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DISLIKES:BEING POKED >.<
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Emo doesn't mean you cut.
Emo doesn't mean your gay.
Emo doesn't mean your suicidal.
Emo is real.
Emo is people.
Emo is everything.
Emo is a label.
Emo is being free.
Free to be you.
Free to express.
Free to tell everyone to ******** off!!
Emo is just a word,Emo-tional
*Are not cry babies
*Do not always wear black
*Can be very nice people
*Don't always cut themselves
*Are not always depressed
*Can be happy too
*Are normal people just like you
[Put this on your profile if you agree with this.]
It's ok, I just need to figure out what to do to prevent myself from missing out on so many things in life and risking living alone forever.
I'm even worse with words, literally. razz
You have a good night too. ^_^
I've only had 8 girlfriends in all. First one, ended with her leaving me for another guy due to certain circumstances. Second one, a horrendous 3-year on-and-off relationship. Fast forward to the recent relationship that ended over a year ago, we were having fights towards the end and my work schedule was screwing up my time to talk to her. I just don't know where to look for someone because usually when someone is single, at least 1 person shows interest in that person during the time they're single. For me, that number is 0, which I find pretty odd.
I just can't stand heartbreak or being alone all of the time, especially when others keep reminding me about being single for over a year and being the only virgin at work. I'd be more confident and stuff if that second girl I was with didn't screw me up so badly with all of the times she kept dumping me, including one when I was in the hospital.
I know sex isn't a focal point, but I've wondered what it's like since all of my co-workers have had it and I'm the only one that hasn't, which they mock me for.
I'm not that kind of guy who'll just put himself out there and risk rejection/heartbreak. I've only expressed my feelings to 3 girls in my life and I got shot down all 3 times in 3 different ways.
Part of me just doesn't want to risk going through that again and feeling as though I'm setting my mind and heart on someone and it ending up being for nothing.
I mean, hardly any of the girls at my work even know what my name is unless they say it to call me crazy or say I'm a freak.
It's ok if you ramble, I do that from time to time as well. razz
I certainly don't want MANLY love. X3
I just can't stand being single and having the superpower of being invisible to women. This is the longest amount of time that I've been single for in the last 10 years and 2014 marked the first calendar year since 2004, in which I had gone an entire calendar year of being single. I'm just living in fear lately that I'll never get a gf again and that I'll spend the rest of my life, wondering what sex and other things are like. I mean, I'm the only one in my area at work that is still a virgin and I haven't even had a gf who lives in the same state as me in over 7 years.
I'd rather have someone with me rather than just sitting on my butt 24/7 and having no life.
I'm hoping to be ok, my emotions just run wild like a monkey.
The only guy friend I have to hangout with hasn't reached me in over a year to hangout. And I don't drink anymore.
For me, it's better to have someone on Valentine's Day rather than being alone. It's a day known for love and more, but I haven't had anyone in over a year.
All you see that day is couples flaunting their relationship in the faces of single people, which causes anger.