal (: I couldn't ask for any better people to call friends <3 I love them all.
Well there ya go, thats my story, if you wanna know anything else... message me c: